Deeply Down

Come on now baby
I just wanna shake you baby
Come with me and play around on the sofa now
I wanna lay you down to light my sense of dirty mind
I want you
I'll shake you baby

I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
Baby baby ah
I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
Oh
Oh Baby babe

Close to me
Into the splash, the moment is right before we shake
And then we take the touch of body groove and body move
I never can hold on to turn my passion off
I can't let go of you
I wanna shake you baby

I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
Baby baby ah
I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
I'll show you deeply down
Ouw Baby baby baby baby baby


this kinda asking politely to someone to smack down punching and kicking on the sofa

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My Chemical

On the place that I shouldn't have to see
Trap again on the edge of the people around me
And I can't see
Anymore clearly present the wicked they use to be
The past isn't here anymore
It's just like hell and this life seems has to end
Once again
I'm acting like a moron
Once again

It's just my chemical, my tradition
Stay silent like I use to be
To the people around me
Nobody would see
What's happening around here
It's just
My chemical, my tradition
Stay silent like I use to be
To the people around me
Around me
It's just my chemical
It's my chemical

Better close my eyes when laziness around
Can't take anymore to the sound surround me
And I can't hear
Anymore clearly playing the wicked they use to be
The star isn't here anymore
It's just like hell and this life seems has to end
Once again
I'm acting like a moron
Once again

It's just my chemical, my tradition
Stay silent like I use to be
To the people around me
Nobody would see
What's happening around here
It's just
My chemical, my tradition
Stay silent like I use to be
To the people around me
Like nobody use to be
I wish I could see
You

It's my chemical, my tradition
Stay silent like I use to be
To the people around me
Nobody would see
What's happening around here
It's just
My chemical, my tradition
Stay silent like I use to be
To the people around me
Like nobody use to be
I wish I could see
You

My chemical
My chemical
My chemical
My chemical

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Air - Sick

Gunna fly the flight again soon
Gunna fly the flight again soon
Whatta fuck!!!
I hate being in the aeroplane
Especially for a long fucking flight which reach more than 2 hours
See, while I was in the 8 hours flight, I puked most of the time
Fo shooo, If I`m in a long flight again, I`ll need more Puking Bag
I hate to fly in the flight again
Wella, I`ve never been on the first class
But I hate the fucking flight
The aeroplane make me sick
Let see...
Hihihi... I don`t mind to take a flight to Amsterdam in 1 hour flight from Homburg, thoo...
Cuz...
Hihihi... Will go to the weeduh cafe cafe for free joint fo sho!!!
Wuhuuuuuuuuu!!!

Geez... I post CRAPS today... WHATTA FUCK...
I will get on the flight nywayz soon!!!
And we will never have time to celebrate something...
Will be no party or CAND LITE DINE
AAAAAAWWWWWWWW MORIIIIIIIIIII!!!
That sucks...
Okie, what we should do now is just...
Pray for safety on the upcoming flight!!!

Pour It

I`m bout to kick this shit :

Reach to the shore
When I'm rushing for million time underground
That's the place around me
I could see, on the top
On the way to your arms
On your soul
Force to say
I don't know I can't be like always

Cries to this life
Never enough
Getting so high
and I pour it to all

I feel - so far from here
Fantastic along without someone to share
Life is so pretty
And I'm happy waiting for
When anytime I could see it
like I never hear them again

Cries to this life
Never enough
Getting so high
and I pour it to all

see song full info

That`s from me today...
Auf...

Ominous

Come into the rainy season
Wrap the air with self confusion
Riddin 'round the night
Become so warm with lack of false illusion

Ominous, undesirable
Unlike, it's so obvious
Ominous, undesirable
Unlike, so obvious

Don't have to tell me somethin
I know where to go
Don't have to give me somethin
Handle it like before
I know how to deal
I know, and
I can see that
You're really strictly frozen

Would you please forgive me
for impassive caused illumination
I do feel that I'm imperfect
I'm so rigorous with your fashion

Ominous, undesirable
Unlike, it's so obvious
Ominous, undesirable
Unlike, so obvious

Don't have to tell me somethin
I know where to go
Don't have to give me somethin
Handle it like before
I know how to deal
I know, and
I can see that
You're really strictly frozen

Smash it up
A bit loud
A bit hard
A bit shock
Smash it up
A bit old fashion

see song full info

Something Cool

Gaahh!!!!

Talking` bout what I was doing lately... Huhuhu...
Nothing. I think I am now more being a lazy ass worst than before, plus... I`ve become vvv bad...
Without doin` anything these few days, I didn`t feel bore at all. Well, cuz the situation was vvv cool around... The weed, enjoying Jason`s acoustic (Geez. I should sat down & listen with a certain enjoyment but I was cleaning the room while they all high drinkin` & smokin` shit...) :P Nywayz, I got 8 mins long of Jason`s acoustic, it would be cool if I try to practice those songs & prepare it for the next acoustic live performance someday. Gezz!!! That`s vvv hard. I mean, listen to the way Jason sings acoustic... I think I`m gunna faint... He`s vvv awesome when singin` acoustic songs. If I could sing soulfully, emotionally hot like him,I wouldn`t believe myself... hsuahushuashuahushaa...
OK...
I thought that Jason had thought me stuff but I'm vvv stupid... hsuahsuhaushuahusa :D What I would do would be practicing those...
I can`t sing like him, GOD DMN IT!!! How can??? Hushuahsuhauhsuasua!!!
Practice!!! Practice!!! Practice!!! Practice!!! Game over!!!!

Remedy or You Make Me High

or here to dl Remedy (Acoustic Cover)

SOMETHING ELSE I WANNA REPORTO :
FLORITH
Geez... Looks cool, isn`t it? But it isn`t cool at all. The taste isn`t good as it looks. Let say that Florith is the good stuff to swallow when the insomnia attacks you. Normal dosage is 2 pieces a day. But for me, sometimes need 5 pieces a day or maybe more if couldn`t make me feel vvv sleepy. The bad effect of Florith could be... well, make your body restless after you wake up from your sleep. Nywayz, I found Florith is the best cuz mostly Florith user won`t get addicted to it.


SLEEPING
Some of them got confuse when the asked me : "What is your most enjoyable time of your life?" & I answer it with : "Yay!!! Sleeping is my most enjoyable time!!!" Hihihi. Well, I always think that when I`m sleeping, I don`t have to do anything or think of anything. And the dream I had while I`m sleeping? I think it`s something good to cure my mind, eventhoo it`s only dream. That`s stupid, aight? Yup. I`m stupid & everybody knows that.


CANNABO SATIVO
This plant is my med. It`s my doping for my musical works & my inspiration of anything. Althoo sometimes it makes me stupid too, hsuahsuahsuhaushuahusa. Well, if the stuff is not good I could be vvv stupid & confuse myself like a stupid dummy. Hell yeah, I love weeduh, but only for strong & powerful weeduh. I`m an addict, but I don`t have to smoke all the time. It`s OK thoo if I have no stuff or taking a rest to smoking it cuz I`m not a fanatic addict to it.



TALOK
It`s not just a sweet delicious kindsa fruit. It`s also good for digestion. Don`t have to eat all or swallow it whole cuz the yummy part is the inside of the fruit. I think this fruit is only grow in Java Island cuz I never find this fruit anywhere in other land except here at Mori`s resident. Some of us have planted it here & it grows and grows. What an awesome. The taste won`t get me bore fo sure :D


COOL
Hihihi. It`s nothing. I just found this pic vvv cool. What I wanna say is : I don`t really like to drink absolute vodka. Doesn`t meant that I hate to drink it. No, I do like it, but only when I`m on good occasion. Honestly, it`s kinda embarrassing to tell... When I watch the boy drinking like that, it`d raise up my whaahaa. I won`t type more. You know some title of songs : Horny, I wanna Make Love to You, I Wanna Sex You Up, Let`s Fuck Tonight, You Really Blow My Mind, Mind Blowin`, Swim The Fire, Shut Up & Get Fuck, and so on and so on. Well, feels like it. I think I`ve been poisoned by The Funkstro Syndrome or something. Whatta pitty...


Waaaaaa... suuuuuuu!!!

Amoria Sugestie

Still terorizing my life
There are creeping in my secret teritory like a knife stabbing hard in my chest
I don't want to die so fast
With no love, the mission
It was a fucking little nasty ceremony at first
I've drunken it to heal my thirst
It wasn't the dream
It wasn't a dirty passion or a stupid dirty games
It wasn't my intention
It wasn't expected love motion
It was my amnesty day, not lust
It wasn't my plan

It wasn't my plan
You stupid
It wasn't my intention
It was my amnesty day, not lust
It wasn't the dream
You stupid
It wasn't a dirty passion or a stupid dirty games
It was a fucking little nasty ceremony at first
And I don't know where to start to explain it all to you
Cuz I'm a little bit
I

I never feel so sure
I never fight before
I never know for sure
I'm - a little bit underneath
I know you want me more
I would lay down the floor
Just go on lock the door
I'm - a little bit

I'm a little bit underneath
I'm a little bit underneath

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Quiet Version - http://www.mediafire.com/?vdjz0xh6fzqqbb0
Distort Version - http://www.mediafire.com/?bb5mo2pcll44oo5
Kypoa Filut Instr. Version - http://www.mediafire.com/?q5g2djdwtgd3yrd

The Great Pretender

I was smiling. I didn’t know why but I smiled, sitting alone in the middle of the child’s playground, in the past midnight. I never hope something would come out or someone would come. I love the area empty. But I think I won’t have much time to be alone because my friends would come sooner or later. I hate to join them to the secret gathering, but a wise tip from my eldest, I should hang out sometimes, that would make me more humanize. And the point there was, I never tell eldest that the secret gathering is meeting our kind, not meeting human. I think he already knew it because I’m sure that he could smell it. What a heck…
The wind wasn’t cold enough chewing my bone. I liked it. So, I don’t have to be worry the blood wouldn’t come out from my nose as long as the breeze wasn’t so cold.
“I’m just passing by,” a voice coming from my head.
Damn. I thought I was alone, but someone came to disturb. And that was not my friend’s voice, but somebody I don’t know.
“Whoever you are, fuck you!” I spoke with my mind. If you don’t know what I mean, that’s what I call “mind speaking”. And I’m, not speaking alone. It’s just like telepathy. ‘Mind speaking’ and ‘mind reading’, those are the gifts. The things human cannot do. And there are many other things I couldn’t tell.
The voice replied loud in my head, laughing out loud at me. Yeah. Sounds like it. I shouted to it to shut the fuck up.
“You said fuck too much, who are you anyway? What are you doing alone around here?” the voice spoke to my head, asking stupid questions I don’t want to answer.
“It’s none of your business, fuckers! Why don’t you show yourself? You’re hiding like a chicken coward!” I replied
The voice’s laughing out loud again. I don’t think when I went mad the situation not change like a clown show or comedy. But the stupid bastard kept laughing at me for what I said, from the beginning of our conversation.
“Bloody Hell! Show yourself!” I dare, and that time I spoke with my mouth, no more ‘mind speaking’.
A shape suddenly appeared in front of where I was sitting. A tall body and light hair. I shouldn’t say a young man, but young something, that probably the right word I should say about him. I couldn’t see clearly his face because his hair almost covered a half of his face.
“What are you? You’re almost human, but not in blood!” He said with curiosity.
“I? Is that a problem?” I said, looked through his eyes deeply and try hard to recognize that the young sucker bastard is a stupid low category for suckers like them.
“I thought you are…” he didn’t finished. I know that’s a hard word to say in front of human’s territory. But I never care to say anything about anything.
“Human?” I grinned.
“Yes,” he couldn’t hide his admiration.
“Plokolop?” I continued. “I know who you are. How did you arrive?”
“You can track my ship. I have to go!” He said fast, and then disappeared.
“Hahahaha! Coward!”
“I’m not a coward. They are walking and will be here in a minute,” he explained with ‘mind speaking’.
“Huh. Nice hearing. No need to be afraid,” I grumbled.
I heard some step approaching. There’re about 9 men and they’re wearing uniform. Some of them started to search all over the place. And two of them were coming to me, asking me stuff.
“Do you see anything suspicious around here?”
“No. What are you looking for?” I asked.
“The alien.”
“The alien?” I pretended to shock, hoping that they never find out anything about me. And then I laugh loudly to them and said, “The alien? Hah! I must be dreaming! Who want to wake me up?”
They saw me as if I’m a crazy sick from the mental institution, going straight to the next park to search again. So, that’s what I face to that night. I’m still safe.
I better stop before the spell break.

Confusion 1

Behind me is a deep hole
In front of me is a sea without a shore
I'm in the middle of nowhere
Which way should I go?

I have to make a decision
Between the right or wrong
I have to decide my destinationIs it good or bad?

Citrus

Something's bugging me
Nothing I wanna have, nothing more
They said so, we get on the line
I don't know what to do to face the game
Rest it all again
I'll send you away
I'll send you away
Looking out for better way
What a way, would you take the lead?

You know, I don't know
No, I don't know
No, I don't know
No, I don't know
You know, I don't know
You know, I don't know
Put us in the citrus

Put us in the citrus
Put us in the citrus
Put us in the citrus
Put us in the citrus

Voices, haunting me
Lead me to my death, the suicide moment
Locked me in the precious ground
On the shore, far from love and vain
Rest it all again
You'll show me the way
You'll show me the way
Looking out for better way
What a way, would you take the lead?

You know, I don't care
No, I don't care
No, I don't care
No, I don't care
You know, I don't care
You know, I don't care
Put us in the citrus

Put us in the citrus
Put us in the citrus
Put us in the citrus
Put us in the citrus

Perfect Time

Get it back to the start
and stop to worry
Fire it up today
No more waiting in vain
for the flame just light it
to ease the pain
Feel the high of the sky
and fly fly fly fly
High
Forget about it
Hey you

You need a perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you!)

Take a row, let it go
gotta find where to flow
on a perfect time
On the line
Play your mind to the groove
And all get down
so come on fool around
Feel the high of the sky
and fly fly fly fly
Fly
Forget about it
Hey you

You need a perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you!)

free yourself you have to start
set up

Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)
Perfect time
On the line
Perfect time
(Yeah you, check it! ugh!)

Lonely Soul (UNKLE feat. Richard Ashcroft Cover)

God knows your lonely soul...

Ballon

I`m sitting here, freeze for a moment to think about something to write. But, I don`t have ideas what to write. I can`t find a topic. I`m blank. I can`t think of something. Nothing comes out from my head. I always feel like that lately cuz I am too tired, I guess. Too tired about stupid work I do everyday. My work is nothing but a deep sour depression. My creativity doesn`t exist anymore cuz I hate my work. I prefer to be an employment like before (4 months ago). Don`t have to go to work, no stress, I can`t sleep whenever I want, eat whenever I want, go have fun wherever I want, and I could write anything or create something cool, never tired although *overworked*. See, I never feel awful when I do something I like even not sleep for 10 days (Yay!). But well... This is life. I have to work to earn money. I have to do that eventhoo I hate the work. That sucks. Really - really sucks. I wish I could stick myself with a needle and just pop, "DOOOR!!!" like balloon.

Placebo Cover - Slacker Bitch

What`s new?

*Copy Paste Mode On*
I know you feel betrayed
I didn't mean it
I just wanted to get laid
I didn't mean it
Slacker bitch, faghag, whore
Always knocking at my door

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Fuck The Rapist

No pressure, no pain
Let the game begin
Repeating all the time
Again and again
I share my soul
Swim the fire
Shape of my hands
On the wild of the sex
Go, get up on my knees
Bad me, stupid baby
Fear no more
Sick of something
Think about where to go
Where to? Where to go?
How - about to take you to the holy wood?
In the name of love I spare, you fall, understood?
Don’t take it to blame on me, I have made
Something with it
Midnight fuck with...

I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
Fuck
Fuck, boys

Very fucking good?
Very fucking good

Who's that?
Who the fuck is that?
Who's that?
Who's that?
(Hey)

Who's that? Who's that?
He's standing on the corner
In the smoke of ciggy
Yes or no (Yes)
Get another soul
And get on the sofa
Wrestling game until tomorrow
Say hello (Hey)
Get up on your knees
Bad you, pretty baby (Come on)
I just wanna get to you
Maybe we can do something
Come on let's play, push me, push you
I'll take you somewhere (Come on)
You tell me what to do
I'll come in to you baby oh my god, so
Shock shock, shaking me (Hard)
We gotta hot in here
Bang bang
Have the money and the racist
Hey

I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck
Fuck

Hey
Swim the fire
Come on
Good
Come on
Hard
Yes

I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
Fuck
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
Dead

Over
Am I fucking good?
Am I fucking good?
Am I fucking good?
Good
Am I fucking good?
Am I fucking good?

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Nothing Get It All

I never thinking back
Hiding for so long
With this all fact
All day I stay inside
No more mess around
I`ll through it
I understand that
I`m so wrong enough
I`m ready to take off
I`m crazy because
I make you remember that...

I`m your boy
You`re my man
I`m your boy
You`re my man
We`re miles away
From those people and all
Let`s just show ourselves
Let`s free our soul
When it`s never say
Let`s just break it
Sail it away about
I`m your boy
And you`re my man

Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all

You told me many times
To keep us in the hide
With this all fact
I beg you no more lies
No more mess around
Let`s through it
You understand that
We`re ready enough
To pop their eyes out
It`s crazy, I know
To let them know that...

I`m your boy
You`re my man
I`m your boy
You`re my man
We`re miles away
From those people and all
Let`s just show ourselves
Let`s free our soul
When it`s never say
Let`s just break it
Sail it away about
I`m your boy
And you`re my man

Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all

I`m your boy
You`re my man
I`m your boy

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Coba-coba R&B Bantuin bikinin something buat The G

Saya dikasi beberapa bahan dari Afie The G... Beberapa Instrumental yang belum berisi Rap dan lyrics, so saya iseng2 nyoba ngawur. Hehehehe... dan ini jadinya:
Wanna Get Lazy
Hold On
Never Wanna Be Alone
OK

Dan ini cuman iseng aja nyanyiin lagunya Maliq & D'Essentials:
In Da Mood

Not Your World

Almost close, but only one reason
I can't live like you
My world is my world and your world is your world
I'm not human, and you're human
I can't live with you in your world
But I can take care of myself
I know the difference between right or wrong except my fear
I'm happy living in my world
Maybe I belong to your world, but to live alone
I’m just visiting
It was this close
But I don't belong in your world
No, thank you

Album Cover

hsuhaushuahsuahushuahsuahushauhsuahsuha!!!
I know the album cover would be look like some of these. Just like them POP IDOL ALBUM!!!



BTW, these vvv cool!!! Shark as pet, doubled or no face. Hihihi...


Why not if dress like SLIPKNOT or FISCHERSPOONER!!! hsuahasuhaushuhaushuahsa!!!
OMG!!! :faint:

STATUS

They asked...
Who`s your parent?
I don`t know what to say...
My Mom & Dad are not like my parent...

They asked me...
Where`s your school?
I don`t know what to say cuz I never go there lately...
I hate school...

They asked me...
Where`s my house?
I don`t know.
I don`t know if this house I`m staying now is my house... or not...

They asked me...
Who are you?
I don`t know.
I have a name, but I never know who I am...

They asked me...
How`s life?
Life? I don`t know the meaning...
I never enjoy it. Feels like it stolen from me...

They asked me...
Where`s your friend?
Friend? I don`t know. When I met them, thay all go away....
They jugde me wrong and say I`m a freak.
I guess they right, I`m a criminal...

He asked me...
Do you love me?
I do love him cuz he loves me vvv much. But my Dad hates him so much...
My Dad said, I shouldn`t see him again...
Deep here inside, I don`t know who to love...

He asked me...
Do you have a plan?
I forgot about it cuz nobody support it...
He`s happy with the plan, but...
They hate it...

He asked me...
Are you giving up?
I don`t know...
I really don`t know I`ll give up or not...
I`m just tired to face them...

I ask myself...
Am I still crazy?
Yes!!! I am!!! LOL LOL LOL LOL I am crazy!!!

From 10 questions up there, just the last question showed the correct and possitive answer and I answered it loudly, happily.
Well, they couldn`t help...
They thought they have cured my brain sickness...
Not all...
And where`s God?
Would God helps?
Is not just bcuz I don`t have my patience anymore waiting for God`s help.
Not that...
But I can`t help it...
I can`t hold it much longer...
I`m crazy...
Right now, I`m really, really, 100% crazy...
Sick...
Insane...

Good Words

i am very upset. not just upset. angry - mad – want to smash you in the face until your head no longer stick again on your neck !

i swear - i'll rape you - so nasty and wild with my evil torturing way – treat you like a bitch - i swear i will! i'll do it without mercy – i don't care if you scream to death for that ! i'm very mad ! fuck !!

Those are awesome words, seriously... I love it... Fuckin love it...

A Short Ritual For Our Loving Friend

I was at Rouen’s chamber yesterday. We’re still waiting friends to come. They said they would come and start a ritual, to cure one of our wounded friends. I arrived early in the chamber. I saw him there, couldn’t move, but could talk well. What he asked first was my condition. He always wanted to know that. To know what I feel and where I have been. He is the only one who admitted truly about my human reality hatred. He always says to me to keep it up because it is impossible that we could gather our life with them, the human.
I don’t know where to start to write a little about him. He is different. He is the one who could break the spell and safe from harm.
“We have not met each other a little while,” he said. He couldn’t get up from his bed because he’s too weak.
“Yes,” I nodded. “How are you feeling, Rouen?”
“Weak. Did you make friends with them?” He meant the human.
“I’m not interested. Real world and humanity are still not too precious to me,” I said.
“You better stay human sometimes, you’re still young,” he took a deep breath. “I don’t have a power to get up to burn those incenses. Would you please?”
“OK.” I turned on the incenses in every corner of the room, with a different kind of fragrance.
15 minutes later, I heard steps. Zardaz came. He took a deep breath and sat down beside me. Well, Zardaz is always 20 years old in my vision and everyone. “I do not want to be late, the dawn is very terrifying as like you stick the torch straight to my face and burn my skin,” he looked at me suspicious. “You would not do that, would you, Shar?”
I shook my head, and then asked him; “How many of you will come to this room?”
He said, there would not be many, and he stated that a rebellious virja xotev like me deserve more friends like our kind to stay away from human social life and human reality.
“They will arrive soon. I can smell them from here,” Rouen guessed with eyes closed. Well, not just guessed. He’s damn right to say the name of our friends who would come that night.
“Well, Rouen. How weak you are, you still got it. The hidden power in your soul,” Zardaz said proudly.
About 10 minutes, they all came.
“I am sorry, we’re late,” they all said together. That’s amazing.
“No problem to be late. I’d be thankful to all of you, you finally come here in this darkened room,” Rouen replied.
“I don’t really like the smell of your chamber, Rouen. It’s very girly,” Duza said. I could have nearly age in the vision, just like Duza.
“What have you done with the room?” Duza asked me.
“Rouen wanted me to burn some incenses. What do you mean very girly?”
“Sick smelly flowering thing that come from those human girls, that’s what I mean,” he answered.
“If you trying to say that I’m also smell like those girls, you’re damn wrong,” I said harsh.
“Bah! Listen, Shar! You should change your name, that’s my name you use and you smell like those rats in the basement!” Duza would probably start a fight.
“What did you say?!” I’m kind of pissed off.
“Hey, I love the smell and the freshness here. Very naturist,” Mori said and then grinned at Duza. Mori loves fruity smell.
“What I’m trying to say is…”
“Don’t say, Duza. You were saying that Shar smells like grape fruit, not rats, but he didn’t know how to say it right,” Mori cut his words, huddle up my shoulder, placed my head on his shoulder and stick his nose to me neck. “Shar, you smell good.”
“You two! No bounding in this chamber, god damn alien sick bastards!” Duza shouted at me and Mori.
Zardaz laughed, “Well, nobody gives a fuck about Duza the stupid alien or what words coming from him, that’s why he never stop to get some attention. Maybe someone has to steal his ship and make him cry. What’s the big deal if every place smells like shit anyway? Do you get my point here, alien boy? Today is to safe Rouen.”
“Arrogant wild ugly alien devil is also trying to get attention here. I’ll knock you down soon. And you smell like those rats in the grave!” Duza yelled at Zardaz.
“I’ll kill you right away, stupid alien clown! Cut your throat and throw your head away from your body!”
“No can do, ugly alien devil! I’ll eat your heart first before you do that!”
“Do it now!” Zardaz said angrily. He landed a very hard laser punch straight to Duza’s face and the fight had just begun…
“Duza! Zardaz! Cut it out!” Mori tried to give them warning. “There’s no way to discuss unimportant conversation ended with fight here, at Rouen’s chamber. Do some respect please, both of you,” Mori tried to stop the conversation before our mouth fighting each other swearing nasty words.
“Fuck off, you alien sick bastard!” Duza yelled at Mori.
“Shit, please stop all of you,” Rouen said calmly. And then they all stop.
At last, we all gathered, sitting close to Rouen and face to each other. Rouen offered to all of us, who want to start first? He needs it from all of us, badly, reminding that time he was not healthy and losing some power.
“Not you, Shar. You are not the first.” Mori said to me.
Mori was the one who did it first. He cut his flesh and gave it to Rouen. And then the other started to join him, did the same thing, let Rouen ate our flesh. I was the last one. We could see how Rouen turned out to be better after that. The changing of his pale skin to healthy skin, red blushes on his face… and then, faster moves. It’s like a miracle. He suddenly got up from his bed and looked pretty fresh.“Be thankful to what you have got. You have saved me from hell and take me to heaven. Thanks a million,” he thanked to everybody, gave each of us a hug.

Old Activity

Yay, one thing is reminding me a lot about my activities that left behind.
I don`t forget about the nature and other living creatures thoo. I never do it lately just becuz of what? I am more seeing and meeting people lately and that makes me forget about enjoying the moment with nature.

Last time was... I had time sitting in balcony cuz the weather outside was vvv hot. I looked at the full moon about 1 and a half hours, felt the wind blows, hearing the sound all around in the night, not so crowded thoo. It`s not crowded, but the sound of night creatures were calming... Just feel it... I enjoyed it, really... It`s not just that, but I did close my eyes for some minutes and felt the air around me too, gathered with the nature of night... Feel so good...

For me, doing that is more fun then hanging out with friends, that`s how I feel...
"Other people might think that it`s a stupid thing to do." I think it`s not stupid. It`s help me to relaxing a bit. To calm down and refresh my mind. I also believe if the moon or the stars or the sun can give us power when we look at it and feel it with much attention we could ever feel it deep inside. Probably you think that it so stupid, but not.

Nyway...
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!!!!
I`ll be at home and not going anywhere tonight cuz, I`m sure that quiet perfect joint and relaxing is the best way to do this year ;)