Placebo Cover - Slacker Bitch

What`s new?

*Copy Paste Mode On*
I know you feel betrayed
I didn't mean it
I just wanted to get laid
I didn't mean it
Slacker bitch, faghag, whore
Always knocking at my door

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Fuck The Rapist

No pressure, no pain
Let the game begin
Repeating all the time
Again and again
I share my soul
Swim the fire
Shape of my hands
On the wild of the sex
Go, get up on my knees
Bad me, stupid baby
Fear no more
Sick of something
Think about where to go
Where to? Where to go?
How - about to take you to the holy wood?
In the name of love I spare, you fall, understood?
Don’t take it to blame on me, I have made
Something with it
Midnight fuck with...

I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
Fuck
Fuck, boys

Very fucking good?
Very fucking good

Who's that?
Who the fuck is that?
Who's that?
Who's that?
(Hey)

Who's that? Who's that?
He's standing on the corner
In the smoke of ciggy
Yes or no (Yes)
Get another soul
And get on the sofa
Wrestling game until tomorrow
Say hello (Hey)
Get up on your knees
Bad you, pretty baby (Come on)
I just wanna get to you
Maybe we can do something
Come on let's play, push me, push you
I'll take you somewhere (Come on)
You tell me what to do
I'll come in to you baby oh my god, so
Shock shock, shaking me (Hard)
We gotta hot in here
Bang bang
Have the money and the racist
Hey

I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck
Fuck

Hey
Swim the fire
Come on
Good
Come on
Hard
Yes

I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with)
I fuck the rapist
Fuck
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
(Fuck with, hey)
I fuck the rapist
I fuck the rapist
Dead

Over
Am I fucking good?
Am I fucking good?
Am I fucking good?
Good
Am I fucking good?
Am I fucking good?

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Nothing Get It All

I never thinking back
Hiding for so long
With this all fact
All day I stay inside
No more mess around
I`ll through it
I understand that
I`m so wrong enough
I`m ready to take off
I`m crazy because
I make you remember that...

I`m your boy
You`re my man
I`m your boy
You`re my man
We`re miles away
From those people and all
Let`s just show ourselves
Let`s free our soul
When it`s never say
Let`s just break it
Sail it away about
I`m your boy
And you`re my man

Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all

You told me many times
To keep us in the hide
With this all fact
I beg you no more lies
No more mess around
Let`s through it
You understand that
We`re ready enough
To pop their eyes out
It`s crazy, I know
To let them know that...

I`m your boy
You`re my man
I`m your boy
You`re my man
We`re miles away
From those people and all
Let`s just show ourselves
Let`s free our soul
When it`s never say
Let`s just break it
Sail it away about
I`m your boy
And you`re my man

Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all
Nothing get it all

I`m your boy
You`re my man
I`m your boy

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Coba-coba R&B Bantuin bikinin something buat The G

Saya dikasi beberapa bahan dari Afie The G... Beberapa Instrumental yang belum berisi Rap dan lyrics, so saya iseng2 nyoba ngawur. Hehehehe... dan ini jadinya:
Wanna Get Lazy
Hold On
Never Wanna Be Alone
OK

Dan ini cuman iseng aja nyanyiin lagunya Maliq & D'Essentials:
In Da Mood

Not Your World

Almost close, but only one reason
I can't live like you
My world is my world and your world is your world
I'm not human, and you're human
I can't live with you in your world
But I can take care of myself
I know the difference between right or wrong except my fear
I'm happy living in my world
Maybe I belong to your world, but to live alone
I’m just visiting
It was this close
But I don't belong in your world
No, thank you

Album Cover

hsuhaushuahsuahushuahsuahushauhsuahsuha!!!
I know the album cover would be look like some of these. Just like them POP IDOL ALBUM!!!



BTW, these vvv cool!!! Shark as pet, doubled or no face. Hihihi...


Why not if dress like SLIPKNOT or FISCHERSPOONER!!! hsuahasuhaushuhaushuahsa!!!
OMG!!! :faint:

STATUS

They asked...
Who`s your parent?
I don`t know what to say...
My Mom & Dad are not like my parent...

They asked me...
Where`s your school?
I don`t know what to say cuz I never go there lately...
I hate school...

They asked me...
Where`s my house?
I don`t know.
I don`t know if this house I`m staying now is my house... or not...

They asked me...
Who are you?
I don`t know.
I have a name, but I never know who I am...

They asked me...
How`s life?
Life? I don`t know the meaning...
I never enjoy it. Feels like it stolen from me...

They asked me...
Where`s your friend?
Friend? I don`t know. When I met them, thay all go away....
They jugde me wrong and say I`m a freak.
I guess they right, I`m a criminal...

He asked me...
Do you love me?
I do love him cuz he loves me vvv much. But my Dad hates him so much...
My Dad said, I shouldn`t see him again...
Deep here inside, I don`t know who to love...

He asked me...
Do you have a plan?
I forgot about it cuz nobody support it...
He`s happy with the plan, but...
They hate it...

He asked me...
Are you giving up?
I don`t know...
I really don`t know I`ll give up or not...
I`m just tired to face them...

I ask myself...
Am I still crazy?
Yes!!! I am!!! LOL LOL LOL LOL I am crazy!!!

From 10 questions up there, just the last question showed the correct and possitive answer and I answered it loudly, happily.
Well, they couldn`t help...
They thought they have cured my brain sickness...
Not all...
And where`s God?
Would God helps?
Is not just bcuz I don`t have my patience anymore waiting for God`s help.
Not that...
But I can`t help it...
I can`t hold it much longer...
I`m crazy...
Right now, I`m really, really, 100% crazy...
Sick...
Insane...

Good Words

i am very upset. not just upset. angry - mad – want to smash you in the face until your head no longer stick again on your neck !

i swear - i'll rape you - so nasty and wild with my evil torturing way – treat you like a bitch - i swear i will! i'll do it without mercy – i don't care if you scream to death for that ! i'm very mad ! fuck !!

Those are awesome words, seriously... I love it... Fuckin love it...

A Short Ritual For Our Loving Friend

I was at Rouen’s chamber yesterday. We’re still waiting friends to come. They said they would come and start a ritual, to cure one of our wounded friends. I arrived early in the chamber. I saw him there, couldn’t move, but could talk well. What he asked first was my condition. He always wanted to know that. To know what I feel and where I have been. He is the only one who admitted truly about my human reality hatred. He always says to me to keep it up because it is impossible that we could gather our life with them, the human.
I don’t know where to start to write a little about him. He is different. He is the one who could break the spell and safe from harm.
“We have not met each other a little while,” he said. He couldn’t get up from his bed because he’s too weak.
“Yes,” I nodded. “How are you feeling, Rouen?”
“Weak. Did you make friends with them?” He meant the human.
“I’m not interested. Real world and humanity are still not too precious to me,” I said.
“You better stay human sometimes, you’re still young,” he took a deep breath. “I don’t have a power to get up to burn those incenses. Would you please?”
“OK.” I turned on the incenses in every corner of the room, with a different kind of fragrance.
15 minutes later, I heard steps. Zardaz came. He took a deep breath and sat down beside me. Well, Zardaz is always 20 years old in my vision and everyone. “I do not want to be late, the dawn is very terrifying as like you stick the torch straight to my face and burn my skin,” he looked at me suspicious. “You would not do that, would you, Shar?”
I shook my head, and then asked him; “How many of you will come to this room?”
He said, there would not be many, and he stated that a rebellious virja xotev like me deserve more friends like our kind to stay away from human social life and human reality.
“They will arrive soon. I can smell them from here,” Rouen guessed with eyes closed. Well, not just guessed. He’s damn right to say the name of our friends who would come that night.
“Well, Rouen. How weak you are, you still got it. The hidden power in your soul,” Zardaz said proudly.
About 10 minutes, they all came.
“I am sorry, we’re late,” they all said together. That’s amazing.
“No problem to be late. I’d be thankful to all of you, you finally come here in this darkened room,” Rouen replied.
“I don’t really like the smell of your chamber, Rouen. It’s very girly,” Duza said. I could have nearly age in the vision, just like Duza.
“What have you done with the room?” Duza asked me.
“Rouen wanted me to burn some incenses. What do you mean very girly?”
“Sick smelly flowering thing that come from those human girls, that’s what I mean,” he answered.
“If you trying to say that I’m also smell like those girls, you’re damn wrong,” I said harsh.
“Bah! Listen, Shar! You should change your name, that’s my name you use and you smell like those rats in the basement!” Duza would probably start a fight.
“What did you say?!” I’m kind of pissed off.
“Hey, I love the smell and the freshness here. Very naturist,” Mori said and then grinned at Duza. Mori loves fruity smell.
“What I’m trying to say is…”
“Don’t say, Duza. You were saying that Shar smells like grape fruit, not rats, but he didn’t know how to say it right,” Mori cut his words, huddle up my shoulder, placed my head on his shoulder and stick his nose to me neck. “Shar, you smell good.”
“You two! No bounding in this chamber, god damn alien sick bastards!” Duza shouted at me and Mori.
Zardaz laughed, “Well, nobody gives a fuck about Duza the stupid alien or what words coming from him, that’s why he never stop to get some attention. Maybe someone has to steal his ship and make him cry. What’s the big deal if every place smells like shit anyway? Do you get my point here, alien boy? Today is to safe Rouen.”
“Arrogant wild ugly alien devil is also trying to get attention here. I’ll knock you down soon. And you smell like those rats in the grave!” Duza yelled at Zardaz.
“I’ll kill you right away, stupid alien clown! Cut your throat and throw your head away from your body!”
“No can do, ugly alien devil! I’ll eat your heart first before you do that!”
“Do it now!” Zardaz said angrily. He landed a very hard laser punch straight to Duza’s face and the fight had just begun…
“Duza! Zardaz! Cut it out!” Mori tried to give them warning. “There’s no way to discuss unimportant conversation ended with fight here, at Rouen’s chamber. Do some respect please, both of you,” Mori tried to stop the conversation before our mouth fighting each other swearing nasty words.
“Fuck off, you alien sick bastard!” Duza yelled at Mori.
“Shit, please stop all of you,” Rouen said calmly. And then they all stop.
At last, we all gathered, sitting close to Rouen and face to each other. Rouen offered to all of us, who want to start first? He needs it from all of us, badly, reminding that time he was not healthy and losing some power.
“Not you, Shar. You are not the first.” Mori said to me.
Mori was the one who did it first. He cut his flesh and gave it to Rouen. And then the other started to join him, did the same thing, let Rouen ate our flesh. I was the last one. We could see how Rouen turned out to be better after that. The changing of his pale skin to healthy skin, red blushes on his face… and then, faster moves. It’s like a miracle. He suddenly got up from his bed and looked pretty fresh.“Be thankful to what you have got. You have saved me from hell and take me to heaven. Thanks a million,” he thanked to everybody, gave each of us a hug.

Old Activity

Yay, one thing is reminding me a lot about my activities that left behind.
I don`t forget about the nature and other living creatures thoo. I never do it lately just becuz of what? I am more seeing and meeting people lately and that makes me forget about enjoying the moment with nature.

Last time was... I had time sitting in balcony cuz the weather outside was vvv hot. I looked at the full moon about 1 and a half hours, felt the wind blows, hearing the sound all around in the night, not so crowded thoo. It`s not crowded, but the sound of night creatures were calming... Just feel it... I enjoyed it, really... It`s not just that, but I did close my eyes for some minutes and felt the air around me too, gathered with the nature of night... Feel so good...

For me, doing that is more fun then hanging out with friends, that`s how I feel...
"Other people might think that it`s a stupid thing to do." I think it`s not stupid. It`s help me to relaxing a bit. To calm down and refresh my mind. I also believe if the moon or the stars or the sun can give us power when we look at it and feel it with much attention we could ever feel it deep inside. Probably you think that it so stupid, but not.

Nyway...
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!!!!
I`ll be at home and not going anywhere tonight cuz, I`m sure that quiet perfect joint and relaxing is the best way to do this year ;)

Rowdysim

Ult-Junk
We're comin peace
No social jealousy
No Blackmail industry
The pure solution is the best for all

We ain't bullshitting you
So stop the bullshit
Friends together til the end
No more hurting each other
Other wise, we never better
Fuck!

Bring the peace
Brave your fucking soul
Bend over
Respect

Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Shit!
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Fuck!

Look at you people
Do you still have the cheaty mind in your fucking head?
How does the social jealousy infected your path?
You will never feel better when you get up from your bed
Because of what?
Because of you have no respect to your society side
Because you're still have nothing now and then
Do you think you're better and bigger huh?
You're still nothing but a shit fuck trash just like us
Wake up! Get concious!
This community will no longer be better if you can't stop collecting the mess
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
Fuckers

Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Shit!
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Fuck!

Speak up right when they want you to repeat your speech
Don't put the blame on anybody who doesn't understand anything
Don't jugde someone as a criminal if you don't understand the real fact is
That's too bad! That's too bad! That's too fucking bad!
Stop believing the news from those people who don't know the real problem, fuckers!
You're still nothing but a shit fuck trash just like us
Wake up! Get concious!
This community will no longer be better if you can't stop collecting the mess
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
You keep it grow
Fuckers

Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Shit!
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! (Say what?)
Clean this mess! Fuck!

Play (Drug Addict)

DRUKAMICA
download:
http://www.mediafire.com/?qglnymftvt6zhra
or
http://www.mediafire.com/?0taalh5eg7ja74a

TRANSLATION
Recorded stuff, a conversation, and very strange really. I listened to the conversation over and over and then I have nightmares. It was make me unhappy.
OK translation :

Today I feel the cold again.
All body.
And weaker.

Maybe the drug makes your body cold.
You stop and have not used it for 5 days.

Don't you know that I don't like this? You don't understand it.
It feels like... no power at all. Sometimes I can't sleep either.
I feel sick too when I eat something too.
If I take it again now maybe everything back to normal, like a very healthy person, do not need to lay in bed for days.
I'm so sick being a stupid in here, I want to go out.

Wait until you feel well and then you can go out right?

I want to go out now and take drugs.

If go out now and take drug everybody will freak out again, like yesterday.
Beside, more to take is not good and next is can't get out from the drug institution.

Last night Papa talked to me many things.
He said he will send me to the hospital right away.

Maybe Papa's right you have to go there, that's better.
Would it be better treatment?

Doctors, clean place, better treatment, I don't care.

You so stupid. Just do it the right a way without complaining all the time.
In the other way maybe...
Ooh... you would buy drugs again in case we don't watch.
That's a shame.

You know, I can use a little to stop using drugs, and I think, it is the only way for me, that's the best way to stop it.
Probably I will... quit slowly.

Ha! Quit slowly...
That's so stupid.
It is the same with you still use it and not stop.
Next would be the best way to...
Die.

You record this?

Sorry, sorry...

Technically DnB

It`s pretty fun went to the Drum&Bass party. The music was absolutely kickin ass fo good!!! Drinkin, smokin weeduh, jumpin. hushaushuahsuhausa. It`s cool hang out with some friends, I admit. Vvv cool. I really enjoy it. I think, it was cool cuz it`s with the music. Honestly, I was pretty strange there. Yup right, there were some friends, but when I`m around em, I don`t know why I feel vvv different. What`s the different? Dunno. Just different OK??? I`m different. I think I`m not good, and they all good. And they seemed strange to... the way they looked @ me.
Hey hey hey!!! It was a great party!!! OK???
Smile, smile... :))))))))

Unexpected Reunion

I felt a cold breeze last night. Rainy season begin, and the rain didn’t stop everyday. I hope next month will be no rain again. I feel cold for a long time. The air was very cold. As usual, I sat on the top of the tallest building in the city, doing my stupid activity, the day dreaming.
The weather was very cold. I never thought that, the night was like the coldest winter seemed happen forever. Suddenly, the wind blew. That’s not the wind, but something. Something familiar, smelled like an old friend. I turned around. I tried to open my ear, so I can hear clearly what was going on around. I walked closer to the tip of the building. I saw the empty street, no one was there. And then, I turned around again. There’s someone I recognize, coming to me. He landed smoothly, smiled at me.
“Sorry to bother you,” he said.
“Hey, not at all,” I replied. He weakened his wings and degraded it a little. “What happened to your wings? It looks…”
“My wings changed colour. Silver is cool, don’t you think?” he smiled at me again, I smiled back. And then I heard a plop sound. His wings had gone of hide. He looked like a normal human after that.
I saw his shinning eyes. I didn’t notice how he could be in this place, found me here. He’s still the same with the last time I met him, looking fresh as always.
“What’s going on?” he asked.
He came in to the right time and the right place that night. I would explain to him what’s going on.
“I think I should move out,” I said.
“I see,” he said, and then he stood up, picked a cigarette. “Moving out?” he asked, gave me the cigarette, and lighted it up after I put it in my mouth.
“Thanks,” I said. “Yep. Moving out.”
“Why?” he asked me again.
“I smell danger around here and this place is no longer save for me, or us?” I replied.
“I found our friends died in the woods,” he said. “They must have been doing some autopsy to them before they threw them in the woods. And the other else must be kept in the hidden places.”
We’re silent for a while.
“How’s the Moesha?” I started new conversation. I hope it’s not the wrong question. If I ask him something, my first question is about him and his kind, Moesha’s breed.
“Fine, like always,” he said.
We’re silent for a while again, and then he started to talk, “I think we should stop writing something about us on the internet. It would convince everybody that we exist. What do you think?”
I smiled. “Hey, the internet is bullshit, though. They thought it’s a made up story, you know that? Are you trying to stop me doing that thing?”
“No, do what you want to do. We’re free to do anything we want. We have suffered enough dealing all of our problems and pretending what we’ve been writing is just made up stories,” he took a deep breath.
“They won’t find us, would they?” I asked.
“They won’t find us,” he said so unsure.

Placebo Cover - I Know

Yup here it is, my Placebo Cover - I Know...

My Remix Global

Blackout VS Oxide & Neutrino - Hey Mr. DJ VS No Good
BT - Force Of Gravity (Sojourn & Charly's Midnight Outro Mix)
Eminem - Cleaning Out My Closet (Devilicia Project Remix)
Inner City - Good Life (Labuena Vida en Notas Mix Plus)
Kai Tracid - Too Many Times (Trance & Acid Suicide Mix)
Kai Tracid - Voyager (Wrong Remix)
Michael Jackson - Don't Stop Til Get Enough (Trip On Liquid Mix)
Nine Inch Nails - Only (Skatercat Mix)
Paul Van Dyk - Seven Ways (Kernkraft Mix)
The Prodigy - Voodoo People (Storm Mix)
Zoot Woman - Automatic (Blaumond Remix)

You The Only One Who Can Give Me The Air So I Can Breathe

I could never get away
A never ending the lover's game
And I stay here all the day
Wishing all the things away

I just want to fly
Follow my mind
Only you, I have to find
Everything about you, blowin` my mind
I just want to go to where you are

But it`s just a cloudy day
You don't even see me there
I really don't know where
Which way
I can't pull these things away
Here comes, the rain
Then I think of you again

You're the only one who can give me the air so I can breathe
I will always love you, want you to reply so I won`t cry
You're the only one who can give me the light so I won't die
You're the only one, I will always love you
I will always love you
You're the only one

earlier version
acoustic version
band version

Been Bullied

They had bullied me and I lost 2 millions. Damn!!! And my brother was a part of it...
DAMN!

Wreck It

This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
Boys and girls don`t cry
I am a fucking guy

I bring it other way
Your world to the Bi
Got the balls on me
You gotta give me greet
You`re the day on meat
You gonna miss the bleed
You know that I...
That I meet you thoo
Gotta know what's here
You gotta love me
You could damned in here
You dumb, I`m a gay
You know that me...
It`s me me me
You gotta know
I`m the man infront
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!

This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
This time, I wanna show you who I am
This time, you know what kind of man I am
This time, I don`t wanna lie again
Boys and girls don`t cry
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!
On the fire, wreck it!

Unfinished Journey

I never feel it. Time after time, year by year, all pass by and I never change a bit. I think I’m just a lonely creature. Very lonely, and always want to be alone.
Last night I was on the top of the Tower, watching the city sides. A quiet crowded. From up there, I could see the people walking pass by the streets, very clear, with my magical eyes I have. Even If I want to jump from the tower, I would do it happily. And I would land down there smoothly. I can fly like a bird. Fly to where ever I want. I can move fast, and human eyes can’t catch me.
I looked at those small humans down there! I’m glad I could still respect them, not like my other kind. Sometimes I help humans. My friends always think that I’m stupid and dumb. They never agree if I give them much attention and taking care of human’s business. I think I did great so far, that’s not wrong. There are so many of our kinds living around human. Sharing or gathering, or mind their business, for me is the normal thing to do. As long as I don’t have problem to handle them, it doesn’t mind.
“We will close soon, boy,” the security guy spoke to me. “You’re not running away from home aren’t you?”
I only shook my head without words. If I could, I could finish him right on time there, shock him to death. But I’m not in the mood. I took the elevator and went down, left the Tower. I walked to the avenue.
I walked far, passed through the city library, and finally reached the next park. At that time, I heard the animal sounds. I was not far from the zoo. Shock the animal to death sounded fun. Maybe that would make me calm. Animal’s flesh isn’t having the same taste with human’s flesh. Not as good as it.
I zapped to the pool, moved fast through the gate. It’s almost dawn and that place was very quiet like a dead park with only low lighting. I watched the Dolphin Pool. It’s not in the inside and pretty big. I dug down on the other side of the pool. And then I saw a dolphin swim right through me. I put my hands in the water to touch it.
“Do you want me to shock you to death?” I asked the dolphin.The dolphin replied with whistle. It’s not bad talking with the animal. Sometimes I feel like they know what I’m saying. See, animal is not like human. I think they are more mellow compare to them. Well, of course they don’t want me to shock them to death. I asked them a stupid question.