Jonny Lang Cover - Rack 'Em Up

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Just vocal & Piano. Download here to listen...

NEVER FEEL SAVE WITHOUT YOU

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download song: http://www.mediafire.com/?wahhxvwbz1vb4yp
-first collaboration with Lamonda Brown (http://monnieb.dmusic.net)

I'm losin' everything but I keep standing still infront of you
You're givin' in and tryin' to make it all so beautiful
Without you this world wouldn't be so impure
And I know

You feel the dream, you ease my pain
Even when I'm gone
Every street, you walk across to save me

I never feel better without you, never feel save without you
wrap your arms around me and take me away from harm
Give me love
Truly love
Don't look back
I know you want to
Show me all the thing you've got, never let me down
And you don't have to tell me what's inside your heart
I know that you, I know that you, I know that

Your love is really come from the deepest heart inside your soul
You're innocent smiles, so beautiful
Without you this world wouldn't be so impure
And I know

You feel the dream, you ease my pain
Even when I'm gone
Every street, you walk across to save me

I never feel better without you, never feel save without you
wrap your arms around me and take me away from harm
Give me love
Truly love
Don't look back
I know you want to
Show me all the thing you've got, never let me down
And you don't have to tell me what's inside your heart
I know that you, I know that you, I know that

Intrl :
You are stronger
I'm sorry I've done so many wrong
I'm crying when you're not around
Lonely tears waiting for you coming home
You coming home
And you coming home

Time's Up

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My time will up. May will over. And I've stayed in this little place about 1 years. Time's running so fast. I should do somethin starting June. I couldn't pay everything, bills, food for myself to keep living and the other things, so I have to find a better job. Could be any job but good one. So, if I'm going to be kick out from this area, that's OK. I'll pay anyway for this month. I don't care where will I stay and sleep next. :P I'm laughing at this problem, yeah LOL!!! Think straight too. Maybe I'll go back to my fucking country and leave this fuckin' planet, I will this year. Need more money thoo!!! I hate the 'word' money, it controls everything, controls live. But that's the way that thing made.
My school fucked up too, I don't care :P
I'll be okay. I should help myself. Do something with my own fuckin hands. I was raised to live alone, broken, in slavery, and those other damn fuckin things.
I don't want to type shit anymore. I'm fuckin sick n tired.

HAHHH!!!!!!!

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I don't know what's goin on here. I know I've done a terrible thing but I keep on doing it until now, and I couldn't stop. I'm poor now. Nothing left. I don't know what am I suppose to do next. I won't sell myself for money. And I'll never sell my creation for money. But I'm stuck in a bad situation here....
I hate it. I hate of money controls everything and this life isn't given for free Fuck that shit! I'm fucking mad about that fucking situation thing!!!!
I didn't say that nobody would help. I didn't say that. There are some of them, who cares about my life, helping me to be tough and giving me everything I need, even in my dream. Yes, all just a dream and I made it up. I don't know when this gonna be end and I'm sick and tired of all this things.
Who ever you are,... FUCK YOU!!! Sorry I said that! I'm following my hands, and my hands typed that, whether I did it unpurpose or not, I don't care. But I still can say to you I'm sorry I said that I didn't mean too. Right now I'm so fuckin' drunk and uncouncious!!! Feels so fuckin' great thoooo!! Fuck myself then!!!! I'm nothing and I'm goin' down!!! Fuck myself!!! I could do something better for this living but not like this. That's a fucking goddamm shame!! I should get a job or something, I should grow up or something, but... Helll!!!!!! I'm so fuckin' stubborn and pain in the ass!! How could I make my dad proud of me when I'm like this????? A loser for 100000000000000 years??? FU******* Fuuuuuuck!!!!!Fuck!!!!!!!! I'm not losing my temper here. I'm not a bad temper type. See, I'm patient enuff to handle everything, but I keep destroying myself to burn, I don't know why. I'm born to destroy myself that's why!!! So, don't give a shit about me, nobody will do!!! Even the loving one!!! :P Sorry to said this too, my love. I just have a fucked up condition now here. So, let it pass by. *puke*
See, lone-ranger, drinking alone, and ugly fuckin' music on, and what??? Vodka in the rocks?? I've been to the alcoholic rehab center once, and I don't want to go back there!!! And my family was very shameful for that and judge me "HEY! YOU GAVE BAD NAME FOR THE FAMILY!!!" Bad name?????? After all this time, I've been sacreficing my self in pain and depressing bein a slave just to do as they told me to, obey them with respect and get ride of my "rebelination" just for them, but... What??? They don't know me at all???? So what?????????? They dont' understand me and never give me support for what I've done anyway!!!! They thought my creation were SHIT!!! Yeah. FUCK their thoughts! I'm still exist doing my stupid fuckin creation, sooo???
Shit I'm drunk!!! That's enuff...
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Addicted

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I've been playing with my brain
Never feel the pain
When it feels like heaven's sky
I lost everything I own
Far away from home
Unforgiven

I'm addicted and I won't stop to play with mind
I belong into the bad world, rare world
I'm addicted and I won't stop to see, let me love
I've been fooling lost mine everywhere

The wounded stop
When I locked myself from the crowd
Here I am, I'm in hell
I lost everything I own
Far away from home
Unforgiven

Boy Hardcore

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Don't put yourself in trouble
You never tried to make everything easier to get better
You never found a better way to be pleased
Don't try to destruct yourself, boy
No more tears
No more bleeds
No more crimes
No more sacrifice
You still stuck in the middle trapped with those fuckers
You... You... You

Boy hardcore!!

So this is your dead lists?
You want to shoot your head with a gun?
You want to jump from the 36th floor?
You want to hang your head with the rope?
You want to cut your wrist with a knife?
You want to drink the poison?
You want to sleep on the road and waiting for the car crash you?
You want to sit on the railway and waiting for the train smashes you?
You... You...

Boy hardcore!!

You hate it, when you found youself there
You haven't felt yourself, like you was born again in this world
You hate it, hate this people, this place, and this life
You hate this living
You hate this lie
You want to die!

Boy hardcore!