Buried

Chains in my body
I can`t move freely
Keep on tie me
And I`ll be happy
I can`t cry anymore
My eyes are sore
I can`t breathe anymore
I feel so bore

Buried...
No matter if I try...
I was buried in the deep of the sea
Buried...
Nobody hears me when I cry...
Buried...
I don`t know what life is, meaning?
No matter I try hard to deny...
Buried...
I was buried at the cemetary
Everytime I tell a lie...
Buried...
Ignore me cuz I`m dead...
Everytime the world past me by...
I collected sin

Got a lot of sin in this place
I always get my time to waste
I should take good care of myself
There`s one way to make `em amaze
Bend over
I respect you
But you`ll never know who I am, I should...
Love and protect you
No matter I always feel buried again

Sands covered all my body
My eyes couldn`t see
Crucifixes above me
How could it be?
I couldn`t live anymore
Don`t know what I`m loking for
If I can find the cure...

Schizoooooo

The last day online wasn`t so excited. Still remember, I was chatting with Jake and suddenly the electricity`s fuckin` dead! Fuck!! *screams* I wasn`t sure my last message sent to him :(( I hope he`s not angry and I hope everything`s OK.

That night after the electricity dead all were dark, I froze on the chair, surrounded by the silence and cried. I shouldn`t have to cry, but I couldn`t hold my tears and feel so alone. After few minutes, the voices started to come again on my head. FOR GOD SAKE!!!! I`ve taking MEDS, talking to my THERAPIST twice a week, etc, but the voices came back!!! My fucking SCHIZO!!! I heard about : "Hey, go out, get a fire gun and shoot yourself. You won`t feel the pain." I shook my head and the voices gone. But in a moment, my head felt dizzy and then I tried to close my eyes and went to sleep. I couldn`t sleep. I needed to speak with someone. I used to get online to kill my loneliness, but damn, I hate the fucking dead electricity!!!! I was panicked into nothing and decided to call my therapist. I told him that I was alone in darkness, the electricity was dead, I had nothing to do, my schizo`s bugging me and shit shit shit... We talked on the phone about... I don`t remember, til he gave me a good advice : "Do some activity, whatever." I hung up and do as he said. Activity in the dark? That`s make me laugh for seconds. What painted in my mind, activity in the dark is making love. Geez... I have no idea why did I stuck in that fucking dirty mind while I had no lust for it. And then, I finally got an idea. I wrote something in my book (with flashlight), and I got this :

I'm here, but I`m sorry. I can`t be with you all the time.

I didn`t have more idea to continue writing, I cried again. After a while, my hand moved and wrote... wrote... wrote... didn`t stop writing :

Can`t you see what`s inside of me?
How I feel, and the strungling me
In this world, I live in fear
Can you hear me screaming?
Maybe you thought I was strong
I never have a shoulder to cry on
In this world, I live in fear
Can you hear me crying?
I`ve been down so many years
Would you take me away from here?
You wouldn`t know that I feel you
I feel you

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I play something, so I can sing with the craps I wrote, but it was too dark so I couldn`t play right. At last, I just went up and drink my night meds. I was sleeping like a cow...

I don`t even know or wanna know what will I do this weekend. Maybe I`m going to do nothing and sitting alone in the darkness. I can go outside have some fun If I wanted to. But that doesn`t interest me at all. I can`t create music using my computer cuz the damn fucking electricity torture me... But I`m still can create music!!! I can play my acoustic guitar under the lights in the corner of the flat corridor!!! :D
Well, I`m alone... But FUCK!!! I`m fuckin` love it *ROFL* L-O-S-E-R

I Feel You

OK
I`m here
But I`m so sorry
I can`t be with you all the time

Can`t you see what`s inside of me?
How I feel and the strugling me
In this world I live in fear
Can you hear me screaming?

I`ve been down so many years
Would you take me away from here?
You wouldn`t know that I feel you

Maybe you thought I was strong
I never have a shoulder to cry on
In this world I live in fear
Can you hear me crying?

I`ve been down so many years
Would you take me away from here?
You wouldn`t know that I feel you

I feel you
Yeah I feel you
I feel you
I feel...
You...

I`ve been down so many years
I`ve been down
And I feel you

Knife Party (Deftones Cover)

This is acoustic version of Deftone's Knife Party, live directly thru the mic...

download it

I Hate Reality

All the time you feel
Burning to the flame
Never know what`s wrong inside your brain
All alone in fear
Take yourself to blame
Never tell the truth and keep the pain

You were raised by the feeling
(Hold on! Gotta be stong)
In this dream you are seeking
(Come on! Don`t have to let down)
for reality

Hanging there my dear
Wipe away your tears
I am here and you are not alone
Here I am to feel, burning all your fear
Carry on, cuz it would never change

We were raised by the feeling
(Hold on! Gotta be stong)
In this dream we are seeking
(Come on! Don`t have to let down)

Split it out
Take it out
Speak it loud
What`s inside your head
Don`t be afraid (let down)
I know we could never ever ever change the world
So, don`t you ever ever ever keep it real
Tell me, something
I want to hear it (hold on)
Honestly, I do (let down), care
To see, your reality
Is fair...
Is fair...
Is fair...
But I hate reality
I hate reality
I hate reality

WTFFFFFFF

AM I DOING SOMETHING WRONG?
AM I?
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?
WHAT DID I DO?
FUCK...

I just do what I feel is best, and if people think it sucks or I`m a bitch or talk shit, that`s cool. I`m not doing this to impress anyone. I write and play music to please myself. I`m just trying to make music, and if people like it, then that`s awesome. Be yourself and like what you like, fuck everyone else.

Suicide Is Killing

SUICIDE, KILLING

What is life? If there`s no one on my side
I`m walking alone, then everybody strike me down
In this world, I'm the only one
No one knows all about me, what`s around me
I said, I`m sorry, I`m very very sorry
I have to kill myself again

Suicide, killing... Suicide, killing... Suicide, killing...
I said, I`m sorry, I`m very very sorry, but
I have to kill myself again
Suicide, killing... Oohh
I`m the only one...

I said, I`m sorry, I`m very very sorry
That I have to kill myself again
Suicide, killing...

A7X`s An Epic of Time Wasted :
We had something great, then it was wasted away...
We had something great, then it was wasted away...
We had something great, then it was wasted away...
We had something more...



I`ve been listening to A7X - WAKING THE FALLEN album these days :D It`s awesome!!!

Listening

I`m kind of boring here, but cheer up listening for some emo's!!!!
Brand New - Sic Transit
Thursday - Signals Over The Air
Box Car Racer - I Feel So
Saosin - Seven Years
The Used - The Taste Of Ink
Thrice - Stare At The Sun
POD - Execute The Sound
Finch - What It Is To Burn
A Static Lullaby - Lipgloss And Let Down
Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions
Underoath - When The Sun Sleeps
Killswitch Engage - My Last Serenade

My favorite are Killswitch (with the old vocalist, Jesse Leach) and Avenged of course !!! :( I don`t really like POD, thoo, but that song (Execute The Sound), I don`t know, I just like it, it`s kind of ragga. I love Snow !!! :lmao:

I will go to Novi Sad (Really??! HAHAHA!!!) on monday.
Whuuuiii. I`d love see the danube now. Can`t wait any longer. Hihihi. That's the bullssshhh.. :P

Chronic Lova

I'm out of my mind keep doing crazy thing
Not knowing good or bad, right or wrong
I don't realize this world could be so dangerous to me
Yeah
I am blind and deadly trap to fucking world of mess
Destructing my brain and my mind and my body my all and
I I I I

Truly chronic lova...
I'm a...
Truly chronic lova...
I'm a...
Truly chronic lova...
I'm a...
Truly chronic lova...

Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs bein' a slut damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta
Damn basta

Start goin out to the club, do the drugs, bein a slut, damn basta
What kind a world is this, I swore fuck to my motha
I didn't know why my daddy got me an appointment to a psychiatrist-a
I'm not a crazy raza, I'm a truly cronic lova
Ah yeah...
Start goin out to the club, do the drugs, bein a slut, damn basta
What kind a world is this, I swore fuck to my motha
I didn't know why my daddy got me an appointment to a psychiatrist-a
I'm not a crazy raza, I'm a truly cronic lova

I'm a truly chronic lova...
I I I...
I'm a truly chronic lova...
I I I...
I'm a truly chronic lova...
I I I...
I'm a truly chronic lova...

Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs
Start goin' out to the club, do the drugs bein' a slut

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It's New

Where did you go?
Not so fast under my world
You got the fear
But I can take it
Then you fly across the sky
You know I will show that I can try...

So here I flow
I don`t know
Where to go inside my world
It`s new
I just don`t know
So I go
Not too sure
What I did to run it low
Listen to my fucking flow ow

(((Check it)))

Get up, step up, on the track yo!
You gotta show what you got, in a row
I gotta slide on rocks, you do too
So we get rid the fear, and we're going to straight
You go first, watch your back, watch your steppa
You still stuck in this dream, so don`t wake up
Your big worst enemy is a heartbreaka
One blow to the air and see you lata
We say, we can do this thing on our own
I think it could have been betta
But rememba
The only thing we should do in this world is share
You know to share...
You know to share...
And then...
You got all... all... all... all...

So here I flow
I don`t know
Where to go inside my world
It`s new
I just don`t know
So I go
Not too sure
What I did to run it low
Listen to my fucking flow ow

Yo yo yo
This isn`t finish yet yo
I still got one mo chorus fo ya
What kind of song is this?
I don`t fucking care
I don`t fucking godamn care
Let`s kick the last chorus now yo

(((Check it)))

So here I flow
I don`t know
Where to go inside my world
It`s new
I just don`t know
So I go
Not too sure
What I did to run it low
Listen to my fucking flow ow

--turn that - fucking - thing - down--

Acoustic Leo Loops Mp3 A - Z

Addicted
Be Low
Dance
Different Place
My Life Is Over
Shoe Me All Around The World
Sick Of These Lies
Waiting And Counting

Be Low

Please stop hurting, would you cut it down
Would you, please, stop to, playin around
You got the rule and then you got the score
But to pitty
Cuz you can`t see
Your little eyes
Can't analize
Learn for the best, you roll the dice to
Sacrifice been thru, the bad times
To save your life, well you got to


Be low
When you high and then you gotta to be low
To be low
When you high and then you gotta have to be low

Watch it, your back, it comes to ya
Don`t messin around, Why don`t you put all your trouble
Gotta, not recognize all that bunch of lies
This is not a simple world you see
Your little eyes
Can't analize
Learn for the best, you roll the dice to
Sacrifice been thru, the bad times
To save your life, well you have to

Be low
When you high and then you gotta to be low
To be low
When you high and then you gotta have to be low

Your little eyes
Can't analize
Learn for the best, you roll the dice to
Sacrifice been thru, the bad times
To save your life, well you have to

Be low
When you high and then you gotta to be low
To be low
When you high and then you gotta have to be low

Dust 2 Dust Renew

**Outside the :house:**

Her footsteps. She went back home with terrible feeling.

---Opened the door - closed the dor---

**Inside the :house:**

She swore :
shit...

---Took a match and weed from her pocket. Lighted it up, sucked weed :leaf:---

---Play her fave :blacknote: :2notes: musicbox :blacknote: :2notes:---

---Didn`t finish the joint :leaf: but took other stuff, put a *white dust* on the table and lines it---

---Koka shots---

---Illusion---


The :devil: inside her mind :speak: :

I felt something wrong in my head
Something spreads in all parts of my body
Just like diseases, or sickness
Not normal

I felt something stabbed in my heart too
In my stomach
In my back
I don't even know what was that?
I have no more tears to cry
I cannot cry

There's no one slap my face
But I feel it everyday
There's no one yell at me and scold me too
But I hear it all the time in my fucking ears
And every time I close my eyes...

I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust
And every time I close my eyes
I'm shrinking
Dust to dust


---Back to inside the :house:---

---She pick up the :phone: and :phonecall: DSD---

---Phone dial tone---

DSD Operator :
"Devil Service Department, please choose your number between 1 and 4

---tone---

DSD Operator continue :
You choose 3. Your lucky day today is, put the gun to your head, and blow it. Thanks for calling."

---She hung up the :phone:---

She mumbled :
Where's my gun... where is the gun...

---she opened her bag, took the gun with happy laugh, and "BANG" :splat:---

DEAD END

Written July 8 2004
Renew July 12 2004

Groovy

So
This is the start
Do you want me move
Or rap on this?
Yo
Sorry
I can`t talk
I just, love to say - slow
Yeah
Okay, talk slowly
Because I`m high
You know
No
Okay
Where are you gonna start?
Where do I begin?
I - still have no idea what should I say
I - can not think anymore
Yeah for it
No show in weekend this night is so fucking
Beautiful

Where do you want me to sit?
You want me to sit next to you
I did?
Maybe you`ll comfortable thoo
Yeah
Yeah me too
I like that
So
I really have a think about all the groove, it all...
It makes my head movin
About the drums
I love the drums
What about the bass?
Yeah
Groovy

Yeah
Like that
Uh-huh
Groovy

If you want to move
Get down on the stage
There`s a place where you can flow
If you want to move
Get down on the stage
And there`s a place where you can flow
Here we go
Not around
Whatchu do just movin
There you go
Not around
Whatchu do is just movin

Waiting & Counting

There`s no way, what would it be
So I took the wrong way, not meant for me
I do fail you, in a dignity
Wastefull moment
And it makes me keep...

Waiting and counting
To heal

Give in, let it be
Don`t be fall in second D-day
Forget all what happen
That day was nothing left to me
I keep calling and crying for help
I'm...

Waiting and counting
To heal

Start again
It`s not over
Start again
Start again
Start again

Waiting and counting

Jonny Lang Cover - Rack 'Em Up

Just vocal & Piano. Download here to listen...

NEVER FEEL SAVE WITHOUT YOU

download song: http://www.mediafire.com/?wahhxvwbz1vb4yp
-first collaboration with Lamonda Brown (http://monnieb.dmusic.net)

I'm losin' everything but I keep standing still infront of you
You're givin' in and tryin' to make it all so beautiful
Without you this world wouldn't be so impure
And I know

You feel the dream, you ease my pain
Even when I'm gone
Every street, you walk across to save me

I never feel better without you, never feel save without you
wrap your arms around me and take me away from harm
Give me love
Truly love
Don't look back
I know you want to
Show me all the thing you've got, never let me down
And you don't have to tell me what's inside your heart
I know that you, I know that you, I know that

Your love is really come from the deepest heart inside your soul
You're innocent smiles, so beautiful
Without you this world wouldn't be so impure
And I know

You feel the dream, you ease my pain
Even when I'm gone
Every street, you walk across to save me

I never feel better without you, never feel save without you
wrap your arms around me and take me away from harm
Give me love
Truly love
Don't look back
I know you want to
Show me all the thing you've got, never let me down
And you don't have to tell me what's inside your heart
I know that you, I know that you, I know that

Intrl :
You are stronger
I'm sorry I've done so many wrong
I'm crying when you're not around
Lonely tears waiting for you coming home
You coming home
And you coming home

Time's Up

My time will up. May will over. And I've stayed in this little place about 1 years. Time's running so fast. I should do somethin starting June. I couldn't pay everything, bills, food for myself to keep living and the other things, so I have to find a better job. Could be any job but good one. So, if I'm going to be kick out from this area, that's OK. I'll pay anyway for this month. I don't care where will I stay and sleep next. :P I'm laughing at this problem, yeah LOL!!! Think straight too. Maybe I'll go back to my fucking country and leave this fuckin' planet, I will this year. Need more money thoo!!! I hate the 'word' money, it controls everything, controls live. But that's the way that thing made.
My school fucked up too, I don't care :P
I'll be okay. I should help myself. Do something with my own fuckin hands. I was raised to live alone, broken, in slavery, and those other damn fuckin things.
I don't want to type shit anymore. I'm fuckin sick n tired.

HAHHH!!!!!!!

I don't know what's goin on here. I know I've done a terrible thing but I keep on doing it until now, and I couldn't stop. I'm poor now. Nothing left. I don't know what am I suppose to do next. I won't sell myself for money. And I'll never sell my creation for money. But I'm stuck in a bad situation here....
I hate it. I hate of money controls everything and this life isn't given for free Fuck that shit! I'm fucking mad about that fucking situation thing!!!!
I didn't say that nobody would help. I didn't say that. There are some of them, who cares about my life, helping me to be tough and giving me everything I need, even in my dream. Yes, all just a dream and I made it up. I don't know when this gonna be end and I'm sick and tired of all this things.
Who ever you are,... FUCK YOU!!! Sorry I said that! I'm following my hands, and my hands typed that, whether I did it unpurpose or not, I don't care. But I still can say to you I'm sorry I said that I didn't mean too. Right now I'm so fuckin' drunk and uncouncious!!! Feels so fuckin' great thoooo!! Fuck myself then!!!! I'm nothing and I'm goin' down!!! Fuck myself!!! I could do something better for this living but not like this. That's a fucking goddamm shame!! I should get a job or something, I should grow up or something, but... Helll!!!!!! I'm so fuckin' stubborn and pain in the ass!! How could I make my dad proud of me when I'm like this????? A loser for 100000000000000 years??? FU******* Fuuuuuuck!!!!!Fuck!!!!!!!! I'm not losing my temper here. I'm not a bad temper type. See, I'm patient enuff to handle everything, but I keep destroying myself to burn, I don't know why. I'm born to destroy myself that's why!!! So, don't give a shit about me, nobody will do!!! Even the loving one!!! :P Sorry to said this too, my love. I just have a fucked up condition now here. So, let it pass by. *puke*
See, lone-ranger, drinking alone, and ugly fuckin' music on, and what??? Vodka in the rocks?? I've been to the alcoholic rehab center once, and I don't want to go back there!!! And my family was very shameful for that and judge me "HEY! YOU GAVE BAD NAME FOR THE FAMILY!!!" Bad name?????? After all this time, I've been sacreficing my self in pain and depressing bein a slave just to do as they told me to, obey them with respect and get ride of my "rebelination" just for them, but... What??? They don't know me at all???? So what?????????? They dont' understand me and never give me support for what I've done anyway!!!! They thought my creation were SHIT!!! Yeah. FUCK their thoughts! I'm still exist doing my stupid fuckin creation, sooo???
Shit I'm drunk!!! That's enuff...
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Addicted

I've been playing with my brain
Never feel the pain
When it feels like heaven's sky
I lost everything I own
Far away from home
Unforgiven

I'm addicted and I won't stop to play with mind
I belong into the bad world, rare world
I'm addicted and I won't stop to see, let me love
I've been fooling lost mine everywhere

The wounded stop
When I locked myself from the crowd
Here I am, I'm in hell
I lost everything I own
Far away from home
Unforgiven

Boy Hardcore

Don't put yourself in trouble
You never tried to make everything easier to get better
You never found a better way to be pleased
Don't try to destruct yourself, boy
No more tears
No more bleeds
No more crimes
No more sacrifice
You still stuck in the middle trapped with those fuckers
You... You... You

Boy hardcore!!

So this is your dead lists?
You want to shoot your head with a gun?
You want to jump from the 36th floor?
You want to hang your head with the rope?
You want to cut your wrist with a knife?
You want to drink the poison?
You want to sleep on the road and waiting for the car crash you?
You want to sit on the railway and waiting for the train smashes you?
You... You...

Boy hardcore!!

You hate it, when you found youself there
You haven't felt yourself, like you was born again in this world
You hate it, hate this people, this place, and this life
You hate this living
You hate this lie
You want to die!

Boy hardcore!

Sexual Desire

One smile
Would you leave me just a while
It would be so fine
And I'm not asking more
I have this chance
Working hard to feel this life
And follow the path
Trying hard to find the way
With my own hand
I will

Show you all I've got to make you see
Let you know that
Sexual desire doesn't, work for real love, you see?
Don't you understand that self respect is the best way
Sexual desire doesn't count

Hold on
Would you listen for a while
It would be so nice
And I won't ask you more
I'll give you time
To learn and understand
And show you the path
Try my best to show your way
With my own hand
I will

Show you all I've got to make you see
Let you know that
Sexual desire doesn't, work for real love, you see?
Don't you understand that self respect is the best way
Sexual desire doesn't count

Aint's Shit

Put dat fuckin' plate, shutcha mouth, and treat me better
Don't fuck wit ravin' cuz ya neva give a damn with ma life
Am so sad, really fuckin bad
Sittin' there all night, fuckin dunno where Am at
Whatta heck, wacthem trip when ya spin your trancy track
Ya fuck dat, silly like I bitch in da back
I'd rather have joint on the back wit them guys and gettin high
Until I feel more alive
Have a better day, Just like I wanna be
Gettin trouble suck in the back it won't take a long time
When I went back to raving, OMG
I feel better
I fly higher
Everything's louder
When time to break, ya treat me drink I feel more better
And then you wanna smoke shit at the back stage
Too bad I've sucked It all, no shit for ya
I know whatchu gonna say, Chad : "Charly you aint's shit!"

Once again one some!
Needs more stuff to warm up
All the raver gettin' mad with ruff trance in the club
I went to floor and met a girl named Annette
She's so fresh but she hung on muthafuckin' crack
She talked to me and wonderin' why am so damn close with Kaj-a
She said if she's the one she thinks it would be more bet-ta
Fuck that, I don't want him to share
Cuz the only one man with fuckin' gun is mine
She told me that night, she wanted to fuck with Kaj, shit
In your dream, bitch. You're not gonna make it
Better idea, grab her dance around and I kissed, licked her tiny muthafuckin' lips
So fuckin' good, she's on the fuckin mood
Then all become so silent and the ravin' got screw
The DJ went mad, hit my fuckin' head
I know whatchu gonna say, Chad : "Charly you aint's shit!"

Joint Alone + Lawnmoner

Joint Alone
Lawnmoner

Scratch Me

Tie me, scratch me into dead
Scratch me all, scratch me
Fading, undesirable
Scratching, it's scratching me
One by one they're gone
It's so, scratch me into dead
Scratching
I just can't stop hurting myself
Scratch me into dead, scratch me

Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me

I can't feel the encumbrance
My specialty is taking me to spoil myself
Weary of you and everything in this world
I'm scratching, scratching inside
And after their gone
People talking about wealth
Scratching
Sick and it scratch me inside
Scratch me into dead, scratch me

Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me

Scratch me into dead
How scurrilous I feel inside
Just like scuttlebutt
Hiding myself in the morgue

I'm hunting his stuff!!!
I don't think you know what I'm talking about.
Hehehe.
Maybe you don't even know who he is. :-)
I wish I could have all of his vinyls without going back again to Homburg!

Whoaaa!!!

Tripping! Tripping! Tripping! PPO (Pura-pura tripping)! Heheheh.

Loser

Loser

Easy...
I could take it away
And make it better
What the hell
Look in the mirror
I see other face anywhere
It's so unreal
My world is just my illusion

Noisy voices everywhere
Make me can't breath anymore
And I should go anywhere
Scamper...
Loony faces in my head
Couldn't make me think all right
I'm a prick, I'm a bitch, I'm so sick
Eat shit!
What the hell!

Loser...

Tell me...
If you want me to leave
It might be better
Don't be shy
It's not a problem
I get use to be blame in the first place
Not so painful
Cuz that's just my illusion

Noisy voices everywhere
Make me can't breath anymore
And I should go anywhere
Scamper...
Loony faces in my head
Couldn't make me think all right
I'm a prick, I'm a bitch, I'm so sick
Eat shit!
What the hell!

Loser...

Make Luv

At last I found that song! The song from 'AXE PULSE COMMERCIAL'
Room 5 - Make Luv

I like to party
everybody does..
make love and listen to the music
you've go to let yourself go..go..go
make love and listen to the music
go..go..go
make love and listen to the music
you've got to let yourself go..go..go..go
make love and listen to the music
make love and listen to the music
you've got to let yourself go..go..go..go

Soulmate

Soulmate
Open the gate
I don't want to stuck longer
Wandering...

Soulmate
Don't come too late
I don't want to wait longer
Shivering

See you in the shadow
We will be together
Loving you, soulmate
Think about tomorrow
Last hope is forever
Loving you...

Sick Of This Life

no more lies
can't i handle it?
in this ordinary world
life has no meaning for me
anymore

never know how i really feel
or recognize myself
who am i today?
or who am i tomorrow?
i just want to live alone
in a misery

can i change myself
to the real me
in this ordinary world
life has no meaning for me
anymore

never know how i really feel
or recognize myself
who am i today?
or who am i tomorrow?
i just want to live alone
in a misery

sick of these lies
sick of these lies
sick of these lies
sick of these lies

Padhang sithik

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hehehe... dang kok blogmu dadi rodo padang, wis mari po edanmu ?? hahaha
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sinuwune solo | Email | 02.21.04 - 1:31 am | #

oh my dear

oh my dear, you are stupid fucking kid
you walk around the corner and always swallow your spit
oh my dear, you are stupid fucking kid
kick a rock with little act saying keep it real
wash your hand
tryin'tha live in your dream
tryin'tha learn to know that this world is big
whatcha step and walk with your eyes
why do ya do ya putcha confusion in front of ya
whatcha back it's bigger than me
can't you see the different
between the right and the wrong thing
among those people
get a life
open your eyes
and admit that you're...
the real fucking kid

stupid fucking kid!

PISAH PISUH

ASUUUUUUUUU KABEEEEEEEEEEH!!!!!!
ASUUUUUUUUU KABEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!!!!!!!!!!!
ASUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
ASUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!
UWONG RAMUDENG OPO-OPO SOK KOYO GUSTI ALLAH WAEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
EMANGE IKI URIPE SOPOOOOOOOOOO??????
MBOK RASAH NGURUSI WONG LIYO THO YOOOOOOOO YOOOOOO!!!!!
TOBAAAAAAAAT... TOBAAAAAAT...
WONG AKU RATAU NGOPO-NGOPO KOK DITUDUH SAKKAREPE......
PIYE THO IKIIIIIIIII??????
MBOK UWIS!!!!! BUNGKEM COCOTMU NDAAAAAAAAANG!!!!!
NJALUKMU OPO THOOO??????????
WIS!!!! RASAH NGURUSI URIPE WONG LIYOOOOOOOO!!!!
RASAH NGATUR-NGATUR!!!!!!!!!
MINGGATO KONOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
WONG AKU WIS UREP TENTREM KOYO NGENE, MALAH MBOK RUSOHI
PADAHAL AKU BLAS ORA KENAL KOWE
KOWE SOPO
ANAKKE SOPO
RUPAMU PIYE
AKU RANGERTI BABAR BLAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!!!
ASUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!
ASUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
MINGGATOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
KOYO-KOYO KOWE WONG PALING HEBAT SAK NDONYO WAE!!!!!!
NGEJUDGE SAK KAREP SILITMU!!!!!
ASUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!
MINGGATOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
TUTUP WAE BLOG-E!!!!!!!!!!!
ISINE SILIT THOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ASUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Solitude

Long time ago
I wish for
Go home again
I miss my old friend
I'd love to
Go back again

Stay in my room
Watching the dark
Inside me

Feeling Good

Is that ok if my wish coming thru?
What I want is to get rid of you
And I wish that it would be a way comin' thru
Then I will rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good

Is that ok if I'm here without you?
What I want is to kick you out the room
And I want some good things without you
But I still want to rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good

Don't Wanna Be Protected & Untitled

stay still
don't go far away from the house
don't do something stupid
don't drink
don't smoke
don't stay up late at night
it's time to go to bed
don't behave like a child
go finish your school
don't let us down
we love you that's why we want you to do something good...
something good...

So stupid!

Break all your rules and I'm skippin' school
I choose to wasting all my time with bunch of useful things
Fuck all your rules, no matter I'm about to fall
I choose to fuck around and do the useful things

I'm drunk
I smoke
I am a stupid fool who walk with bare foot
I break your heart
I'm so sorry, I can't live with all your rules
I don't wanna be protected

Fuck all your rules and I'm finally gone
I choose to breaking all your command, i'll punch you back
Suck all the power, no matter I'm about to fall
I choose to stay alone and free to do anything I want


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is that ok if my wish coming thru?
what i want is to ged rid of you
and i wish that it would be a way comin' thru
then i will rescue you
and the day goes by i would be there with you
without a promise i'm waiting like a fool
when you here i always have nothing to do
i wanna be alone in my room

look at me, i'm feeling good (4 times)

is that ok if i'm here without you?
what i want is to drive you out the room
and i want some good things without you
but i still want to rescue you
and the day goes by i would be there with you
without a promise i'm waiting like a fool
when you here i always have nothing to do
i wanna be alone in my room

look at me, i'm feeling good ( 4 times)

Perfect Mirror

I will cry for a while, if I think of you
It's my fault, I never realize
So, everybody's right and I'm wrong
I have no price

Just because I was hurt, I can't complain
You are a perfect mirror of the angel
In my heart

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