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sinuwune solo | Email | 02.21.04 - 1:31 am | #

oh my dear

oh my dear, you are stupid fucking kid
you walk around the corner and always swallow your spit
oh my dear, you are stupid fucking kid
kick a rock with little act saying keep it real
wash your hand
tryin'tha live in your dream
tryin'tha learn to know that this world is big
whatcha step and walk with your eyes
why do ya do ya putcha confusion in front of ya
whatcha back it's bigger than me
can't you see the different
between the right and the wrong thing
among those people
get a life
open your eyes
and admit that you're...
the real fucking kid

stupid fucking kid!

PISAH PISUH

ASUUUUUUUUU KABEEEEEEEEEEH!!!!!!
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EMANGE IKI URIPE SOPOOOOOOOOOO??????
MBOK RASAH NGURUSI WONG LIYO THO YOOOOOOOO YOOOOOO!!!!!
TOBAAAAAAAAT... TOBAAAAAAT...
WONG AKU RATAU NGOPO-NGOPO KOK DITUDUH SAKKAREPE......
PIYE THO IKIIIIIIIII??????
MBOK UWIS!!!!! BUNGKEM COCOTMU NDAAAAAAAAANG!!!!!
NJALUKMU OPO THOOO??????????
WIS!!!! RASAH NGURUSI URIPE WONG LIYOOOOOOOO!!!!
RASAH NGATUR-NGATUR!!!!!!!!!
MINGGATO KONOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
WONG AKU WIS UREP TENTREM KOYO NGENE, MALAH MBOK RUSOHI
PADAHAL AKU BLAS ORA KENAL KOWE
KOWE SOPO
ANAKKE SOPO
RUPAMU PIYE
AKU RANGERTI BABAR BLAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!!!
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ISINE SILIT THOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Solitude

Long time ago
I wish for
Go home again
I miss my old friend
I'd love to
Go back again

Stay in my room
Watching the dark
Inside me

Feeling Good

Is that ok if my wish coming thru?
What I want is to get rid of you
And I wish that it would be a way comin' thru
Then I will rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good

Is that ok if I'm here without you?
What I want is to kick you out the room
And I want some good things without you
But I still want to rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good

Don't Wanna Be Protected & Untitled

stay still
don't go far away from the house
don't do something stupid
don't drink
don't smoke
don't stay up late at night
it's time to go to bed
don't behave like a child
go finish your school
don't let us down
we love you that's why we want you to do something good...
something good...

So stupid!

Break all your rules and I'm skippin' school
I choose to wasting all my time with bunch of useful things
Fuck all your rules, no matter I'm about to fall
I choose to fuck around and do the useful things

I'm drunk
I smoke
I am a stupid fool who walk with bare foot
I break your heart
I'm so sorry, I can't live with all your rules
I don't wanna be protected

Fuck all your rules and I'm finally gone
I choose to breaking all your command, i'll punch you back
Suck all the power, no matter I'm about to fall
I choose to stay alone and free to do anything I want


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is that ok if my wish coming thru?
what i want is to ged rid of you
and i wish that it would be a way comin' thru
then i will rescue you
and the day goes by i would be there with you
without a promise i'm waiting like a fool
when you here i always have nothing to do
i wanna be alone in my room

look at me, i'm feeling good (4 times)

is that ok if i'm here without you?
what i want is to drive you out the room
and i want some good things without you
but i still want to rescue you
and the day goes by i would be there with you
without a promise i'm waiting like a fool
when you here i always have nothing to do
i wanna be alone in my room

look at me, i'm feeling good ( 4 times)

Perfect Mirror

I will cry for a while, if I think of you
It's my fault, I never realize
So, everybody's right and I'm wrong
I have no price

Just because I was hurt, I can't complain
You are a perfect mirror of the angel
In my heart

download

In The Dark

how many sound i heard
is how much i feel my nerd
get me out, drive me away
how many sin i had
is how many i get love
let me down, tear me apart

close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you hug me in the dark
close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you touch me in the dark

just one man i wish
be here to comfort me
marry me, separate me
how many dream i had
wouldn't make me feel alright
hold me tight, give me your heart

close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you hug me in the dark
close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you touch me in the dark

close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
in the dark...
close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
in the dark...

baru selesai dibikin although terlalu monoton, malah monoton bgt! judulnya apa yo enaknya? in the dark? hmmm.
gila nih.. selama bbrp hari ini aktif bikin lagu terus. bulan desember minggu terakhir,itung udah bikin sekitar 4 lagu. wuihhh...
bariki libur sik ah bikin lagunya. ganti aktiviti nulis AVC wae... hehehe...
kejar dl, tahun depan mesti di upgrade. ndak lali

Different Place (Just Us)

Time will change
Not to be at the moment that you couldn't see
I care to waste for more than I could do instead
And let you feel the blood upon my scar
I believe, could give you immortality
I raised in darkness
And I'll give you all about me
We have to break the crowd
In the different place
Just you and me
And I will teach you how to kill
Your entire pain
We'll melt it down

Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll give you all the power of immortality

Now you've changed
Not again a person who lives in the light
I have to show you, how it feels to hunting in the night
And let you feel, my blood upon your scar
I believe, you're now a new born immortal
We're raised in darkness
And we would be what we should have been
We have to break the crowd
In the different place
Just you and me
And I will teach you how to kill
Your entire pain
We'll melt it down

Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll give you all the power of immortality

Different Place (just us)

time will change
not to be at the moment that you couldn't see
i care to waste for more than i could do instead
and let you feel the blood upon my scar
i believe, could give you immortality
i raised in darkness
and i'll give you all about me
we have to break the crowd
in the different place
just you and me
and i will teach you how to kill
your entire pain
we'll melt it down

just us...
i will never let you down
i'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
just us...
i will never let you down
i'll give you all the power of immortality

now you've changed
not again a person who lives in the light
i have to show you, how it feels to hunting in the night
and let you feel, my blood upon your scar
i believe, you're now a new born immortal
we're raised in darkness
and we would be what we should have been
we have to break the crowd
in the different place
just you and me
and i will teach you how to kill
your entire pain
we'll melt it down

just us...
i will never let you down
i'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
just us...
i will never let you down
i'll give you all the power of immortality

Evritaim

i don't mean to notice
when you come inside
simple thing you told me
and i never melt

evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move

i'm not sure if it's true
cuz you never say
i don't want to wait again
i don't have much time

evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move

when i get use to be lay down and wish you come to rush in
and left all my reality into your best fantasy
and evritaim you gone away, i....
evritaim you scan, i wouldn't
wouldn't have to be the other outer me...

evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move
evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move

Standing Still

you try to awake me
waiting for me to kill
all of your lonelinesss
wouldn't feel so different
give you my night syndrome
cuz i am an ostrasize

the day with all your loving
and when i never worry
turning just to see you standing still
into the dark, when i was hoping
all of my dreams remind me
when i watch you there, i'm falling
and see you standing still

My Boyfriend is A Gay

my boyfriend is a gay
i found out when he met his friend that day
they kissed and went to a place to make it out
i couldn't believe my eyes
he sticked his dick to his ass
pushed him againts the wall
and oh oh

wastage
if i try to get away
wastage
if i try to break away
wastage
if i'm leavin' him, so
wastage
when i'm gone

my boy friend is a gay
i told him to come in my house with his love
feels good when i see him fuck, i sit on the couch
i couldn't believe my eyes
he screams so beautiful when he fucked
i'm addicted watching two boys fuck in my bed
oh oh

wastage
if i try to get away
wastage
if i try to break away
wastage
if i'm leavin' him, so
wastage
when i'm gone

Pakabar

hehehehe. pa kabar pakabar.. onlen dari rumah nih! udah bisa cing!
hihihihihihi....
asiiik asiiiik asikkk jrot!

gw pingin cpet-cpet launching kaset. sebarin ke bdg, jkt, ykt, dll..

bisa cepet ora ya?

udah dulu ahhhh...

mentang2 udah bisa onlen dari rumah, bukan berarti 'ngedur'. duite sopo sing arep nggo mbayar telpun he??? (yo mbuh)..

dadah silitmu bedah!!!!!!!!!

Poison & Tears

somewhere to go
in the night
poison and tears
on the sight
now i can't deny
and we shall see
the truth in me

thinking of you
in the night
poison and tears
on the sight
would you come for me
i want you to feel
the truth in me

wasting down my time too long with you
i've got to show what i feel
you'll believe in me
we are not different
and i feel that you also feel the same way with me
then i would tell you
i've been down on the poison and tears
will you feel lonely when i felt that way
i only want to know
our love, is it true?

Lagi ada kegiatan

beli vga kard, trus sekalian beli hardisk 80 GB, duit thr langsung ludes.
komputer bisa dipake lagi!! hore!!!
mung rungiso onlen dari rumah. fuck!

kesibukan yo ngene ini:
- editing AVC Aznel' 12 bab.
- recording live2 akustik & of course puasa jln trus. hehehe...
lagu i'm a queen, drunken face & so long.

i'm a queen

i'm a queen
i'm a high class
i'm a princess but i still don't know who you are
i'm a gold
i'm a palace
i'm a diamond
but i don't understand you

are you a beggar?
are you a low class?
you're just a pig
you don't know who you are
it's a metaphor

Jonny Jonny

XXX...kangen sama jonny...XXX



jarang bgt nonton jonny di layar kaca. mengingat jarang nonton tv ato liat2 klip musik. di rumah, paling muk denger genjrengan dia thok. :(. dan lagi, kopian cd yang isinya klip2/live2 yang ada dia ludes semua alias ilang. hiks hiks...

padahal dia pas lagi live keren pol aksine...

si Jonny ini ternyata udah sempet rilis album solo, soundtrack to the film 'Bodysong', yang rilis Oktober 27.


Full trek list :

'Moon Trills'
'Moon Mall'
'Trench'
'Iron Swallow'
'Clockwork Tin Soldiers'
'Convergence'
'Nudnik Headache'
'Peartree'
'Splitter'
'Bode Radio/Glass Light/Broken Hearts'
'24 Hour Charleston' (bareng collin' kakaknye).
'Milky Drops From Heaven'
'Tehellet'



tiba-tiba kok kepikiran sesuatu?? apa coba ber'jonny greenwood' style ajah ahh ya?

Kesibukan minggu ini

hore..ngenet siang-siang. hehe. hampir sore ding...

wingi aku wes kirim paketan ke boss ini. mudah2an ora nyasar. hehehe..

akhir minggu ini, semua persediaan buku bacaan di rumah udah dilumat kabeh, terakhir baca bukunya jostein gaarder - misteri soliter - (buku liyo karangan dia shopie's world..). gila sehari ludes. hehehe. aku nyet seneng gitu yen baca buku. baca sehari langsung rampung, itu yo yen bukune ora patio mboseni diwoco. yen wes asik ngono dadi males dolan2. paling tiduran di kamar sambil baca buku. sekarang sampe baca-baca terus nganti bosen, mending baca buku baru...wuuu ora.. buku2 lawas dibaca2 lagi sangking raono dalan nggo ngilangi bt mergo raono komputer di rumah. :(

lagi wingi, aku jalan-jalan ke gramedia, pinginnya cari bacaan baru, tapi malah sama skali ora tuku opo-opo. nyobo golek fingerprints #4, tapi raono. sempet ktemu sama mbakyu ren, dilit thok.

malem, pergi lagi ngerterke om & tante ndut senam, sama filipo. eehhh... trus abis itu malah jalan2 sama filipo ke matahari (kunjungan spontan..hehehe)...

yen jalan2, dulu sukanya liat2/beli2 kaset/cd/vcd. tapi sekarang, setelah kondisi kantong ndak sama lagi seperti dulu, I lebih seneng liat2/beli2 komik ato buku. Yem misale ngunjungi mal2 ato toko2 gedhe, pertama yang dituju pasti toko bukunya. sama koyo kedaden wingi bengi, begitu masuk mall singosaren, langsung ke toko buku perintis. hihihihi. dan akhire, ketemu juga fingerprints #4. tuku cahhhh!!! :D Pas pulang, langsung ora tertarik karo opo-opo selain moco buku kui nganti rampung - trus micek. baca buku serial itu ternyata ada ndak enaknya, soalnya mesti penasaran sama cerita lanjutannya. jadi pingin baca yang #5. Di'sono' udah nyampe #7, tapi disini masih #4. berarti khan bisa aja jadi 'kriminal kreditkard bapak' lagi trus beli lanjutannya ato buku2 liyane sing luweh setil. hussss!!!

Poso poso ngopo?

poso meneh leeee!!
but inyong rak poso... hehehe ~_*

akhirnya setelah break brp bulan karena vga rusak, kmaren pinjem komputer kantor & nginstall acid, langsung bikin 3 lagu 'elek bgt & wagu'. bikinnya raiso asyik, soale kapasitas smpling terbatas, & komputer kantor ora dirancang khusus nggo 'musikaria' hehe. rapopolah, yang penting iso ngacid, mergo beberapa hari ini isinya bt teros (bt = buang tai???? :D)...

tadi siang juga udah 'bengak-bengok', latian vokal 'project poso', 'morning suck' & 'euthanasia'. suwe ora 'bengak-bengok' rasane gatel, dudu gathel lho yo. penyakit batuk serak & pilek wes sembuh, jane ojo mari sik, soale yen pas loro watuk pilek suarane dadi ngerock tenan, malah seneng bisa punya suara 'berat' & 'serak-serak ngerock' hihihi. untung deh, waktu di bulungan kmaren masih terserang itu penyakit. suaranya jadi keren!! coba sakit batuk-serak-pileknya ndak usah sembuh ya?? (lho! malah pilih loro! huedian! :D)...

logo karo saver-e tiesto setil2, tp sayang aku  raiso donlod. :( :P

Darkened

Night life has come.
And the time seems very short when I wake up from my sleep.
I like prefer to spent my time alone at night, no mortals.
Alone without mortal is the answer for my life.
Why?
You know the mortals....
They have so much will.
Attention, love, needs, wealth, and wishes.
I don't like to hurt mortals, honestly.
I prefer to stay away from them because I might hurt them accidentally.
The point is not about sucking their blood or make fun of them.
I just don't want to refuse them at any matters.
You probably understand, mortals have feelings.
Strong feeling...
From now own,..
I would like to say goodbye for the mortals...
I'm immortal. I can't always stay close again to the mortals.
Why?
Giving attention to the mortal will cause a damage.
Well, mortal...
Sorry if I've done something wrong...
As an immortal, I think I've given you mellow relationship and I never hurt
anybody.
I don't want to hurt anybody anymore.
Keep on seeing mortal, although I never hurt them,...
that's not the best solution...
The hurt is not coming from me.
They make their pain coming and hurt them self.
I'd be happy to be alone again...
Beyond the reach of god's faith.
In the darkened room.
Surrounded by the smell of the purest weed.