Jonny Lang Cover - Rack 'Em Up

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Just vocal & Piano. Download here to listen...

NEVER FEEL SAVE WITHOUT YOU

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download song: http://www.mediafire.com/?wahhxvwbz1vb4yp
-first collaboration with Lamonda Brown (http://monnieb.dmusic.net)

I'm losin' everything but I keep standing still infront of you
You're givin' in and tryin' to make it all so beautiful
Without you this world wouldn't be so impure
And I know

You feel the dream, you ease my pain
Even when I'm gone
Every street, you walk across to save me

I never feel better without you, never feel save without you
wrap your arms around me and take me away from harm
Give me love
Truly love
Don't look back
I know you want to
Show me all the thing you've got, never let me down
And you don't have to tell me what's inside your heart
I know that you, I know that you, I know that

Your love is really come from the deepest heart inside your soul
You're innocent smiles, so beautiful
Without you this world wouldn't be so impure
And I know

You feel the dream, you ease my pain
Even when I'm gone
Every street, you walk across to save me

I never feel better without you, never feel save without you
wrap your arms around me and take me away from harm
Give me love
Truly love
Don't look back
I know you want to
Show me all the thing you've got, never let me down
And you don't have to tell me what's inside your heart
I know that you, I know that you, I know that

Intrl :
You are stronger
I'm sorry I've done so many wrong
I'm crying when you're not around
Lonely tears waiting for you coming home
You coming home
And you coming home

Time's Up

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My time will up. May will over. And I've stayed in this little place about 1 years. Time's running so fast. I should do somethin starting June. I couldn't pay everything, bills, food for myself to keep living and the other things, so I have to find a better job. Could be any job but good one. So, if I'm going to be kick out from this area, that's OK. I'll pay anyway for this month. I don't care where will I stay and sleep next. :P I'm laughing at this problem, yeah LOL!!! Think straight too. Maybe I'll go back to my fucking country and leave this fuckin' planet, I will this year. Need more money thoo!!! I hate the 'word' money, it controls everything, controls live. But that's the way that thing made.
My school fucked up too, I don't care :P
I'll be okay. I should help myself. Do something with my own fuckin hands. I was raised to live alone, broken, in slavery, and those other damn fuckin things.
I don't want to type shit anymore. I'm fuckin sick n tired.

HAHHH!!!!!!!

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I don't know what's goin on here. I know I've done a terrible thing but I keep on doing it until now, and I couldn't stop. I'm poor now. Nothing left. I don't know what am I suppose to do next. I won't sell myself for money. And I'll never sell my creation for money. But I'm stuck in a bad situation here....
I hate it. I hate of money controls everything and this life isn't given for free Fuck that shit! I'm fucking mad about that fucking situation thing!!!!
I didn't say that nobody would help. I didn't say that. There are some of them, who cares about my life, helping me to be tough and giving me everything I need, even in my dream. Yes, all just a dream and I made it up. I don't know when this gonna be end and I'm sick and tired of all this things.
Who ever you are,... FUCK YOU!!! Sorry I said that! I'm following my hands, and my hands typed that, whether I did it unpurpose or not, I don't care. But I still can say to you I'm sorry I said that I didn't mean too. Right now I'm so fuckin' drunk and uncouncious!!! Feels so fuckin' great thoooo!! Fuck myself then!!!! I'm nothing and I'm goin' down!!! Fuck myself!!! I could do something better for this living but not like this. That's a fucking goddamm shame!! I should get a job or something, I should grow up or something, but... Helll!!!!!! I'm so fuckin' stubborn and pain in the ass!! How could I make my dad proud of me when I'm like this????? A loser for 100000000000000 years??? FU******* Fuuuuuuck!!!!!Fuck!!!!!!!! I'm not losing my temper here. I'm not a bad temper type. See, I'm patient enuff to handle everything, but I keep destroying myself to burn, I don't know why. I'm born to destroy myself that's why!!! So, don't give a shit about me, nobody will do!!! Even the loving one!!! :P Sorry to said this too, my love. I just have a fucked up condition now here. So, let it pass by. *puke*
See, lone-ranger, drinking alone, and ugly fuckin' music on, and what??? Vodka in the rocks?? I've been to the alcoholic rehab center once, and I don't want to go back there!!! And my family was very shameful for that and judge me "HEY! YOU GAVE BAD NAME FOR THE FAMILY!!!" Bad name?????? After all this time, I've been sacreficing my self in pain and depressing bein a slave just to do as they told me to, obey them with respect and get ride of my "rebelination" just for them, but... What??? They don't know me at all???? So what?????????? They dont' understand me and never give me support for what I've done anyway!!!! They thought my creation were SHIT!!! Yeah. FUCK their thoughts! I'm still exist doing my stupid fuckin creation, sooo???
Shit I'm drunk!!! That's enuff...
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Addicted

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I've been playing with my brain
Never feel the pain
When it feels like heaven's sky
I lost everything I own
Far away from home
Unforgiven

I'm addicted and I won't stop to play with mind
I belong into the bad world, rare world
I'm addicted and I won't stop to see, let me love
I've been fooling lost mine everywhere

The wounded stop
When I locked myself from the crowd
Here I am, I'm in hell
I lost everything I own
Far away from home
Unforgiven

Boy Hardcore

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Don't put yourself in trouble
You never tried to make everything easier to get better
You never found a better way to be pleased
Don't try to destruct yourself, boy
No more tears
No more bleeds
No more crimes
No more sacrifice
You still stuck in the middle trapped with those fuckers
You... You... You

Boy hardcore!!

So this is your dead lists?
You want to shoot your head with a gun?
You want to jump from the 36th floor?
You want to hang your head with the rope?
You want to cut your wrist with a knife?
You want to drink the poison?
You want to sleep on the road and waiting for the car crash you?
You want to sit on the railway and waiting for the train smashes you?
You... You...

Boy hardcore!!

You hate it, when you found youself there
You haven't felt yourself, like you was born again in this world
You hate it, hate this people, this place, and this life
You hate this living
You hate this lie
You want to die!

Boy hardcore!

Sexual Desire

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One smile
Would you leave me just a while
It would be so fine
And I'm not asking more
I have this chance
Working hard to feel this life
And follow the path
Trying hard to find the way
With my own hand
I will

Show you all I've got to make you see
Let you know that
Sexual desire doesn't, work for real love, you see?
Don't you understand that self respect is the best way
Sexual desire doesn't count

Hold on
Would you listen for a while
It would be so nice
And I won't ask you more
I'll give you time
To learn and understand
And show you the path
Try my best to show your way
With my own hand
I will

Show you all I've got to make you see
Let you know that
Sexual desire doesn't, work for real love, you see?
Don't you understand that self respect is the best way
Sexual desire doesn't count

Aint's Shit

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Put dat fuckin' plate, shutcha mouth, and treat me better
Don't fuck wit ravin' cuz ya neva give a damn with ma life
Am so sad, really fuckin bad
Sittin' there all night, fuckin dunno where Am at
Whatta heck, wacthem trip when ya spin your trancy track
Ya fuck dat, silly like I bitch in da back
I'd rather have joint on the back wit them guys and gettin high
Until I feel more alive
Have a better day, Just like I wanna be
Gettin trouble suck in the back it won't take a long time
When I went back to raving, OMG
I feel better
I fly higher
Everything's louder
When time to break, ya treat me drink I feel more better
And then you wanna smoke shit at the back stage
Too bad I've sucked It all, no shit for ya
I know whatchu gonna say, Chad : "Charly you aint's shit!"

Once again one some!
Needs more stuff to warm up
All the raver gettin' mad with ruff trance in the club
I went to floor and met a girl named Annette
She's so fresh but she hung on muthafuckin' crack
She talked to me and wonderin' why am so damn close with Kaj-a
She said if she's the one she thinks it would be more bet-ta
Fuck that, I don't want him to share
Cuz the only one man with fuckin' gun is mine
She told me that night, she wanted to fuck with Kaj, shit
In your dream, bitch. You're not gonna make it
Better idea, grab her dance around and I kissed, licked her tiny muthafuckin' lips
So fuckin' good, she's on the fuckin mood
Then all become so silent and the ravin' got screw
The DJ went mad, hit my fuckin' head
I know whatchu gonna say, Chad : "Charly you aint's shit!"

Joint Alone + Lawnmoner

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Joint Alone
Lawnmoner

Scratch Me

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Tie me, scratch me into dead
Scratch me all, scratch me
Fading, undesirable
Scratching, it's scratching me
One by one they're gone
It's so, scratch me into dead
Scratching
I just can't stop hurting myself
Scratch me into dead, scratch me

Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me

I can't feel the encumbrance
My specialty is taking me to spoil myself
Weary of you and everything in this world
I'm scratching, scratching inside
And after their gone
People talking about wealth
Scratching
Sick and it scratch me inside
Scratch me into dead, scratch me

Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me into dead
Scratch me

Scratch me into dead
How scurrilous I feel inside
Just like scuttlebutt
Hiding myself in the morgue
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I'm hunting his stuff!!!
I don't think you know what I'm talking about.
Hehehe.
Maybe you don't even know who he is. :-)
I wish I could have all of his vinyls without going back again to Homburg!

Whoaaa!!!

Tripping! Tripping! Tripping! PPO (Pura-pura tripping)! Heheheh.

Loser

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Loser

Easy...
I could take it away
And make it better
What the hell
Look in the mirror
I see other face anywhere
It's so unreal
My world is just my illusion

Noisy voices everywhere
Make me can't breath anymore
And I should go anywhere
Scamper...
Loony faces in my head
Couldn't make me think all right
I'm a prick, I'm a bitch, I'm so sick
Eat shit!
What the hell!

Loser...

Tell me...
If you want me to leave
It might be better
Don't be shy
It's not a problem
I get use to be blame in the first place
Not so painful
Cuz that's just my illusion

Noisy voices everywhere
Make me can't breath anymore
And I should go anywhere
Scamper...
Loony faces in my head
Couldn't make me think all right
I'm a prick, I'm a bitch, I'm so sick
Eat shit!
What the hell!

Loser...

Make Luv

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At last I found that song! The song from 'AXE PULSE COMMERCIAL'
Room 5 - Make Luv

I like to party
everybody does..
make love and listen to the music
you've go to let yourself go..go..go
make love and listen to the music
go..go..go
make love and listen to the music
you've got to let yourself go..go..go..go
make love and listen to the music
make love and listen to the music
you've got to let yourself go..go..go..go

Soulmate

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Soulmate
Open the gate
I don't want to stuck longer
Wandering...

Soulmate
Don't come too late
I don't want to wait longer
Shivering

See you in the shadow
We will be together
Loving you, soulmate
Think about tomorrow
Last hope is forever
Loving you...

Sick Of This Life

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no more lies
can't i handle it?
in this ordinary world
life has no meaning for me
anymore

never know how i really feel
or recognize myself
who am i today?
or who am i tomorrow?
i just want to live alone
in a misery

can i change myself
to the real me
in this ordinary world
life has no meaning for me
anymore

never know how i really feel
or recognize myself
who am i today?
or who am i tomorrow?
i just want to live alone
in a misery

sick of these lies
sick of these lies
sick of these lies
sick of these lies

Padhang sithik

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ya ampun si bjat aadn!!! ini comment-nya dia :
hehehe... dang kok blogmu dadi rodo padang, wis mari po edanmu ?? hahaha
Sante wae walupun postingane ra mutu, sing penting posting... hidup ra mutu!!
sinuwune solo | Email | 02.21.04 - 1:31 am | #

oh my dear

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oh my dear, you are stupid fucking kid
you walk around the corner and always swallow your spit
oh my dear, you are stupid fucking kid
kick a rock with little act saying keep it real
wash your hand
tryin'tha live in your dream
tryin'tha learn to know that this world is big
whatcha step and walk with your eyes
why do ya do ya putcha confusion in front of ya
whatcha back it's bigger than me
can't you see the different
between the right and the wrong thing
among those people
get a life
open your eyes
and admit that you're...
the real fucking kid

stupid fucking kid!

PISAH PISUH

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RASAH NGATUR-NGATUR!!!!!!!!!
MINGGATO KONOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
WONG AKU WIS UREP TENTREM KOYO NGENE, MALAH MBOK RUSOHI
PADAHAL AKU BLAS ORA KENAL KOWE
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Solitude

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Long time ago
I wish for
Go home again
I miss my old friend
I'd love to
Go back again

Stay in my room
Watching the dark
Inside me

Feeling Good

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Is that ok if my wish coming thru?
What I want is to get rid of you
And I wish that it would be a way comin' thru
Then I will rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good

Is that ok if I'm here without you?
What I want is to kick you out the room
And I want some good things without you
But I still want to rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good