Ult-Junk
We're comin peace
No social jealousy
No Blackmail industry
The pure solution is the best for all
We ain't bullshitting you
So stop the bullshit
Friends together til the end
No more hurting each other
Other wise, we never better
Fuck!
Bring the peace
Brave your fucking soul
Bend over
Respect
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Shit!
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Fuck!
Look at you people
Do you still have the cheaty mind in your fucking head?
How does the social jealousy infected your path?
You will never feel better when you get up from your bed
Because of what?
Because of you have no respect to your society side
Because you're still have nothing now and then
Do you think you're better and bigger huh?
You're still nothing but a shit fuck trash just like us
Wake up! Get concious!
This community will no longer be better if you can't stop collecting the mess
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
Fuckers
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Shit!
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Fuck!
Speak up right when they want you to repeat your speech
Don't put the blame on anybody who doesn't understand anything
Don't jugde someone as a criminal if you don't understand the real fact is
That's too bad! That's too bad! That's too fucking bad!
Stop believing the news from those people who don't know the real problem, fuckers!
You're still nothing but a shit fuck trash just like us
Wake up! Get concious!
This community will no longer be better if you can't stop collecting the mess
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
Fuckers
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Shit!
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Fuck!
Play (Drug Addict)
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DRUKAMICA
download:
http://www.mediafire.com/?qglnymftvt6zhra
or
http://www.mediafire.com/?0taalh5eg7ja74a
TRANSLATION
Recorded stuff, a conversation, and very strange really. I listened to the conversation over and over and then I have nightmares. It was make me unhappy.
OK translation :
Today I feel the cold again.
All body.
And weaker.
Maybe the drug makes your body cold.
You stop and have not used it for 5 days.
Don't you know that I don't like this? You don't understand it.
It feels like... no power at all. Sometimes I can't sleep either.
I feel sick too when I eat something too.
If I take it again now maybe everything back to normal, like a very healthy person, do not need to lay in bed for days.
I'm so sick being a stupid in here, I want to go out.
Wait until you feel well and then you can go out right?
I want to go out now and take drugs.
If go out now and take drug everybody will freak out again, like yesterday.
Beside, more to take is not good and next is can't get out from the drug institution.
Last night Papa talked to me many things.
He said he will send me to the hospital right away.
Maybe Papa's right you have to go there, that's better.
Would it be better treatment?
Doctors, clean place, better treatment, I don't care.
You so stupid. Just do it the right a way without complaining all the time.
In the other way maybe...
Ooh... you would buy drugs again in case we don't watch.
That's a shame.
You know, I can use a little to stop using drugs, and I think, it is the only way for me, that's the best way to stop it.
Probably I will... quit slowly.
Ha! Quit slowly...
That's so stupid.
It is the same with you still use it and not stop.
Next would be the best way to...
Die.
You record this?
Sorry, sorry...
download:
http://www.mediafire.com/?qglnymftvt6zhra
or
http://www.mediafire.com/?0taalh5eg7ja74a
TRANSLATION
Recorded stuff, a conversation, and very strange really. I listened to the conversation over and over and then I have nightmares. It was make me unhappy.
OK translation :
Today I feel the cold again.
All body.
And weaker.
Maybe the drug makes your body cold.
You stop and have not used it for 5 days.
Don't you know that I don't like this? You don't understand it.
It feels like... no power at all. Sometimes I can't sleep either.
I feel sick too when I eat something too.
If I take it again now maybe everything back to normal, like a very healthy person, do not need to lay in bed for days.
I'm so sick being a stupid in here, I want to go out.
Wait until you feel well and then you can go out right?
I want to go out now and take drugs.
If go out now and take drug everybody will freak out again, like yesterday.
Beside, more to take is not good and next is can't get out from the drug institution.
Last night Papa talked to me many things.
He said he will send me to the hospital right away.
Maybe Papa's right you have to go there, that's better.
Would it be better treatment?
Doctors, clean place, better treatment, I don't care.
You so stupid. Just do it the right a way without complaining all the time.
In the other way maybe...
Ooh... you would buy drugs again in case we don't watch.
That's a shame.
You know, I can use a little to stop using drugs, and I think, it is the only way for me, that's the best way to stop it.
Probably I will... quit slowly.
Ha! Quit slowly...
That's so stupid.
It is the same with you still use it and not stop.
Next would be the best way to...
Die.
You record this?
Sorry, sorry...
Technically DnB
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It`s pretty fun went to the Drum&Bass party. The music was absolutely kickin ass fo good!!! Drinkin, smokin weeduh, jumpin. hushaushuahsuhausa. It`s cool hang out with some friends, I admit. Vvv cool. I really enjoy it. I think, it was cool cuz it`s with the music. Honestly, I was pretty strange there. Yup right, there were some friends, but when I`m around em, I don`t know why I feel vvv different. What`s the different? Dunno. Just different OK??? I`m different. I think I`m not good, and they all good. And they seemed strange to... the way they looked @ me.
Hey hey hey!!! It was a great party!!! OK???
Smile, smile... :))))))))
Hey hey hey!!! It was a great party!!! OK???
Smile, smile... :))))))))
Unexpected Reunion
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I felt a cold breeze last night. Rainy season begin, and the rain didn’t stop everyday. I hope next month will be no rain again. I feel cold for a long time. The air was very cold. As usual, I sat on the top of the tallest building in the city, doing my stupid activity, the day dreaming.
The weather was very cold. I never thought that, the night was like the coldest winter seemed happen forever. Suddenly, the wind blew. That’s not the wind, but something. Something familiar, smelled like an old friend. I turned around. I tried to open my ear, so I can hear clearly what was going on around. I walked closer to the tip of the building. I saw the empty street, no one was there. And then, I turned around again. There’s someone I recognize, coming to me. He landed smoothly, smiled at me.
“Sorry to bother you,” he said.
“Hey, not at all,” I replied. He weakened his wings and degraded it a little. “What happened to your wings? It looks…”
“My wings changed colour. Silver is cool, don’t you think?” he smiled at me again, I smiled back. And then I heard a plop sound. His wings had gone of hide. He looked like a normal human after that.
I saw his shinning eyes. I didn’t notice how he could be in this place, found me here. He’s still the same with the last time I met him, looking fresh as always.
“What’s going on?” he asked.
He came in to the right time and the right place that night. I would explain to him what’s going on.
“I think I should move out,” I said.
“I see,” he said, and then he stood up, picked a cigarette. “Moving out?” he asked, gave me the cigarette, and lighted it up after I put it in my mouth.
“Thanks,” I said. “Yep. Moving out.”
“Why?” he asked me again.
“I smell danger around here and this place is no longer save for me, or us?” I replied.
“I found our friends died in the woods,” he said. “They must have been doing some autopsy to them before they threw them in the woods. And the other else must be kept in the hidden places.”
We’re silent for a while.
“How’s the Moesha?” I started new conversation. I hope it’s not the wrong question. If I ask him something, my first question is about him and his kind, Moesha’s breed.
“Fine, like always,” he said.
We’re silent for a while again, and then he started to talk, “I think we should stop writing something about us on the internet. It would convince everybody that we exist. What do you think?”
I smiled. “Hey, the internet is bullshit, though. They thought it’s a made up story, you know that? Are you trying to stop me doing that thing?”
“No, do what you want to do. We’re free to do anything we want. We have suffered enough dealing all of our problems and pretending what we’ve been writing is just made up stories,” he took a deep breath.
“They won’t find us, would they?” I asked.
“They won’t find us,” he said so unsure.
The weather was very cold. I never thought that, the night was like the coldest winter seemed happen forever. Suddenly, the wind blew. That’s not the wind, but something. Something familiar, smelled like an old friend. I turned around. I tried to open my ear, so I can hear clearly what was going on around. I walked closer to the tip of the building. I saw the empty street, no one was there. And then, I turned around again. There’s someone I recognize, coming to me. He landed smoothly, smiled at me.
“Sorry to bother you,” he said.
“Hey, not at all,” I replied. He weakened his wings and degraded it a little. “What happened to your wings? It looks…”
“My wings changed colour. Silver is cool, don’t you think?” he smiled at me again, I smiled back. And then I heard a plop sound. His wings had gone of hide. He looked like a normal human after that.
I saw his shinning eyes. I didn’t notice how he could be in this place, found me here. He’s still the same with the last time I met him, looking fresh as always.
“What’s going on?” he asked.
He came in to the right time and the right place that night. I would explain to him what’s going on.
“I think I should move out,” I said.
“I see,” he said, and then he stood up, picked a cigarette. “Moving out?” he asked, gave me the cigarette, and lighted it up after I put it in my mouth.
“Thanks,” I said. “Yep. Moving out.”
“Why?” he asked me again.
“I smell danger around here and this place is no longer save for me, or us?” I replied.
“I found our friends died in the woods,” he said. “They must have been doing some autopsy to them before they threw them in the woods. And the other else must be kept in the hidden places.”
We’re silent for a while.
“How’s the Moesha?” I started new conversation. I hope it’s not the wrong question. If I ask him something, my first question is about him and his kind, Moesha’s breed.
“Fine, like always,” he said.
We’re silent for a while again, and then he started to talk, “I think we should stop writing something about us on the internet. It would convince everybody that we exist. What do you think?”
I smiled. “Hey, the internet is bullshit, though. They thought it’s a made up story, you know that? Are you trying to stop me doing that thing?”
“No, do what you want to do. We’re free to do anything we want. We have suffered enough dealing all of our problems and pretending what we’ve been writing is just made up stories,” he took a deep breath.
“They won’t find us, would they?” I asked.
“They won’t find us,” he said so unsure.
Placebo Cover - I Know
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Yup here it is, my Placebo Cover - I Know...
My Remix Global
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Blackout VS Oxide & Neutrino - Hey Mr. DJ VS No Good
BT - Force Of Gravity (Sojourn & Charly's Midnight Outro Mix)
Eminem - Cleaning Out My Closet (Devilicia Project Remix)
Inner City - Good Life (Labuena Vida en Notas Mix Plus)
Kai Tracid - Too Many Times (Trance & Acid Suicide Mix)
Kai Tracid - Voyager (Wrong Remix)
Michael Jackson - Don't Stop Til Get Enough (Trip On Liquid Mix)
Nine Inch Nails - Only (Skatercat Mix)
Paul Van Dyk - Seven Ways (Kernkraft Mix)
The Prodigy - Voodoo People (Storm Mix)
Zoot Woman - Automatic (Blaumond Remix)
You The Only One Who Can Give Me The Air So I Can Breathe
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I could never get away
A never ending the lover's game
And I stay here all the day
Wishing all the things away
I just want to fly
Follow my mind
Only you, I have to find
Everything about you, blowin` my mind
I just want to go to where you are
But it`s just a cloudy day
You don't even see me there
I really don't know where
Which way
I can't pull these things away
Here comes, the rain
Then I think of you again
You're the only one who can give me the air so I can breathe
I will always love you, want you to reply so I won`t cry
You're the only one who can give me the light so I won't die
You're the only one, I will always love you
I will always love you
You're the only one
earlier version
acoustic version
band version
A never ending the lover's game
And I stay here all the day
Wishing all the things away
I just want to fly
Follow my mind
Only you, I have to find
Everything about you, blowin` my mind
I just want to go to where you are
But it`s just a cloudy day
You don't even see me there
I really don't know where
Which way
I can't pull these things away
Here comes, the rain
Then I think of you again
You're the only one who can give me the air so I can breathe
I will always love you, want you to reply so I won`t cry
You're the only one who can give me the light so I won't die
You're the only one, I will always love you
I will always love you
You're the only one
earlier version
acoustic version
band version
Been Bullied
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They had bullied me and I lost 2 millions. Damn!!! And my brother was a part of it...
DAMN!
DAMN!
Wreck It
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This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
Boys and girls don`t cry
I am a fucking guy
I bring it other way
Your world to the Bi
Got the balls on me
You gotta give me greet
You`re the day on meat
You gonna miss the bleed
You know that I...
That I meet you thoo
Gotta know what's here
You gotta love me
You could damned in here
You dumb, I`m a gay
You know that me...
It`s me me me
You gotta know
I`m the man infront
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
Boys and girls don`t cry
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
Boys and girls don`t cry
I am a fucking guy
I bring it other way
Your world to the Bi
Got the balls on me
You gotta give me greet
You`re the day on meat
You gonna miss the bleed
You know that I...
That I meet you thoo
Gotta know what's here
You gotta love me
You could damned in here
You dumb, I`m a gay
You know that me...
It`s me me me
You gotta know
I`m the man infront
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
Boys and girls don`t cry
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
Unfinished Journey
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I never feel it. Time after time, year by year, all pass by and I never change a bit. I think I’m just a lonely creature. Very lonely, and always want to be alone.
Last night I was on the top of the Tower, watching the city sides. A quiet crowded. From up there, I could see the people walking pass by the streets, very clear, with my magical eyes I have. Even If I want to jump from the tower, I would do it happily. And I would land down there smoothly. I can fly like a bird. Fly to where ever I want. I can move fast, and human eyes can’t catch me.
I looked at those small humans down there! I’m glad I could still respect them, not like my other kind. Sometimes I help humans. My friends always think that I’m stupid and dumb. They never agree if I give them much attention and taking care of human’s business. I think I did great so far, that’s not wrong. There are so many of our kinds living around human. Sharing or gathering, or mind their business, for me is the normal thing to do. As long as I don’t have problem to handle them, it doesn’t mind.
“We will close soon, boy,” the security guy spoke to me. “You’re not running away from home aren’t you?”
I only shook my head without words. If I could, I could finish him right on time there, shock him to death. But I’m not in the mood. I took the elevator and went down, left the Tower. I walked to the avenue.
I walked far, passed through the city library, and finally reached the next park. At that time, I heard the animal sounds. I was not far from the zoo. Shock the animal to death sounded fun. Maybe that would make me calm. Animal’s flesh isn’t having the same taste with human’s flesh. Not as good as it.
I zapped to the pool, moved fast through the gate. It’s almost dawn and that place was very quiet like a dead park with only low lighting. I watched the Dolphin Pool. It’s not in the inside and pretty big. I dug down on the other side of the pool. And then I saw a dolphin swim right through me. I put my hands in the water to touch it.
“Do you want me to shock you to death?” I asked the dolphin.The dolphin replied with whistle. It’s not bad talking with the animal. Sometimes I feel like they know what I’m saying. See, animal is not like human. I think they are more mellow compare to them. Well, of course they don’t want me to shock them to death. I asked them a stupid question.
Last night I was on the top of the Tower, watching the city sides. A quiet crowded. From up there, I could see the people walking pass by the streets, very clear, with my magical eyes I have. Even If I want to jump from the tower, I would do it happily. And I would land down there smoothly. I can fly like a bird. Fly to where ever I want. I can move fast, and human eyes can’t catch me.
I looked at those small humans down there! I’m glad I could still respect them, not like my other kind. Sometimes I help humans. My friends always think that I’m stupid and dumb. They never agree if I give them much attention and taking care of human’s business. I think I did great so far, that’s not wrong. There are so many of our kinds living around human. Sharing or gathering, or mind their business, for me is the normal thing to do. As long as I don’t have problem to handle them, it doesn’t mind.
“We will close soon, boy,” the security guy spoke to me. “You’re not running away from home aren’t you?”
I only shook my head without words. If I could, I could finish him right on time there, shock him to death. But I’m not in the mood. I took the elevator and went down, left the Tower. I walked to the avenue.
I walked far, passed through the city library, and finally reached the next park. At that time, I heard the animal sounds. I was not far from the zoo. Shock the animal to death sounded fun. Maybe that would make me calm. Animal’s flesh isn’t having the same taste with human’s flesh. Not as good as it.
I zapped to the pool, moved fast through the gate. It’s almost dawn and that place was very quiet like a dead park with only low lighting. I watched the Dolphin Pool. It’s not in the inside and pretty big. I dug down on the other side of the pool. And then I saw a dolphin swim right through me. I put my hands in the water to touch it.
“Do you want me to shock you to death?” I asked the dolphin.The dolphin replied with whistle. It’s not bad talking with the animal. Sometimes I feel like they know what I’m saying. See, animal is not like human. I think they are more mellow compare to them. Well, of course they don’t want me to shock them to death. I asked them a stupid question.
Don't Giva Fuck
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It`s not about it. OK? Don`t worry about me. And if you could, I think it would be vvv nice to you to stay out of it. I care about you, so please think about your life, your plan and what will you do to yourself for your future. Don`t think about me if you don`t want our healthy minds get hurt.
Do you know? I`m happy. But all of them, one by one they step out from my life cuz I`m not perfect. They don`t even wanna see me as a friend again cuz I left him and choose you. And you must follow their way too, to leave me alone. If you`re not like them, it means you are a stupid bastard. If you could bring back the time where I could grab my little precious in my arms, that would be different. You don`t know how it hurts and I`m pretty much traumatic to start all over again. Do you know what`s on my mind? I want to be alone for the rest of my life. I don`t want anybody but myself. I want to live alone in this world. If I want to fuck, I`ll just go fuck myself. I don`t want control. I`m sick and tired watching you coming around to make me unconscious for your purposes.
I never judge about anything like people did...
And I don`t know it`s true or not to stole someone`s girlfriend...
Saying I`m sorry is not a good solution...
I`m vvvv confuse right know. Vvv fucked up...
And there`s no way to you to understand...
Do you know? I`m happy. But all of them, one by one they step out from my life cuz I`m not perfect. They don`t even wanna see me as a friend again cuz I left him and choose you. And you must follow their way too, to leave me alone. If you`re not like them, it means you are a stupid bastard. If you could bring back the time where I could grab my little precious in my arms, that would be different. You don`t know how it hurts and I`m pretty much traumatic to start all over again. Do you know what`s on my mind? I want to be alone for the rest of my life. I don`t want anybody but myself. I want to live alone in this world. If I want to fuck, I`ll just go fuck myself. I don`t want control. I`m sick and tired watching you coming around to make me unconscious for your purposes.
I never judge about anything like people did...
And I don`t know it`s true or not to stole someone`s girlfriend...
Saying I`m sorry is not a good solution...
I`m vvvv confuse right know. Vvv fucked up...
And there`s no way to you to understand...
Perfect Time
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Get it back to the start
and stop to worry
Fire it up today
No more waiting in vain
for the flame just light it
to ease the pain
Feel the high of the sky
and fly fly fly fly
High
Forget about it
Hey you
You need a perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you!)
Take a row, let it go
gotta find where to flow
on a perfect time
On the line
Play your mind to the groove
And all get down
so come on fool around
Feel the high of the sky
and fly fly fly fly
Fly
Forget about it
Hey you
You need a perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you!)
free yourself you have to start
set up
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
and stop to worry
Fire it up today
No more waiting in vain
for the flame just light it
to ease the pain
Feel the high of the sky
and fly fly fly fly
High
Forget about it
Hey you
You need a perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you!)
Take a row, let it go
gotta find where to flow
on a perfect time
On the line
Play your mind to the groove
And all get down
so come on fool around
Feel the high of the sky
and fly fly fly fly
Fly
Forget about it
Hey you
You need a perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you!)
free yourself you have to start
set up
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
The Drunkie Philosophy
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The drunkie said some philosophy comes from his mouth. Nope, that`s not right. No matter his voice seems so convince and trustful or his words sounds very innocent and make sense, he`s a liar. Well, maybe I was wrong about it. I love his sensitive hearing when he`s on drugs. But it doesn`t impress me much. He`s very smart to handle the situation or to make a nice conversation. That doesn`t impress me either. He is a good fucking writer, got a cool musical work too. Still doesn`t impress me thoo. But talking about I`m desperate and crying, I totally agree with him. He`s right. And he`s right again for one more thing. He said that he`s crazy. He is crazy. Now, he`s fucked up anyway. What a big surprise. Maybe he`s happy has me as his slave when he`s high. He always be the winner and put me into uncomfortable things.
It`s his turn to have those problems now. The drugs made him change. I know what`s going on. The day where he tried to stop using it, he hurt him self, cut his wrist with cutter every time, to take the pain away. It doesn`t work for him. He`s down and confuse. He told me that he can`t stop using it. I can`t help him. I don’t want to fall deep with him. I guess he has to find another problem solver to handle his drug problem cuz he`s still addicted. I will always be there for him. I don`t care if people spit on us gay. Ha??? hsuahsuhaushuahushuahsuahuhsuahsuaa
Hang on, my friend. Fuck drugs!!! Sayz hell to Gunja Paradis!!! You`ll be OK…
And don`t forget to not zhakazha!!!
It`s his turn to have those problems now. The drugs made him change. I know what`s going on. The day where he tried to stop using it, he hurt him self, cut his wrist with cutter every time, to take the pain away. It doesn`t work for him. He`s down and confuse. He told me that he can`t stop using it. I can`t help him. I don’t want to fall deep with him. I guess he has to find another problem solver to handle his drug problem cuz he`s still addicted. I will always be there for him. I don`t care if people spit on us gay. Ha??? hsuahsuhaushuahushuahsuahuhsuahsuaa
Hang on, my friend. Fuck drugs!!! Sayz hell to Gunja Paradis!!! You`ll be OK…
And don`t forget to not zhakazha!!!
Rememberal
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I finally spoke to them with my shape as theirs. It’s very easy to read their mind.
I made 10 rememberall to about what we should do:
- Hide our ship, make it invisible to them
- Act like them, be them
- Do not show our shape to them
- Do not fly above them when they are around
- Do not moult your feathers. I you moult it, destroy it right away
- We can spoke to the animals
- Do not tell them what we are
- Do not kill them if you are not threatened
- Do not make them distrust
- Remain to allert
STUPID REMEMBERALL!
We’re not stupid. If they know something about us or see the something that they shouldn't see, we could vanish their memory easily. As we vanish the on files or datas saved in our wide space. With the note, have you the ability such as those which I intend here? If you’re not, means that the rememberall will hold good to you, so you should do it
I made 10 rememberall to about what we should do:
- Hide our ship, make it invisible to them
- Act like them, be them
- Do not show our shape to them
- Do not fly above them when they are around
- Do not moult your feathers. I you moult it, destroy it right away
- We can spoke to the animals
- Do not tell them what we are
- Do not kill them if you are not threatened
- Do not make them distrust
- Remain to allert
STUPID REMEMBERALL!
We’re not stupid. If they know something about us or see the something that they shouldn't see, we could vanish their memory easily. As we vanish the on files or datas saved in our wide space. With the note, have you the ability such as those which I intend here? If you’re not, means that the rememberall will hold good to you, so you should do it
Step Out
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I always make the fake about you
I wish I can get thru
I know that you would never find me
Cuz this world is to wide to play
Don't you see the things above you?
(Watch above you!)
Look at the sky and see around you
(Don't you know?!)
The stars would leading me to you
(Even though you never know!)
I'll step out from my place, right away
To get through...
You!
I know I'm far away from you, boy
There's no way to meet you
Besides, you don't even know me
I can't imagine have a soulmate
Don't you see the things above you?
(Watch above you!)
Look at the sky and see around you
(Don't you know!)
The stars would leading me to you
(Even though you never know!)
I'll step out from my place, right away
You!
Get through you!
You!
Through you!
You!
To get through you!
You!
Get through you!
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I wish I can get thru
I know that you would never find me
Cuz this world is to wide to play
Don't you see the things above you?
(Watch above you!)
Look at the sky and see around you
(Don't you know?!)
The stars would leading me to you
(Even though you never know!)
I'll step out from my place, right away
To get through...
You!
I know I'm far away from you, boy
There's no way to meet you
Besides, you don't even know me
I can't imagine have a soulmate
Don't you see the things above you?
(Watch above you!)
Look at the sky and see around you
(Don't you know!)
The stars would leading me to you
(Even though you never know!)
I'll step out from my place, right away
You!
Get through you!
You!
Through you!
You!
To get through you!
You!
Get through you!
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????
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I`m still getting ready to move, to a new place. And the new place would be sucks??? I don`t know. But I have checked, my room would be smaller, and there`s no more space to put all my things for sure. There are babies and ill someone (I won`t be play music as loud as I want, that sucks!!!). And there are something on my mind :
- Do I still have the spirit to write any new music?
- Can I go party at night and go home with open door? (cuz I know they regularly close the door at 1 am).
- Can I suck cannabis in my room?
- Can I... * think * fuck!!!
Today I stole money from someone, 1 million...
And, well, I`m so so so sorry. I really need money to pay my debts, so I stole.
Sorry... Life is fucking amazing!!! Whoaaaahsuahsuhaushuahsuhuahsuhaushuahsua
- Do I still have the spirit to write any new music?
- Can I go party at night and go home with open door? (cuz I know they regularly close the door at 1 am).
- Can I suck cannabis in my room?
- Can I... * think * fuck!!!
Today I stole money from someone, 1 million...
And, well, I`m so so so sorry. I really need money to pay my debts, so I stole.
Sorry... Life is fucking amazing!!! Whoaaaahsuahsuhaushuahsuhuahsuhaushuahsua
For Them
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Maybe for you, God created life vvv peaceful and great. Really???
As I know here,
For my Dad, God created life like "I can make my Children to be what I want without understanding their feelings."
For my Step Mom and her Children, God created life like "I`m the Queen/King/Princess/Prince and I am the owner of this world, better than everybody else, and they are nothing but just the low class people. Nothing can`t stop my way to ruin all."
For my eldest brother, God created life so good, "But why I have to deal with other family trouble while my own family live happily day by day?"
For my second brother, God created life like, "Hey, I gotta lotta friends, some of them always take advantages on me, but I don`t mind with that cuz I like them doing that to me, and my wife such a loving one if I do behave like what she wants and giving her much much much money."
For me, God created life so strange and pain in the ass, "Never ending pain, slavery without mercy, locked up, what I want are just dreams, and happiness always taken away from me after I felt it a while and that sucks!!!"
Damn, I`m still working on that fucking hell, today I work 12 AM - 11 PM. SHit!!! I`m vvv fuckin` tired. I prefer to die than continue working there. I just wish to die today, but God... again and again let me live. If I say "FUCK YOU GOD!!!" Will God mad at me? I know excactly, no. God will not mad at me If I apologize, yes. But should I apologize? I think, yes I should. My life become like this just becuz of myself, not just becuz of God. I am the one who make it like this, not God. There is no destiny, you know. And there is no faith. And there is no arrangement from God. Every life is on our own hands, not God hands. Why I said that? Well, becuz... If I want to do what I want, I must have been get some courage to do that. Just like, if I want to escape from my Dad`s cage, to quit being his slave or stop working, I can do it myself with any ways. God will not arrange anything for me about that. It`s all about how brave I decided to follow my own path, but I don`t have guts...
My body is very heavy. I don`t feel anything again today. When I touch my skin, I feel heat. Yesterday I cried, today I`m crying. And I just figure out... I will try to love the feeling when I cry, no matter it is vvv hurt. I will try to like the feeling and I will try to change it as my happiness. Yes, I hope I can do it.
I have another plan. Why if... I don`t eat until I die? Can I do that?
I thought too much about me shoot my head with a gun or me cut my wrist with sharp knife. I`m still afraid if someday I can`t handle my life again and kill myself...
As I know here,
For my Dad, God created life like "I can make my Children to be what I want without understanding their feelings."
For my Step Mom and her Children, God created life like "I`m the Queen/King/Princess/Prince and I am the owner of this world, better than everybody else, and they are nothing but just the low class people. Nothing can`t stop my way to ruin all."
For my eldest brother, God created life so good, "But why I have to deal with other family trouble while my own family live happily day by day?"
For my second brother, God created life like, "Hey, I gotta lotta friends, some of them always take advantages on me, but I don`t mind with that cuz I like them doing that to me, and my wife such a loving one if I do behave like what she wants and giving her much much much money."
For me, God created life so strange and pain in the ass, "Never ending pain, slavery without mercy, locked up, what I want are just dreams, and happiness always taken away from me after I felt it a while and that sucks!!!"
Damn, I`m still working on that fucking hell, today I work 12 AM - 11 PM. SHit!!! I`m vvv fuckin` tired. I prefer to die than continue working there. I just wish to die today, but God... again and again let me live. If I say "FUCK YOU GOD!!!" Will God mad at me? I know excactly, no. God will not mad at me If I apologize, yes. But should I apologize? I think, yes I should. My life become like this just becuz of myself, not just becuz of God. I am the one who make it like this, not God. There is no destiny, you know. And there is no faith. And there is no arrangement from God. Every life is on our own hands, not God hands. Why I said that? Well, becuz... If I want to do what I want, I must have been get some courage to do that. Just like, if I want to escape from my Dad`s cage, to quit being his slave or stop working, I can do it myself with any ways. God will not arrange anything for me about that. It`s all about how brave I decided to follow my own path, but I don`t have guts...
My body is very heavy. I don`t feel anything again today. When I touch my skin, I feel heat. Yesterday I cried, today I`m crying. And I just figure out... I will try to love the feeling when I cry, no matter it is vvv hurt. I will try to like the feeling and I will try to change it as my happiness. Yes, I hope I can do it.
I have another plan. Why if... I don`t eat until I die? Can I do that?
I thought too much about me shoot my head with a gun or me cut my wrist with sharp knife. I`m still afraid if someday I can`t handle my life again and kill myself...
Almost Done
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OK OK. The 5 millions bill paid!!! But I`m still havin problems never going gone, damn it!!! I don`t have 3 millions, but 2.5 million. The bill is 5.485.400. His donation is 3 millions, so total with my money is 5.500.000. I`m still have a little money left. I can`t buy weapons with that little amount to kill the bastard. With that little money, not enuff to feed me too until the end of the month.
And the problems are, I have to pay electricity about 700.000 and telephone bill about 550.000. So, for that, I must get some money again before the end of the month about 1.250.000. And my salary is not much, I receive only 400.000 a month from my work. You know, the goddamn muthafuckin` exhausted work I always hate. I pray to God everyday and wanting for my death, but seems that god doesn`t understand what I want. I`m still alive and I`m not vvv happy for that.
What I can only do right know is to obey Dad and no more betrayal, I don`t want to fail again, I don`t want to let him down. So, I should do what he wants, make him satisfied, respect his life, and do my best to make him happy. I don`t care anymore about my feelings. It hurts my heart vvv bad, being his slave and some other shit I`ve been thru. Everything is for him, I don`t care about myself and what I want anymore. I don`t care if I`m still making or writing music again. I don`t care If I can`t hang out with my friends again or no. This life is not mine. I don`t know when it will be over. I guess, I have to wait to the day I die, and... I don`t want to kill myself or plan a suicidal shit. I`ll be my dad`s slave forever until I die. And I`ll try to get use to it eventhoo I don`t like it. And I don`t give a fuck about he`s not giving money for me anymore. It`s not his fucking problem anyway. And I don`t wanna beg him for money, no way!!! I know that he plan to buy a house cost 140.000.000 for his new son (My step Mom`s son). And that`s good. I`m not jealous. No way!!! He has a great life now with his new family, that`s good. But I always think that... If I could dissapear from this world and there is no me anymore, that would be a perfect life to be in this world. I won`t feel pain and I won`t fucked up again if I can`t get away from all this shit.
I can`t think of anything so far, no spirits, no power, getting weak, I can`t feel my body again sometimes, can`t feel where I am, can`t feel if this is real or not. I can`t feel anymore. SHIT. FUCK YOU DAD!!! But the most feeling I have for you is... I love you vvv much. That`s why I`m still doing what you want and serve you until I die, no matter I lost all my hopes and dreams. I don`t care about my pain. I care about you...
I plan to make a last letter for everyone. I feel that... soon, I will die in my sleep. I just don`t get it, why god never want me to die? I want to know the answer, but I never hear god speaks to me...
Very cold in here. VVV cold. I`m freezing...
I`m afraid if someday I will committed suicide, if I can`t handle this situation. I don`t know what I must do know. I don`t know...
And the problems are, I have to pay electricity about 700.000 and telephone bill about 550.000. So, for that, I must get some money again before the end of the month about 1.250.000. And my salary is not much, I receive only 400.000 a month from my work. You know, the goddamn muthafuckin` exhausted work I always hate. I pray to God everyday and wanting for my death, but seems that god doesn`t understand what I want. I`m still alive and I`m not vvv happy for that.
What I can only do right know is to obey Dad and no more betrayal, I don`t want to fail again, I don`t want to let him down. So, I should do what he wants, make him satisfied, respect his life, and do my best to make him happy. I don`t care anymore about my feelings. It hurts my heart vvv bad, being his slave and some other shit I`ve been thru. Everything is for him, I don`t care about myself and what I want anymore. I don`t care if I`m still making or writing music again. I don`t care If I can`t hang out with my friends again or no. This life is not mine. I don`t know when it will be over. I guess, I have to wait to the day I die, and... I don`t want to kill myself or plan a suicidal shit. I`ll be my dad`s slave forever until I die. And I`ll try to get use to it eventhoo I don`t like it. And I don`t give a fuck about he`s not giving money for me anymore. It`s not his fucking problem anyway. And I don`t wanna beg him for money, no way!!! I know that he plan to buy a house cost 140.000.000 for his new son (My step Mom`s son). And that`s good. I`m not jealous. No way!!! He has a great life now with his new family, that`s good. But I always think that... If I could dissapear from this world and there is no me anymore, that would be a perfect life to be in this world. I won`t feel pain and I won`t fucked up again if I can`t get away from all this shit.
I can`t think of anything so far, no spirits, no power, getting weak, I can`t feel my body again sometimes, can`t feel where I am, can`t feel if this is real or not. I can`t feel anymore. SHIT. FUCK YOU DAD!!! But the most feeling I have for you is... I love you vvv much. That`s why I`m still doing what you want and serve you until I die, no matter I lost all my hopes and dreams. I don`t care about my pain. I care about you...
I plan to make a last letter for everyone. I feel that... soon, I will die in my sleep. I just don`t get it, why god never want me to die? I want to know the answer, but I never hear god speaks to me...
Very cold in here. VVV cold. I`m freezing...
I`m afraid if someday I will committed suicide, if I can`t handle this situation. I don`t know what I must do know. I don`t know...
Love Life Shadow Boxer
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You were right, that I`m alone
Nobody wants to carry me on
But I don`t want to be alone
to hug the shadows of my own
You were right I should be gone
So I won`t ever let you down
But I don`t know which way to go
Love life, shadow boxer
see song full info
I got Insomnia!!!
Insomnia. Insomnia. Insomnia. I typed 4 :p
Plus I have no money for paying bill = 5 millions. DAMN!!!
Cih, forget it...
Nobody wants to carry me on
But I don`t want to be alone
to hug the shadows of my own
You were right I should be gone
So I won`t ever let you down
But I don`t know which way to go
Love life, shadow boxer
see song full info
I got Insomnia!!!
Insomnia. Insomnia. Insomnia. I typed 4 :p
Plus I have no money for paying bill = 5 millions. DAMN!!!
Cih, forget it...
The People
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I see the people creeping near my ship
I see them in streets
I see them in television
I see them every where
There's no alien left in this world
It's just the people
Do believe with what I have seen
The people are real
The people force me to do what they want
The people want me to be what I'm not to be
When they ask their own kind about me,
They say, I'm the alien
I’m still wonder, if what they said was right
I might be the alien
Might be?
No
I’m the alien
I see them in streets
I see them in television
I see them every where
There's no alien left in this world
It's just the people
Do believe with what I have seen
The people are real
The people force me to do what they want
The people want me to be what I'm not to be
When they ask their own kind about me,
They say, I'm the alien
I’m still wonder, if what they said was right
I might be the alien
Might be?
No
I’m the alien
Polish
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Wasted, impatient
To bare, the passion in your mindless selfness
Inanne relation, you feel inside me
And I dried
Polish all these things
Recover from sadness
And all the misdeed going gone
Here I am, you'd be alright
Delete all infliction
More saver, no lies
What I said was meant to perfect your life time happy
Just polish...
To bare, the passion in your mindless selfness
Inanne relation, you feel inside me
And I dried
Polish all these things
Recover from sadness
And all the misdeed going gone
Here I am, you'd be alright
Delete all infliction
More saver, no lies
What I said was meant to perfect your life time happy
Just polish...
DARK CROSS
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I`ll be busy for this one, special to my senior, Finn. Cuz I will off for a long while for this. I`m no longer Charly, I`m Kenny Fitz, Tom Hanzel`s Cousin. Who give a fuck?
What I like from the Dark Cross slogan is "Beware kids, do not play hell." The other slogan is "They know something you don`t know", and I didn`t catch why they have chosen the last slogan
I have 1 minute cheap movie commercial, 96 Kbps (justa sketch) go here --> http://www.mediafire.com/?sim11hxzduam129
The cool part from the dialog is when Faust as Leil Klima said "No, I just
don't want to throw my life that easy..." Love sexiiiiiiiiiiiiiih!!! I don`t like my part eventhoo it is longer words. Honest, I prefer to do Sam`s dialog "I'm not afraid to die..."
The song by Lain The Band is very cool for this R.E. A big big big Thankies to them awesome musician friend!!!
Wish me luck. I`ll shut my fuck up now
Bye!!!
Messer
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Crumbs of heart
Sanity raise or bow
The Change
The change
High upon a scattered moment
High upon a scattered moment
High upon a scattered moment
High upon a scattered moment
Crumbs of heart
Sanity raise or bow
And the change
The structure
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Sanity raise or bow
The Change
The change
High upon a scattered moment
High upon a scattered moment
High upon a scattered moment
High upon a scattered moment
Crumbs of heart
Sanity raise or bow
And the change
The structure
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Verbrannt
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Left this life and go where use to be
Lost in the magic of serenity
Cuddle in darkness feel so far away
Trapped to this humble night
And all the day
Think about you
Think about you
All about you
Yes I do
Think about you
All about you
Hold the fire burn inside my heart
Never thought that it would falls apart
Live in peaceful, in this quiet flight
Trapped to the flame of insanity
Think about you
Think about you
All about you
Yes I do
Think about you
All about you
Lost in the magic of serenity
Cuddle in darkness feel so far away
Trapped to this humble night
And all the day
Think about you
Think about you
All about you
Yes I do
Think about you
All about you
Hold the fire burn inside my heart
Never thought that it would falls apart
Live in peaceful, in this quiet flight
Trapped to the flame of insanity
Think about you
Think about you
All about you
Yes I do
Think about you
All about you
Hanging
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Wounded
Over my head, all
Hanging
Wounded
It`s still here
I`m in pain
Wounded
In the head
Hanging
Hold on or just a moment
Little harassing moment
I`m still here alive
With fantasies
And the greedy in mind
Nothing can effected
Something wrong inside
Nothing can effected
Something wrong inside
Over my head, all
Hanging
Hey god
I`m still here alive
Hanging
Hold on or just a moment
Still here, I`m in pain
Hanging
Hold on or just a moment
In the head to this phrase
Little harassing moment
In the head
Hanging
Over my head, all
Hanging
Wounded
It`s still here
I`m in pain
Wounded
In the head
Hanging
Hold on or just a moment
Little harassing moment
I`m still here alive
With fantasies
And the greedy in mind
Nothing can effected
Something wrong inside
Nothing can effected
Something wrong inside
Over my head, all
Hanging
Hey god
I`m still here alive
Hanging
Hold on or just a moment
Still here, I`m in pain
Hanging
Hold on or just a moment
In the head to this phrase
Little harassing moment
In the head
Hanging
Collaboration with Marius
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I'm An Island - An acoustic track, duet with my friend Marius, he`s from Duesseldorf. Hehehe, I love the track vvv much, so did he.
download song:
http://www.mediafire.com/?8klyrjwy64c09qm
download song:
http://www.mediafire.com/?8klyrjwy64c09qm
Saosin Cover - 7 Years (Acoustic) VS BT Cover - Force Of Gravity (Acoustic)
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Saving B-100
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Chapter title : Entering The Redrabin
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Messer by Chadsky
download chapter: http://www.mediafire.com/?93oaa477atf1758
B-101 :
B-102. B-102. B-101 calling from the base.
Cannot read your location.
Please Replay.
B-102, do you read me?
B-102 :
B-102 read you clearly, B-101.
My T-Rax is still frozen in Plamothalesis area.
I`ll reach out the Redrabin Colony in 60 seconds.
B-101 :
Watch out for the meteorites.
We will try to tracking your T-Rax again for the next 16 Mhythz.
Plamothalesis gass make us couldn`t track your location.
Activate the tranposist to 100 boststocke.
Hangin` there, and keep speaking to the base.
B-102 :
I gotcha B-101.
My T-Rax can`t even launch the fire missile.
It`s very dangerous when the ice breaks.
I`m floating around here almost 1 and a half hours.
B-101 :
Hang on B-102.
Automate the Klatcher Speed after you get to The Redrabin.
B-102 :
I gotcha.
Almost exit to the Blu Canterdousch.
Redrabin meteorites are 1 mil away in front of me.
B-101 :
Fly straight.
B-102 :
Gotcha, B-101.
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Chapter title : The Redrabin Colony
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Kobras by Charly
download chapter: http://www.mediafire.com/?x5jdv182zbeao9o
B-102 :
B-101. Do you read me?
I`m almost there, in 5 seconds.
5 4 3 2 1…
Locate me now.
B-101 :
B-102. We can track your T-Rax just now.
You are flying above The Redrabin Colony, your location is The Redrabin front gate.
Report to us if you see B-100 survive there.
Over.
B-102 :
Gotcha B-101. Ehat I see just dead meteorites and thick red gasses.
Wait, a small heat.
It could be B-100.
I think he`s alive down there.
B-101 :
Good to hear. Find him.
Don`t forget to activate your T-Rax shield.
The red gasses might be dangerous.
B-102 :
I did it few hours ago, B-101.
You sound so stupid.
Can`t imagine what`s gonna happen if you here in my position.
You could be crash dust to dust.
B-102 :
Shit! Damn it!
B-101 :
What was that?
Are you OK?
B-102 :
Fuck!
A big meteor almost got me!
B-101 :
Hangin` there, B-102.
Steady.
Pluck your lazer blast to stand by.
B-102 :
I know.
You don`t have to tell me.
We`ll be disconnected soon.
I`m almost there, The Redrabin zone.
Looks like B-100 got crash but he`s still alive down there.
B-101 :
Save him and go back save. Do not crash.
B-102 :
Prepare the champagne, B-101.
I`ll be back, both of us.
Over.
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Messer by Chadsky
download chapter: http://www.mediafire.com/?93oaa477atf1758
B-101 :
B-102. B-102. B-101 calling from the base.
Cannot read your location.
Please Replay.
B-102, do you read me?
B-102 :
B-102 read you clearly, B-101.
My T-Rax is still frozen in Plamothalesis area.
I`ll reach out the Redrabin Colony in 60 seconds.
B-101 :
Watch out for the meteorites.
We will try to tracking your T-Rax again for the next 16 Mhythz.
Plamothalesis gass make us couldn`t track your location.
Activate the tranposist to 100 boststocke.
Hangin` there, and keep speaking to the base.
B-102 :
I gotcha B-101.
My T-Rax can`t even launch the fire missile.
It`s very dangerous when the ice breaks.
I`m floating around here almost 1 and a half hours.
B-101 :
Hang on B-102.
Automate the Klatcher Speed after you get to The Redrabin.
B-102 :
I gotcha.
Almost exit to the Blu Canterdousch.
Redrabin meteorites are 1 mil away in front of me.
B-101 :
Fly straight.
B-102 :
Gotcha, B-101.
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Chapter title : The Redrabin Colony
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Kobras by Charly
download chapter: http://www.mediafire.com/?x5jdv182zbeao9o
B-102 :
B-101. Do you read me?
I`m almost there, in 5 seconds.
5 4 3 2 1…
Locate me now.
B-101 :
B-102. We can track your T-Rax just now.
You are flying above The Redrabin Colony, your location is The Redrabin front gate.
Report to us if you see B-100 survive there.
Over.
B-102 :
Gotcha B-101. Ehat I see just dead meteorites and thick red gasses.
Wait, a small heat.
It could be B-100.
I think he`s alive down there.
B-101 :
Good to hear. Find him.
Don`t forget to activate your T-Rax shield.
The red gasses might be dangerous.
B-102 :
I did it few hours ago, B-101.
You sound so stupid.
Can`t imagine what`s gonna happen if you here in my position.
You could be crash dust to dust.
B-102 :
Shit! Damn it!
B-101 :
What was that?
Are you OK?
B-102 :
Fuck!
A big meteor almost got me!
B-101 :
Hangin` there, B-102.
Steady.
Pluck your lazer blast to stand by.
B-102 :
I know.
You don`t have to tell me.
We`ll be disconnected soon.
I`m almost there, The Redrabin zone.
Looks like B-100 got crash but he`s still alive down there.
B-101 :
Save him and go back save. Do not crash.
B-102 :
Prepare the champagne, B-101.
I`ll be back, both of us.
Over.
See You In Hell
| Labels: short audio drama | 0 comments
Chapter title : It`s Not A Joke
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Kumauhitam by DJ Shaheeran
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?bh5r7yzn33k9cjh
**Charly - gets down from the bus**
**Charly - receives phonecall from Daniel**
Charly :
Yo, Daniel
Daniel :
Charly, where are you?
Charly :
Just get down from the bus
Uhh... do you bring the gun for me?
Daniel :
Yeah, sure
Charly :
Yeah...
I wanna kill myself infront of him tonight
Daniel :
Are you kidding me?!
Charly
Of course it`s a joke
Daniel :
I`m on the alley
Charly :
OK. I meet you there
Daniel :
OK. Bye...
Charly :
See ya...
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Chapter title : The Rainy Suicidal Night
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Regnen by Antony Kostic
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?cajg88ub1byb7r7
**Charly & Joe Dohn - in the room**
Charly :
See ya in hell
**Charly - committed suicide, shot her own head with the gun**
Joe Dohn :
Charly?
No, Charly...
**Joe Dohn - crying**
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Chapter title : The Last Letter
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music for dialog background : People In The Tomb by Ultrasonic Junkie
Music for Charly`s letter : A Man Can Finally See by Vilifiend
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?qd5cdr02697may8
**John Dohn & Daniel - in the room***
Daniel :
I don`t know if she will use the gun for...
Joe Dohn :
Shut up, Daniel. I don`t wanna talk about it again
Daniel :
Well, I come here to give this for you
It`s a letter from... from her. You better read it
Joe Dohn :
A letter?
**Joe Dohn - turns off the music, opens the letter and reads it**
Charly`s letter :
Sometimes, I know how you use your trick to seduce me, have me, use me, or bring me down. And all the things that always make me feel like a broken glass.
I know all about your tricks, but, I never know what do you really want, and I can’t feel what’s in your mind.
I never know your pain, your sadness or your happiness. I know you are the big number one pretender in this world. You never do the things that make me feel better all these times. At least, do things that called to protect and responsible.
I never feel that you did honest things. I don’t know why. It wasn’t meant that I didn’t trust you. I have tried for that, but every time I looked at your eyes, your eyes never show it was true. I don’t want to feel like this forever. Every single time, every day, at my sleep, in my life, every where I go, in my dreams, you always there. In my head and in my mind. I know exactly how you have treated me like. It never made me better, but worst. I can’t do anything now, to forget about you and not thinking about you once in a time.
Remember. I never hate you. I never thought that you are bad. I never blame you or think that you are the enemy. Time will tell. Time will make you be better than before. Time will take you to the way that you deserve. Stop fooling and crashing yourself, if you want yourself better than last days.
Sorry if I think too much about you and judge you wrong. I just want to say I’m sorry if all this time maybe I’ve made you hurt, made you sad and troubled you. I’m sorry about… what have been through all this year. It’s not your fault. It’s my fault. I’m really sorry and I hope you can understand me. How I feel, what I want.
When I`m dead, please don’t think about me. Forget me and don’t cry for me. You don’t have to do that, because for you, I’m nothing.
I want you to be good. I want you to know the real world and I want you to do the best thing for your life, and good for people surround you. People surround you do have feelings too, you know. Respect them, like they respect you.
And me? I never need someone’s help or your help. I can face it myself.
I think, the only way is ‘I should die’.
See you in hell!
Charly
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Chapter title : The Fail Suicide Retro
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Black Heart Part 2 by Digital Dumbshit
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?isng6pqzq7ysrcd
**Daniel - Entering Joe Dohn`s Room, finds Joe Dohn laying in the floor**
Joe Dohn :
Leave me alone
Daniel :
Oh, my dear God!!!
Whatta fuck are you doing?
Are you trying to kill yourself?
Not again... not again...
I`ll take you to the hospital
**Daniel - carries Joe Dohn to the car and speed up**
**Joe Dohn - in the hospital room, with eyes open looking at the ceiling and cry**
Joe Dohn speaks in his mind :
Hospital...
I thought I`m dead
She just wanted me to be good
I thought I have my spirit back to do anything anymore
And I just...
I just, couldn`t do it
Everything just...
Fucked...
Fucked...
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Chapter title : The Dead Room
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Nocturne For Violin And Piano by Frederic Chopin
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?b4kya3q3k8a129s
**Joe Dohn - in Charly`s room & looking at her picture**
Joe Dohn :
Talking to myself like this, is just like uhm... reading poetry
Talking nothing, minds... goes... wherever... there goes
Well, is this some kind of joke or anything? But... it`s not always... work
You trap inside somewhere and you can`t get out, you...
Probably will... desperate or crying, but, it`s okay...
I just got that feeling, I got that feeling, I don`t know what feeling is it, uhm...
That thing happened to us, I mean we through that...
That`s a... very fucking godamn hurt...
So quiet down here no music and I hear... sounds, surrounding around
Uuh...
Well, hell...
I don`t know what the fuck I`m talking about here...
I`m crazy...
**Joe Dohn - lights a smoke**
**Joe Dohn - walks away in tears**
**Joe Dohn - opens the door, closes the door**
--- THE END ----
Lovely Days Are Not Mine
| Labels: my mp3, my song lyrics | 0 comments
I love this a lot, unforgetable. Single delayed vox. It`s the first time I sing in satisfaction with maja.
No smell of devilician music at all. It`s not Devilicia Project :P Hehehe, I know, smells like TTA here ;), some TTA samples included...
I love the industrically snare sound, it`s not heavy distorted, not only the snares but all the beat. It beat my vox so, i delayed the vox...
I think it`s NOT COMPLETE. NO BASS, NO GUITAR, NO NOTHING ELSE. I WISH I COULD HAVE THIS COMPLETE, but I have no idea and no supporting player helps...
download song:
http://www.mediafire.com/?6hxcd0c5ne3za28
Lyrics:
Lovely days
Are not mine
Boring night alone
Nothing to do
Many days
I`ve been left alone
Boring night alone
Without you
I don`t want to cry so I pray for you
My baby
Forget about the thing way back down too long
I know you never felt the way I feel for you
My baby
I must be strong
I always love you
Don`t want to loose you
No smell of devilician music at all. It`s not Devilicia Project :P Hehehe, I know, smells like TTA here ;), some TTA samples included...
I love the industrically snare sound, it`s not heavy distorted, not only the snares but all the beat. It beat my vox so, i delayed the vox...
I think it`s NOT COMPLETE. NO BASS, NO GUITAR, NO NOTHING ELSE. I WISH I COULD HAVE THIS COMPLETE, but I have no idea and no supporting player helps...
download song:
http://www.mediafire.com/?6hxcd0c5ne3za28
Lyrics:
Lovely days
Are not mine
Boring night alone
Nothing to do
Many days
I`ve been left alone
Boring night alone
Without you
I don`t want to cry so I pray for you
My baby
Forget about the thing way back down too long
I know you never felt the way I feel for you
My baby
I must be strong
I always love you
Don`t want to loose you
NU YER
| Labels: stress | 0 comments
My new years 2000 :
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2001 was like a hell :
No where. I have some note about this new year`s eve I wrote it on my book. I wasn`t drunk, but I heard gun shot and other explosion in the streets just like a war. And that time I was thought ; If I go out side I would die, so I was frozen in my room and no cool music to hear cuz the electricity was dead
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2002 was like a hell :
I went out and rent a room in a hotel with some losers.
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2003 was dead drunk :
I performed with a common band. My friends came and brought me a lot lot lot drink. I was vvv drunk. And then I sang a song more than 10 minutes (the normal length of the song is not more than 5 mins). I puked on the parking lot.
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2004 I don`t remember :
Try to remember but I could not. Not in my book. I got sick, maybe...
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2005 was an awful accident :
I did video shoothing on a New Year`s Eve event. I fell off from the stage cuz I didn`t watch around except for the monitor on the camera. Shit... I got hurt badly on my back, some bruises, swolen. DAMN! THX god, nothing broken (That`s what I feel).
I`m sitting here now in front of the computer and feel my back still hurt, I know I need to lay down but I can`t sleep cuz I`m so alone...
HAPPY NEW YEAR, if you think NEW YEAR is VVV fun to you!!! :P
F-U-C-K A-L-O-N-E
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2001 was like a hell :
No where. I have some note about this new year`s eve I wrote it on my book. I wasn`t drunk, but I heard gun shot and other explosion in the streets just like a war. And that time I was thought ; If I go out side I would die, so I was frozen in my room and no cool music to hear cuz the electricity was dead
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2002 was like a hell :
I went out and rent a room in a hotel with some losers.
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2003 was dead drunk :
I performed with a common band. My friends came and brought me a lot lot lot drink. I was vvv drunk. And then I sang a song more than 10 minutes (the normal length of the song is not more than 5 mins). I puked on the parking lot.
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2004 I don`t remember :
Try to remember but I could not. Not in my book. I got sick, maybe...
NEW YEAR`s EVE 2005 was an awful accident :
I did video shoothing on a New Year`s Eve event. I fell off from the stage cuz I didn`t watch around except for the monitor on the camera. Shit... I got hurt badly on my back, some bruises, swolen. DAMN! THX god, nothing broken (That`s what I feel).
I`m sitting here now in front of the computer and feel my back still hurt, I know I need to lay down but I can`t sleep cuz I`m so alone...
HAPPY NEW YEAR, if you think NEW YEAR is VVV fun to you!!! :P
F-U-C-K A-L-O-N-E
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