Dust 2 Dust Renew

**Outside the :house:**

Her footsteps. She went back home with terrible feeling.

---Opened the door - closed the dor---

**Inside the :house:**

She swore :
shit...

---Took a match and weed from her pocket. Lighted it up, sucked weed :leaf:---

---Play her fave :blacknote: :2notes: musicbox :blacknote: :2notes:---

---Didn`t finish the joint :leaf: but took other stuff, put a *white dust* on the table and lines it---

---Koka shots---

---Illusion---


The :devil: inside her mind :speak: :

I felt something wrong in my head
Something spreads in all parts of my body
Just like diseases, or sickness
Not normal

I felt something stabbed in my heart too
In my stomach
In my back
I don't even know what was that?
I have no more tears to cry
I cannot cry

There's no one slap my face
But I feel it everyday
There's no one yell at me and scold me too
But I hear it all the time in my fucking ears
And every time I close my eyes...

I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust


---Back to inside the :house:---

---She pick up the :phone: and :phonecall: DSD---

---Phone dial tone---

DSD Operator :
"Devil Service Department, please choose your number between 1 and 4

---tone---

DSD Operator continue :
You choose 3. Your lucky day today is, put the gun to your head, and blow it. Thanks for calling."

---She hung up the :phone:---

She mumbled :
Where's my gun... where is the gun...

---she opened her bag, took the gun with happy laugh, and "BANG" :splat:---

DEAD END

Written July 8 2004
Renew July 12 2004