Collaboration with Marius

I'm An Island - An acoustic track, duet with my friend Marius, he`s from Duesseldorf. Hehehe, I love the track vvv much, so did he.

download song:
http://www.mediafire.com/?8klyrjwy64c09qm

Saosin Cover - 7 Years (Acoustic) VS BT Cover - Force Of Gravity (Acoustic)

Saosin Cover - Seven Years, get it here!!!
BT Cover - Force Of Gravity, get it here!!!

Saving B-100

Chapter title : Entering The Redrabin
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Messer by Chadsky
download chapter: http://www.mediafire.com/?93oaa477atf1758

B-101 :
B-102. B-102. B-101 calling from the base.
Cannot read your location.
Please Replay.
B-102, do you read me?

B-102 :
B-102 read you clearly, B-101.
My T-Rax is still frozen in Plamothalesis area.
I`ll reach out the Redrabin Colony in 60 seconds.

B-101 :
Watch out for the meteorites.
We will try to tracking your T-Rax again for the next 16 Mhythz.
Plamothalesis gass make us couldn`t track your location.
Activate the tranposist to 100 boststocke.
Hangin` there, and keep speaking to the base.

B-102 :
I gotcha B-101.
My T-Rax can`t even launch the fire missile.
It`s very dangerous when the ice breaks.
I`m floating around here almost 1 and a half hours.

B-101 :
Hang on B-102.
Automate the Klatcher Speed after you get to The Redrabin.

B-102 :
I gotcha.
Almost exit to the Blu Canterdousch.
Redrabin meteorites are 1 mil away in front of me.

B-101 :
Fly straight.

B-102 :
Gotcha, B-101.

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Chapter title : The Redrabin Colony
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Kobras by Charly
download chapter: http://www.mediafire.com/?x5jdv182zbeao9o

B-102 :
B-101. Do you read me?
I`m almost there, in 5 seconds.
5 4 3 2 1…
Locate me now.

B-101 :
B-102. We can track your T-Rax just now.
You are flying above The Redrabin Colony, your location is The Redrabin front gate.
Report to us if you see B-100 survive there.
Over.

B-102 :
Gotcha B-101. Ehat I see just dead meteorites and thick red gasses.
Wait, a small heat.
It could be B-100.
I think he`s alive down there.

B-101 :
Good to hear. Find him.
Don`t forget to activate your T-Rax shield.
The red gasses might be dangerous.

B-102 :
I did it few hours ago, B-101.
You sound so stupid.
Can`t imagine what`s gonna happen if you here in my position.
You could be crash dust to dust.

B-102 :
Shit! Damn it!

B-101 :
What was that?
Are you OK?

B-102 :
Fuck!
A big meteor almost got me!

B-101 :
Hangin` there, B-102.
Steady.
Pluck your lazer blast to stand by.

B-102 :
I know.
You don`t have to tell me.
We`ll be disconnected soon.
I`m almost there, The Redrabin zone.
Looks like B-100 got crash but he`s still alive down there.

B-101 :
Save him and go back save. Do not crash.

B-102 :
Prepare the champagne, B-101.
I`ll be back, both of us.
Over.

See You In Hell

Chapter title : It`s Not A Joke
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Kumauhitam by DJ Shaheeran
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?bh5r7yzn33k9cjh


**Charly - gets down from the bus**

**Charly - receives phonecall from Daniel**

Charly :
Yo, Daniel

Daniel :
Charly, where are you?

Charly :
Just get down from the bus
Uhh... do you bring the gun for me?

Daniel :
Yeah, sure

Charly :
Yeah...
I wanna kill myself infront of him tonight

Daniel :
Are you kidding me?!

Charly
Of course it`s a joke

Daniel :
I`m on the alley

Charly :
OK. I meet you there

Daniel :
OK. Bye...

Charly :
See ya...

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Chapter title : The Rainy Suicidal Night
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Regnen by Antony Kostic
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?cajg88ub1byb7r7


**Charly & Joe Dohn - in the room**

Charly :
See ya in hell

**Charly - committed suicide, shot her own head with the gun**

Joe Dohn :
Charly?
No, Charly...

**Joe Dohn - crying**

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Chapter title : The Last Letter
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music for dialog background : People In The Tomb by Ultrasonic Junkie
Music for Charly`s letter : A Man Can Finally See by Vilifiend
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?qd5cdr02697may8

**John Dohn & Daniel - in the room***

Daniel :
I don`t know if she will use the gun for...

Joe Dohn :
Shut up, Daniel. I don`t wanna talk about it again

Daniel :
Well, I come here to give this for you
It`s a letter from... from her. You better read it

Joe Dohn :
A letter?

**Joe Dohn - turns off the music, opens the letter and reads it**


Charly`s letter :

Sometimes, I know how you use your trick to seduce me, have me, use me, or bring me down. And all the things that always make me feel like a broken glass.
I know all about your tricks, but, I never know what do you really want, and I can’t feel what’s in your mind.
I never know your pain, your sadness or your happiness. I know you are the big number one pretender in this world. You never do the things that make me feel better all these times. At least, do things that called to protect and responsible.
I never feel that you did honest things. I don’t know why. It wasn’t meant that I didn’t trust you. I have tried for that, but every time I looked at your eyes, your eyes never show it was true. I don’t want to feel like this forever. Every single time, every day, at my sleep, in my life, every where I go, in my dreams, you always there. In my head and in my mind. I know exactly how you have treated me like. It never made me better, but worst. I can’t do anything now, to forget about you and not thinking about you once in a time.
Remember. I never hate you. I never thought that you are bad. I never blame you or think that you are the enemy. Time will tell. Time will make you be better than before. Time will take you to the way that you deserve. Stop fooling and crashing yourself, if you want yourself better than last days.
Sorry if I think too much about you and judge you wrong. I just want to say I’m sorry if all this time maybe I’ve made you hurt, made you sad and troubled you. I’m sorry about… what have been through all this year. It’s not your fault. It’s my fault. I’m really sorry and I hope you can understand me. How I feel, what I want.
When I`m dead, please don’t think about me. Forget me and don’t cry for me. You don’t have to do that, because for you, I’m nothing.
I want you to be good. I want you to know the real world and I want you to do the best thing for your life, and good for people surround you. People surround you do have feelings too, you know. Respect them, like they respect you.
And me? I never need someone’s help or your help. I can face it myself.
I think, the only way is ‘I should die’.
See you in hell!

Charly

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Chapter title : The Fail Suicide Retro
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Black Heart Part 2 by Digital Dumbshit
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?isng6pqzq7ysrcd


**Daniel - Entering Joe Dohn`s Room, finds Joe Dohn laying in the floor**

Joe Dohn :
Leave me alone

Daniel :
Oh, my dear God!!!
Whatta fuck are you doing?
Are you trying to kill yourself?
Not again... not again...
I`ll take you to the hospital

**Daniel - carries Joe Dohn to the car and speed up**

**Joe Dohn - in the hospital room, with eyes open looking at the ceiling and cry**

Joe Dohn speaks in his mind :
Hospital...
I thought I`m dead
She just wanted me to be good
I thought I have my spirit back to do anything anymore
And I just...
I just, couldn`t do it
Everything just...
Fucked...
Fucked...

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Chapter title : The Dead Room
Script & audio editor : Charly
Music : Nocturne For Violin And Piano by Frederic Chopin
download: http://www.mediafire.com/?b4kya3q3k8a129s


**Joe Dohn - in Charly`s room & looking at her picture**

Joe Dohn :
Talking to myself like this, is just like uhm... reading poetry
Talking nothing, minds... goes... wherever... there goes
Well, is this some kind of joke or anything? But... it`s not always... work
You trap inside somewhere and you can`t get out, you...
Probably will... desperate or crying, but, it`s okay...
I just got that feeling, I got that feeling, I don`t know what feeling is it, uhm...
That thing happened to us, I mean we through that...
That`s a... very fucking godamn hurt...
So quiet down here no music and I hear... sounds, surrounding around
Uuh...
Well, hell...
I don`t know what the fuck I`m talking about here...
I`m crazy...

**Joe Dohn - lights a smoke**

**Joe Dohn - walks away in tears**

**Joe Dohn - opens the door, closes the door**

--- THE END ----

Lovely Days Are Not Mine

I love this a lot, unforgetable. Single delayed vox. It`s the first time I sing in satisfaction with maja.

No smell of devilician music at all. It`s not Devilicia Project :P Hehehe, I know, smells like TTA here ;), some TTA samples included...
I love the industrically snare sound, it`s not heavy distorted, not only the snares but all the beat. It beat my vox so, i delayed the vox...

I think it`s NOT COMPLETE. NO BASS, NO GUITAR, NO NOTHING ELSE. I WISH I COULD HAVE THIS COMPLETE, but I have no idea and no supporting player helps...

download song:
http://www.mediafire.com/?6hxcd0c5ne3za28


Lyrics:

Lovely days
Are not mine
Boring night alone
Nothing to do

Many days
I`ve been left alone
Boring night alone
Without you

I don`t want to cry so I pray for you
My baby
Forget about the thing way back down too long
I know you never felt the way I feel for you
My baby
I must be strong
I always love you
Don`t want to loose you

NU YER

My new years 2000 :

NEW YEAR`s EVE 2001 was like a hell :
No where. I have some note about this new year`s eve I wrote it on my book. I wasn`t drunk, but I heard gun shot and other explosion in the streets just like a war. And that time I was thought ; If I go out side I would die, so I was frozen in my room and no cool music to hear cuz the electricity was dead

NEW YEAR`s EVE 2002 was like a hell :
I went out and rent a room in a hotel with some losers.

NEW YEAR`s EVE 2003 was dead drunk :
I performed with a common band. My friends came and brought me a lot lot lot drink. I was vvv drunk. And then I sang a song more than 10 minutes (the normal length of the song is not more than 5 mins). I puked on the parking lot.

NEW YEAR`s EVE 2004 I don`t remember :
Try to remember but I could not. Not in my book. I got sick, maybe...

NEW YEAR`s EVE 2005 was an awful accident :
I did video shoothing on a New Year`s Eve event. I fell off from the stage cuz I didn`t watch around except for the monitor on the camera. Shit... I got hurt badly on my back, some bruises, swolen. DAMN! THX god, nothing broken (That`s what I feel).

I`m sitting here now in front of the computer and feel my back still hurt, I know I need to lay down but I can`t sleep cuz I`m so alone...

HAPPY NEW YEAR, if you think NEW YEAR is VVV fun to you!!! :P
F-U-C-K A-L-O-N-E

Buried

Chains in my body
I can`t move freely
Keep on tie me
And I`ll be happy
I can`t cry anymore
My eyes are sore
I can`t breathe anymore
I feel so bore

Buried...
No matter if I try...
I was buried in the deep of the sea
Buried...
Nobody hears me when I cry...
Buried...
I don`t know what life is, meaning?
No matter I try hard to deny...
Buried...
I was buried at the cemetary
Everytime I tell a lie...
Buried...
Ignore me cuz I`m dead...
Everytime the world past me by...
I collected sin

Got a lot of sin in this place
I always get my time to waste
I should take good care of myself
There`s one way to make `em amaze
Bend over
I respect you
But you`ll never know who I am, I should...
Love and protect you
No matter I always feel buried again

Sands covered all my body
My eyes couldn`t see
Crucifixes above me
How could it be?
I couldn`t live anymore
Don`t know what I`m loking for
If I can find the cure...

Schizoooooo

The last day online wasn`t so excited. Still remember, I was chatting with Jake and suddenly the electricity`s fuckin` dead! Fuck!! *screams* I wasn`t sure my last message sent to him :(( I hope he`s not angry and I hope everything`s OK.

That night after the electricity dead all were dark, I froze on the chair, surrounded by the silence and cried. I shouldn`t have to cry, but I couldn`t hold my tears and feel so alone. After few minutes, the voices started to come again on my head. FOR GOD SAKE!!!! I`ve taking MEDS, talking to my THERAPIST twice a week, etc, but the voices came back!!! My fucking SCHIZO!!! I heard about : "Hey, go out, get a fire gun and shoot yourself. You won`t feel the pain." I shook my head and the voices gone. But in a moment, my head felt dizzy and then I tried to close my eyes and went to sleep. I couldn`t sleep. I needed to speak with someone. I used to get online to kill my loneliness, but damn, I hate the fucking dead electricity!!!! I was panicked into nothing and decided to call my therapist. I told him that I was alone in darkness, the electricity was dead, I had nothing to do, my schizo`s bugging me and shit shit shit... We talked on the phone about... I don`t remember, til he gave me a good advice : "Do some activity, whatever." I hung up and do as he said. Activity in the dark? That`s make me laugh for seconds. What painted in my mind, activity in the dark is making love. Geez... I have no idea why did I stuck in that fucking dirty mind while I had no lust for it. And then, I finally got an idea. I wrote something in my book (with flashlight), and I got this :

I'm here, but I`m sorry. I can`t be with you all the time.

I didn`t have more idea to continue writing, I cried again. After a while, my hand moved and wrote... wrote... wrote... didn`t stop writing :

Can`t you see what`s inside of me?
How I feel, and the strungling me
In this world, I live in fear
Can you hear me screaming?
Maybe you thought I was strong
I never have a shoulder to cry on
In this world, I live in fear
Can you hear me crying?
I`ve been down so many years
Would you take me away from here?
You wouldn`t know that I feel you
I feel you

song download

I play something, so I can sing with the craps I wrote, but it was too dark so I couldn`t play right. At last, I just went up and drink my night meds. I was sleeping like a cow...

I don`t even know or wanna know what will I do this weekend. Maybe I`m going to do nothing and sitting alone in the darkness. I can go outside have some fun If I wanted to. But that doesn`t interest me at all. I can`t create music using my computer cuz the damn fucking electricity torture me... But I`m still can create music!!! I can play my acoustic guitar under the lights in the corner of the flat corridor!!! :D
Well, I`m alone... But FUCK!!! I`m fuckin` love it *ROFL* L-O-S-E-R

I Feel You

OK
I`m here
But I`m so sorry
I can`t be with you all the time

Can`t you see what`s inside of me?
How I feel and the strugling me
In this world I live in fear
Can you hear me screaming?

I`ve been down so many years
Would you take me away from here?
You wouldn`t know that I feel you

Maybe you thought I was strong
I never have a shoulder to cry on
In this world I live in fear
Can you hear me crying?

I`ve been down so many years
Would you take me away from here?
You wouldn`t know that I feel you

I feel you
Yeah I feel you
I feel you
I feel...
You...

I`ve been down so many years
I`ve been down
And I feel you

Knife Party (Deftones Cover)

This is acoustic version of Deftone's Knife Party, live directly thru the mic...

download it

I Hate Reality

All the time you feel
Burning to the flame
Never know what`s wrong inside your brain
All alone in fear
Take yourself to blame
Never tell the truth and keep the pain

You were raised by the feeling
(Hold on! Gotta be stong)
In this dream you are seeking
(Come on! Don`t have to let down)
for reality

Hanging there my dear
Wipe away your tears
I am here and you are not alone
Here I am to feel, burning all your fear
Carry on, cuz it would never change

We were raised by the feeling
(Hold on! Gotta be stong)
In this dream we are seeking
(Come on! Don`t have to let down)

Split it out
Take it out
Speak it loud
What`s inside your head
Don`t be afraid (let down)
I know we could never ever ever change the world
So, don`t you ever ever ever keep it real
Tell me, something
I want to hear it (hold on)
Honestly, I do (let down), care
To see, your reality
Is fair...
Is fair...
Is fair...
But I hate reality
I hate reality
I hate reality

WTFFFFFFF

AM I DOING SOMETHING WRONG?
AM I?
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?
WHAT DID I DO?
FUCK...

I just do what I feel is best, and if people think it sucks or I`m a bitch or talk shit, that`s cool. I`m not doing this to impress anyone. I write and play music to please myself. I`m just trying to make music, and if people like it, then that`s awesome. Be yourself and like what you like, fuck everyone else.

Suicide Is Killing

SUICIDE, KILLING

What is life? If there`s no one on my side
I`m walking alone, then everybody strike me down
In this world, I'm the only one
No one knows all about me, what`s around me
I said, I`m sorry, I`m very very sorry
I have to kill myself again

Suicide, killing... Suicide, killing... Suicide, killing...
I said, I`m sorry, I`m very very sorry, but
I have to kill myself again
Suicide, killing... Oohh
I`m the only one...

I said, I`m sorry, I`m very very sorry
That I have to kill myself again
Suicide, killing...

A7X`s An Epic of Time Wasted :
We had something great, then it was wasted away...
We had something great, then it was wasted away...
We had something great, then it was wasted away...
We had something more...



I`ve been listening to A7X - WAKING THE FALLEN album these days :D It`s awesome!!!

Listening

I`m kind of boring here, but cheer up listening for some emo's!!!!
Brand New - Sic Transit
Thursday - Signals Over The Air
Box Car Racer - I Feel So
Saosin - Seven Years
The Used - The Taste Of Ink
Thrice - Stare At The Sun
POD - Execute The Sound
Finch - What It Is To Burn
A Static Lullaby - Lipgloss And Let Down
Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions
Underoath - When The Sun Sleeps
Killswitch Engage - My Last Serenade

My favorite are Killswitch (with the old vocalist, Jesse Leach) and Avenged of course !!! :( I don`t really like POD, thoo, but that song (Execute The Sound), I don`t know, I just like it, it`s kind of ragga. I love Snow !!! :lmao:

I will go to Novi Sad (Really??! HAHAHA!!!) on monday.
Whuuuiii. I`d love see the danube now. Can`t wait any longer. Hihihi. That's the bullssshhh.. :P

Chronic Lova

I'm out of my mind keep doing crazy thing
Not knowing good or bad, right or wrong
I don't realize this world could be so dangerous to me
Yeah
I am blind and deadly trap to fucking world of mess
Destructing my brain and my mind and my body my all and
I I I I

Truly chronic lova...
I'm a...
Truly chronic lova...
I'm a...
Truly chronic lova...
I'm a...
Truly chronic lova...

Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs bein' a slut damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta

Start goin out to the club, do the drugs, bein a slut, damn basta
What kind a world is this, I swore fuck to my motha
I didn't know why my daddy got me an appointment to a psychiatrist-a
I'm not a crazy raza, I'm a truly cronic lova
Ah yeah...
Start goin out to the club, do the drugs, bein a slut, damn basta
What kind a world is this, I swore fuck to my motha
I didn't know why my daddy got me an appointment to a psychiatrist-a
I'm not a crazy raza, I'm a truly cronic lova

I'm a truly chronic lova...
I I I...
I'm a truly chronic lova...
I I I...
I'm a truly chronic lova...
I I I...
I'm a truly chronic lova...

Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs bein' a slut

see song full info

It's New

Where did you go?
Not so fast under my world
You got the fear
But I can take it
Then you fly across the sky
You know I will show that I can try...

So here I flow
I don`t know
Where to go inside my world
It`s new
I just don`t know
So I go
Not too sure
What I did to run it low
Listen to my fucking flow ow

(((Check it)))

Get up, step up, on the track yo!
You gotta show what you got, in a row
I gotta slide on rocks, you do too
So we get rid the fear, and we're going to straight
You go first, watch your back, watch your steppa
You still stuck in this dream, so don`t wake up
Your big worst enemy is a heartbreaka
One blow to the air and see you lata
We say, we can do this thing on our own
I think it could have been betta
But rememba
The only thing we should do in this world is share
You know to share...
You know to share...
And then...
You got all... all... all... all...

So here I flow
I don`t know
Where to go inside my world
It`s new
I just don`t know
So I go
Not too sure
What I did to run it low
Listen to my fucking flow ow

Yo yo yo
This isn`t finish yet yo
I still got one mo chorus fo ya
What kind of song is this?
I don`t fucking care
I don`t fucking godamn care
Let`s kick the last chorus now yo

(((Check it)))

So here I flow
I don`t know
Where to go inside my world
It`s new
I just don`t know
So I go
Not too sure
What I did to run it low
Listen to my fucking flow ow

--turn that - fucking - thing - down--

Acoustic Leo Loops Mp3 A - Z

Addicted
Be Low
Dance
Different Place
My Life Is Over
Shoe Me All Around The World
Sick Of These Lies
Waiting And Counting

Be Low

Please stop hurting, would you cut it down
Would you, please, stop to, playin around
You got the rule and then you got the score
But to pitty
Cuz you can`t see
Your little eyes
Can't analize
Learn for the best, you roll the dice to
Sacrifice been thru, the bad times
To save your life, well you got to


Be low
When you high and then you gotta to be low
To be low
When you high and then you gotta have to be low

Watch it, your back, it comes to ya
Don`t messin around, Why don`t you put all your trouble
Gotta, not recognize all that bunch of lies
This is not a simple world you see
Your little eyes
Can't analize
Learn for the best, you roll the dice to
Sacrifice been thru, the bad times
To save your life, well you have to

Be low
When you high and then you gotta to be low
To be low
When you high and then you gotta have to be low

Your little eyes
Can't analize
Learn for the best, you roll the dice to
Sacrifice been thru, the bad times
To save your life, well you have to

Be low
When you high and then you gotta to be low
To be low
When you high and then you gotta have to be low

Dust 2 Dust Renew

**Outside the :house:**

Her footsteps. She went back home with terrible feeling.

---Opened the door - closed the dor---

**Inside the :house:**

She swore :
shit...

---Took a match and weed from her pocket. Lighted it up, sucked weed :leaf:---

---Play her fave :blacknote: :2notes: musicbox :blacknote: :2notes:---

---Didn`t finish the joint :leaf: but took other stuff, put a *white dust* on the table and lines it---

---Koka shots---

---Illusion---


The :devil: inside her mind :speak: :

I felt something wrong in my head
Something spreads in all parts of my body
Just like diseases, or sickness
Not normal

I felt something stabbed in my heart too
In my stomach
In my back
I don't even know what was that?
I have no more tears to cry
I cannot cry

There's no one slap my face
But I feel it everyday
There's no one yell at me and scold me too
But I hear it all the time in my fucking ears
And every time I close my eyes...

I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust


---Back to inside the :house:---

---She pick up the :phone: and :phonecall: DSD---

---Phone dial tone---

DSD Operator :
"Devil Service Department, please choose your number between 1 and 4

---tone---

DSD Operator continue :
You choose 3. Your lucky day today is, put the gun to your head, and blow it. Thanks for calling."

---She hung up the :phone:---

She mumbled :
Where's my gun... where is the gun...

---she opened her bag, took the gun with happy laugh, and "BANG" :splat:---

DEAD END

Written July 8 2004
Renew July 12 2004

Groovy

So
This is the start
Do you want me move
Or rap on this?
Yo
Sorry
I can`t talk
I just, love to say - slow
Yeah
Okay, talk slowly
Because I`m high
You know
No
Okay
Where are you gonna start?
Where do I begin?
I - still have no idea what should I say
I - can not think anymore
Yeah for it
No show in weekend this night is so fucking
Beautiful

Where do you want me to sit?
You want me to sit next to you
I did?
Maybe you`ll comfortable thoo
Yeah
Yeah me too
I like that
So
I really have a think about all the groove, it all...
It makes my head movin
About the drums
I love the drums
What about the bass?
Yeah
Groovy

Yeah
Like that
Uh-huh
Groovy

If you want to move
Get down on the stage
There`s a place where you can flow
If you want to move
Get down on the stage
And there`s a place where you can flow
Here we go
Not around
Whatchu do just movin
There you go
Not around
Whatchu do is just movin