Feeling Good

Is that ok if my wish coming thru?
What I want is to get rid of you
And I wish that it would be a way comin' thru
Then I will rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good

Is that ok if I'm here without you?
What I want is to kick you out the room
And I want some good things without you
But I still want to rescue you

And the day goes by I would be there with you
Without a promise I'm waiting like a fool
When you here I always have nothing to do
I wanna be alone in my room

Look at me
I'm feeling good

Don't Wanna Be Protected & Untitled

stay still
don't go far away from the house
don't do something stupid
don't drink
don't smoke
don't stay up late at night
it's time to go to bed
don't behave like a child
go finish your school
don't let us down
we love you that's why we want you to do something good...
something good...

So stupid!

Break all your rules and I'm skippin' school
I choose to wasting all my time with bunch of useful things
Fuck all your rules, no matter I'm about to fall
I choose to fuck around and do the useful things

I'm drunk
I smoke
I am a stupid fool who walk with bare foot
I break your heart
I'm so sorry, I can't live with all your rules
I don't wanna be protected

Fuck all your rules and I'm finally gone
I choose to breaking all your command, i'll punch you back
Suck all the power, no matter I'm about to fall
I choose to stay alone and free to do anything I want


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is that ok if my wish coming thru?
what i want is to ged rid of you
and i wish that it would be a way comin' thru
then i will rescue you
and the day goes by i would be there with you
without a promise i'm waiting like a fool
when you here i always have nothing to do
i wanna be alone in my room

look at me, i'm feeling good (4 times)

is that ok if i'm here without you?
what i want is to drive you out the room
and i want some good things without you
but i still want to rescue you
and the day goes by i would be there with you
without a promise i'm waiting like a fool
when you here i always have nothing to do
i wanna be alone in my room

look at me, i'm feeling good ( 4 times)

Perfect Mirror

I will cry for a while, if I think of you
It's my fault, I never realize
So, everybody's right and I'm wrong
I have no price

Just because I was hurt, I can't complain
You are a perfect mirror of the angel
In my heart

download

In The Dark

how many sound i heard
is how much i feel my nerd
get me out, drive me away
how many sin i had
is how many i get love
let me down, tear me apart

close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you hug me in the dark
close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you touch me in the dark

just one man i wish
be here to comfort me
marry me, separate me
how many dream i had
wouldn't make me feel alright
hold me tight, give me your heart

close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you hug me in the dark
close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
when you touch me in the dark

close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
in the dark...
close your eyes..
can't you see me there?
in the dark...

baru selesai dibikin although terlalu monoton, malah monoton bgt! judulnya apa yo enaknya? in the dark? hmmm.
gila nih.. selama bbrp hari ini aktif bikin lagu terus. bulan desember minggu terakhir,itung udah bikin sekitar 4 lagu. wuihhh...
bariki libur sik ah bikin lagunya. ganti aktiviti nulis AVC wae... hehehe...
kejar dl, tahun depan mesti di upgrade. ndak lali

Different Place (Just Us)

Time will change
Not to be at the moment that you couldn't see
I care to waste for more than I could do instead
And let you feel the blood upon my scar
I believe, could give you immortality
I raised in darkness
And I'll give you all about me
We have to break the crowd
In the different place
Just you and me
And I will teach you how to kill
Your entire pain
We'll melt it down

Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll give you all the power of immortality

Now you've changed
Not again a person who lives in the light
I have to show you, how it feels to hunting in the night
And let you feel, my blood upon your scar
I believe, you're now a new born immortal
We're raised in darkness
And we would be what we should have been
We have to break the crowd
In the different place
Just you and me
And I will teach you how to kill
Your entire pain
We'll melt it down

Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
Just us...
I will never let you down
I'll give you all the power of immortality

Different Place (just us)

time will change
not to be at the moment that you couldn't see
i care to waste for more than i could do instead
and let you feel the blood upon my scar
i believe, could give you immortality
i raised in darkness
and i'll give you all about me
we have to break the crowd
in the different place
just you and me
and i will teach you how to kill
your entire pain
we'll melt it down

just us...
i will never let you down
i'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
just us...
i will never let you down
i'll give you all the power of immortality

now you've changed
not again a person who lives in the light
i have to show you, how it feels to hunting in the night
and let you feel, my blood upon your scar
i believe, you're now a new born immortal
we're raised in darkness
and we would be what we should have been
we have to break the crowd
in the different place
just you and me
and i will teach you how to kill
your entire pain
we'll melt it down

just us...
i will never let you down
i'll teach you how to breathing so smooth and slowly
just us...
i will never let you down
i'll give you all the power of immortality

Evritaim

i don't mean to notice
when you come inside
simple thing you told me
and i never melt

evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move

i'm not sure if it's true
cuz you never say
i don't want to wait again
i don't have much time

evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move

when i get use to be lay down and wish you come to rush in
and left all my reality into your best fantasy
and evritaim you gone away, i....
evritaim you scan, i wouldn't
wouldn't have to be the other outer me...

evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move
evritaim you go
evritaim you move
evritaim you come
evritaim you move

Standing Still

you try to awake me
waiting for me to kill
all of your lonelinesss
wouldn't feel so different
give you my night syndrome
cuz i am an ostrasize

the day with all your loving
and when i never worry
turning just to see you standing still
into the dark, when i was hoping
all of my dreams remind me
when i watch you there, i'm falling
and see you standing still

My Boyfriend is A Gay

my boyfriend is a gay
i found out when he met his friend that day
they kissed and went to a place to make it out
i couldn't believe my eyes
he sticked his dick to his ass
pushed him againts the wall
and oh oh

wastage
if i try to get away
wastage
if i try to break away
wastage
if i'm leavin' him, so
wastage
when i'm gone

my boy friend is a gay
i told him to come in my house with his love
feels good when i see him fuck, i sit on the couch
i couldn't believe my eyes
he screams so beautiful when he fucked
i'm addicted watching two boys fuck in my bed
oh oh

wastage
if i try to get away
wastage
if i try to break away
wastage
if i'm leavin' him, so
wastage
when i'm gone

Pakabar

hehehehe. pa kabar pakabar.. onlen dari rumah nih! udah bisa cing!
hihihihihihi....
asiiik asiiiik asikkk jrot!

gw pingin cpet-cpet launching kaset. sebarin ke bdg, jkt, ykt, dll..

bisa cepet ora ya?

udah dulu ahhhh...

mentang2 udah bisa onlen dari rumah, bukan berarti 'ngedur'. duite sopo sing arep nggo mbayar telpun he??? (yo mbuh)..

dadah silitmu bedah!!!!!!!!!

Poison & Tears

somewhere to go
in the night
poison and tears
on the sight
now i can't deny
and we shall see
the truth in me

thinking of you
in the night
poison and tears
on the sight
would you come for me
i want you to feel
the truth in me

wasting down my time too long with you
i've got to show what i feel
you'll believe in me
we are not different
and i feel that you also feel the same way with me
then i would tell you
i've been down on the poison and tears
will you feel lonely when i felt that way
i only want to know
our love, is it true?

Lagi ada kegiatan

beli vga kard, trus sekalian beli hardisk 80 GB, duit thr langsung ludes.
komputer bisa dipake lagi!! hore!!!
mung rungiso onlen dari rumah. fuck!

kesibukan yo ngene ini:
- editing AVC Aznel' 12 bab.
- recording live2 akustik & of course puasa jln trus. hehehe...
lagu i'm a queen, drunken face & so long.

i'm a queen

i'm a queen
i'm a high class
i'm a princess but i still don't know who you are
i'm a gold
i'm a palace
i'm a diamond
but i don't understand you

are you a beggar?
are you a low class?
you're just a pig
you don't know who you are
it's a metaphor

Jonny Jonny

XXX...kangen sama jonny...XXX



jarang bgt nonton jonny di layar kaca. mengingat jarang nonton tv ato liat2 klip musik. di rumah, paling muk denger genjrengan dia thok. :(. dan lagi, kopian cd yang isinya klip2/live2 yang ada dia ludes semua alias ilang. hiks hiks...

padahal dia pas lagi live keren pol aksine...

si Jonny ini ternyata udah sempet rilis album solo, soundtrack to the film 'Bodysong', yang rilis Oktober 27.


Full trek list :

'Moon Trills'
'Moon Mall'
'Trench'
'Iron Swallow'
'Clockwork Tin Soldiers'
'Convergence'
'Nudnik Headache'
'Peartree'
'Splitter'
'Bode Radio/Glass Light/Broken Hearts'
'24 Hour Charleston' (bareng collin' kakaknye).
'Milky Drops From Heaven'
'Tehellet'



tiba-tiba kok kepikiran sesuatu?? apa coba ber'jonny greenwood' style ajah ahh ya?

Kesibukan minggu ini

hore..ngenet siang-siang. hehe. hampir sore ding...

wingi aku wes kirim paketan ke boss ini. mudah2an ora nyasar. hehehe..

akhir minggu ini, semua persediaan buku bacaan di rumah udah dilumat kabeh, terakhir baca bukunya jostein gaarder - misteri soliter - (buku liyo karangan dia shopie's world..). gila sehari ludes. hehehe. aku nyet seneng gitu yen baca buku. baca sehari langsung rampung, itu yo yen bukune ora patio mboseni diwoco. yen wes asik ngono dadi males dolan2. paling tiduran di kamar sambil baca buku. sekarang sampe baca-baca terus nganti bosen, mending baca buku baru...wuuu ora.. buku2 lawas dibaca2 lagi sangking raono dalan nggo ngilangi bt mergo raono komputer di rumah. :(

lagi wingi, aku jalan-jalan ke gramedia, pinginnya cari bacaan baru, tapi malah sama skali ora tuku opo-opo. nyobo golek fingerprints #4, tapi raono. sempet ktemu sama mbakyu ren, dilit thok.

malem, pergi lagi ngerterke om & tante ndut senam, sama filipo. eehhh... trus abis itu malah jalan2 sama filipo ke matahari (kunjungan spontan..hehehe)...

yen jalan2, dulu sukanya liat2/beli2 kaset/cd/vcd. tapi sekarang, setelah kondisi kantong ndak sama lagi seperti dulu, I lebih seneng liat2/beli2 komik ato buku. Yem misale ngunjungi mal2 ato toko2 gedhe, pertama yang dituju pasti toko bukunya. sama koyo kedaden wingi bengi, begitu masuk mall singosaren, langsung ke toko buku perintis. hihihihi. dan akhire, ketemu juga fingerprints #4. tuku cahhhh!!! :D Pas pulang, langsung ora tertarik karo opo-opo selain moco buku kui nganti rampung - trus micek. baca buku serial itu ternyata ada ndak enaknya, soalnya mesti penasaran sama cerita lanjutannya. jadi pingin baca yang #5. Di'sono' udah nyampe #7, tapi disini masih #4. berarti khan bisa aja jadi 'kriminal kreditkard bapak' lagi trus beli lanjutannya ato buku2 liyane sing luweh setil. hussss!!!

Poso poso ngopo?

poso meneh leeee!!
but inyong rak poso... hehehe ~_*

akhirnya setelah break brp bulan karena vga rusak, kmaren pinjem komputer kantor & nginstall acid, langsung bikin 3 lagu 'elek bgt & wagu'. bikinnya raiso asyik, soale kapasitas smpling terbatas, & komputer kantor ora dirancang khusus nggo 'musikaria' hehe. rapopolah, yang penting iso ngacid, mergo beberapa hari ini isinya bt teros (bt = buang tai???? :D)...

tadi siang juga udah 'bengak-bengok', latian vokal 'project poso', 'morning suck' & 'euthanasia'. suwe ora 'bengak-bengok' rasane gatel, dudu gathel lho yo. penyakit batuk serak & pilek wes sembuh, jane ojo mari sik, soale yen pas loro watuk pilek suarane dadi ngerock tenan, malah seneng bisa punya suara 'berat' & 'serak-serak ngerock' hihihi. untung deh, waktu di bulungan kmaren masih terserang itu penyakit. suaranya jadi keren!! coba sakit batuk-serak-pileknya ndak usah sembuh ya?? (lho! malah pilih loro! huedian! :D)...

logo karo saver-e tiesto setil2, tp sayang aku  raiso donlod. :( :P

Darkened

Night life has come.
And the time seems very short when I wake up from my sleep.
I like prefer to spent my time alone at night, no mortals.
Alone without mortal is the answer for my life.
Why?
You know the mortals....
They have so much will.
Attention, love, needs, wealth, and wishes.
I don't like to hurt mortals, honestly.
I prefer to stay away from them because I might hurt them accidentally.
The point is not about sucking their blood or make fun of them.
I just don't want to refuse them at any matters.
You probably understand, mortals have feelings.
Strong feeling...
From now own,..
I would like to say goodbye for the mortals...
I'm immortal. I can't always stay close again to the mortals.
Why?
Giving attention to the mortal will cause a damage.
Well, mortal...
Sorry if I've done something wrong...
As an immortal, I think I've given you mellow relationship and I never hurt
anybody.
I don't want to hurt anybody anymore.
Keep on seeing mortal, although I never hurt them,...
that's not the best solution...
The hurt is not coming from me.
They make their pain coming and hurt them self.
I'd be happy to be alone again...
Beyond the reach of god's faith.
In the darkened room.
Surrounded by the smell of the purest weed.

QUEEN OF NOISE IS OVER

solo - jkt, cileduk - bulungan
balik ke solo lagi dgn selamet! horeeee!
--suka dukanya--
sukanya :
kita sampai dgn selamet di cileduk, tempat dd crow. istirahat cukup, esoknya latian di legend studio, latiannya sukses, walo si boss besar cuma nyesuain 1 hari latian di jkt.
pas hari h, kita maennya di 'perempuan berteriak' enak! bisa dibilang devilicia project sukses!!
walopun menjelang terakhir acara setelah stepfoward manggung, kerusuhan terjadi, shg kubik ndak jadi maen....(maen ora ya? abis kerusuhan itu kita langsung pulang sih..)
dan 4 lagu yg kita bawain : 1. to destroy 2. fearless 3. dancing in the grave 4.not meant for me (jonathan davis cover), berhasil dibawakan dengan bagus, diiringi gitar extreme-nya imam & dd crow, juga betotan bass si jojo, dari awal - akhir lagu berhasil membuat para penonton 'ndomblong'. ndak tahu yang nonton 'ndomblong'nya karena apa...
kita di jkt makan istirahat terjamin, soalnya mas wondo sang road manager bener2 momong kita. hehehe...
apa lagi ya? saking banyaknya, jadi ndak bisa ditulis semua di sini..

dukanya :
asem! jadi trauma perjalanan darat pake mobil. susah tidur, takut, ndak bisa tenang di perjalanan, soalnya takut mobilnya nabrak dll. kalo kecelakaan mati gimana? tp alhamdulillah akhirnya tiba dgn selamat balik lagi ke kampung halaman.
waktu kita checksound, kita ndak puas. sampe kepikiran sebelum kita manggung nanti. 'gimana kalau pas kita main soundnya kacau?' payah pasti...eeee... tapi untung aja pas kita naik soundnya enak! hehehe...
kalau balik pulang, ndak bisa ketemu boss besar lagi... :((, tapi rapopo.. nanti pas lebaran juga ketemu. hehehe...
kita bawa camera digital, tapi kita ndak sempet nyuting pas kita manggung, masalahnya, baterenya abis!! huwaaaa!! pak gimbul sih! gak dipake dinyalain terus, jadi ya abis tu batere. rapopo, sing penting maine asiik..!! coba bawa kru sendiri! pasti lancar! tapi mengingat uang ganti transport yang dikasih sama panitia, kita ndak mungkin bawa kru banyak2. bawa mobil sendiri sih iya, tapi hanya muat buat 5 orang. huh...

acessories :
- lampu clubbing sapu 2
- lampu clubbing stick 2 ( yang satu putus, tapi malah bisa buat kerlip2an waktu pegang mic, lampu yang putus nyala terus. padahal rencana, 2 lampu stik itu bkl dimaini pas bagian melody lagu 'feaarless').
- bedak bayi yg harganya murah. buat lempar2 di atas panggung.
- pyur kerlap-kerlip...
- gelang punkers 1
- sarung tangan lengan 3 biji (2 dipake yang satu di pake ama imam)
- males nulis yg laine. lupa...

selama show kita berjalan :
sebelum naik panggung, tak corengi pipi kiwo tengen sik ala indian di belakang panggung, di belakang panggung gelap bgt dan ada kaca yang gedhe. biar terang dan corengannya ndak blepotan, tak urupke sik lampu clubbing sing stick. corengan indian itu ndak sekedar iseng lhoo..tapi corengan itu bg ku bisa nambah spirit waktu manggung di atas. rambut ndak sempet di gatsby wax lagi, padahal udah ndak terlalu kaku (tapi masih ngepunk, hehehe), soalnya kita nungguin hampir brapa jam ya? dari jam 7 pokoknya (baru maen jam setengah 12 hiks!). dd crow, imam & jojo naik duluan test suara equipment. begitu beres, aku genti sing naik, test monitor buat vs selama 4 detik. ternyata suaranya ok! begitu semuanya siap, langsung lepas jaket (pinjem jaket si jojo hehehe), play vs, lompat ke tengah panggung. lagu 'to destroy' langsung kita bawain. begitu lagu sampai ke speech, tak lempar bubuk putih (bedak coy!) ke dd crow (dd crow sempet iseng mukul pantatku hahahah!!!), urut... ke jojo & imam, abis tu ngelempar ke aku dhewe. ngelempar bubukan bedak itu ora asal iseng ngelempar, itu artinya ngasih power ke mreka & aku sendiri spy kita tambah semangat. stlh lagu ke 1 sukses, kita bawain lagu ke 2, 'fearless'. di tengah2 melodi, tak mainke lampu 'clubbing' (lupa gayaku waktu itu, pokoknya muter2in lampu). begitu lagu 'fearless' slesai, langsung teriak "break it on the day!!!!", ada suara tepuk2 tangan (seneng ada yang tepuk tanganin aksi panggung kita :)...). lagu ke 3, 'dancing in the grave', lebih seru lagi. soalnya suara gitar massive si imam & dd crow didengernya asyik. si jojo ngebass-nya juga pas ama lagunya. waktu itu aku nyanyinya gimana, rada2 lupa (kalo manggung asyiik gitu kadang suka lupa, saking enjoynya), yang jelas....bagian reff shouting abiss!!!. begitu teriak "wake uuuuuup!!" di bagian akhir lagu, lakone langsung mati tergeletak di tengah panggung (hehehe. cape cah! abis bawain 3 lagu loncat2 & teriak2 nganti suarane entek, nggubrak wae!). lagu ke 4, 'not meant for me' tak nyanyekke sambil tidur. saking menghayati lagu, sampe nangis barang. ( sampe2 lupa rencana berikut, ngrurupke lampu clubbing yang wes digantolin di celana, hehehe). hampir mendekati bagian akhir lagu, aku tangi, lungguh neng tengah2 panggung, masih nyanyi sambil nangis, sempet lemparin pyur kerlap-kerlip ke penonton (itu artinya nyucapin terimakasih buat mereka), & di ending lagu... langsung teriak "tengkyuuuu!!".  nggak nyangka, semua yang nonton pada tepuk tangan..!! gila bgt.. tak kira shownya ndak bakalan gitu coy... sebelum turun panggung, tak sebari stiker dadakan yang dibikin sbelum kita brangkat ke jkt, semua pada rayahan & stikernya nyaris abis. krn aku turun, yg nonton semua pada rebutan, sampe cincin jatoh & ilang.. hiks.. (gpp lah..yang penting shownya sukses)..
tiap devilicia manggung, ndak pernah ngajak ngomong penonton. ndak suka basa-basi & ndak ahli ngomong ke audience. cukup dg ucapan terimakasih aja di akhir show (kebiasaan). huweeeyyy!!

udah ah laporannya. lagi males nulis banyak2. yang terakhir thanks to, ya? hehehe..
mau lihat foto? coba aja baca blog-nya akasa, ok?? (tengkiu akasa...!!)

thanks to :
our sesepuh, ongking (lik acung), atas dukungannya dari jauh. mbok yo ikut dong kali kita maen di luar kota!
our road manager, wondo, you're the best road manager, boss!!
our additional guitarist, dd crow, i love you boss!! hehehe..
our asst. road manager, gimbul, tengkiu for the power and support!! (kalau nyetir, pasti gawedeg2an! hiks! awas..awas...kalem..kalem..hehehe).
our additional guitarist imam, geng geng geng abis! metal boss! sip dah!
our additional bassist, jojo, gayamu oke punya man! sip bgt!
benny sofa, tengkiu atas diperbolehkannya kita numpang di sono. hehehe..
kang anwar (powerslaves)
dhitta & dratt, tengkiu karena njenengan, kita bisa manggung di jkt. sayang, dratt ndak jadi manggung. hiks hiks.. :(
iqbal, makasih udah sempetin dateng & jepret kita manggung.
koes & si ehemnye, hehehe.. tengkiu bro! udah dateng nonton kita, 2 kali lagi, waktu diparkinsound juga.. :)
sayco, the addict insane, our othersite maker
yan, jilmi, arief & semua panitia 'perempuan berteriak', makasih udah ngundang kita maen. kapan-kapan kalau bikin event lagi, kita diundang maen lagi ya?
buat semua temen2 biru komuniti, tengkiu atas dukungannya dari jauh! lain kali kalau kita manggung mbok ya pada ikut semua, biar rame! we love ya'll!
yang terakhir, semua temen2 yang udah pada dateng nonton kita manggung, tengkiu all!!

Bar mati lampu nyoto trus ngenet

mulai jam setengah 4, lampu sekota mati semua. jadi kayak resident evil suasananya. padahal lagi enak2 dengerin lagu plus old suck,... jrot! bledos...
sempet nongkrong di depan sama anak2. untung bawa senter. smsan sama si boss bentar...

abis itu ke soto, langsung ke sini, sama mas bjat, mas william & mas tata ripal..

waaaa opo meneh iki???
marakke bingung.
dino iki aku kesel banget.
bar iki pingin turu angler, kemulan..
trus tangi langsung nonton cah-cah maen.
itu tu, kalo gak salah solo pos yang adain acara...
jenenge acarane mbuh opok raruh...
band2 sing main, band seko solo sing wis klebu major label.
genk kobra, noya, jasmine, utara, seven six, metal force...
mugo-mugo acarane setil...
hehehe...
aneh kotak2e
ngomong opok...
ndasku infeksi kethoke. rapenak tenan...

~!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!!!!!

well,..
yihaaaaa!! i can smoke in this cafe!!!
the connection is not fast enuff.. too bad...
i'm not interesting to browse.
a little bit chilli down here, the street is almost crowded. whiww...
influenzaaaa!!! uaaachhhiiiih! shit!
i'm still preparing for the show next week...
i hope, i will have a great time performing...
all black for the show... (:D)

я очень thirsty. я холодное питье с множеством льда в стекле, котор доктор
сказал, я не могу выпить кислые пить. не хорошо для моего живота но это после
полудня, я выпил hahaha сока померанца и мангоа!

см. вас!!

TAI MBONJROT

ceprooooooot!!!!! opo kuwik?? ndasku kepathak plastik sing isine tai tur tai mencret!!! huahahahazhaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh! tapi kok ambune koyo selei setroberi ngono. sopo kiro-kiro sing ngising yo? enak tenan. ising kok koyo selei setroberi. yen ngedegke pabrik selei mesti cepet sugih... :D

jroooot!! waaaaa....!!! nggilani!!! umbele akeh tenan!! gek tur kok rasane koyo yogurt!! wuusss... jan setil tenan... umbele sopo kuwi mau? iki opo tunggale sing tai selei setroberi mau? wong ngendi tho?? hebat tenan...

aku nulis opo tho ikiiiii buneeee??? ramuthuuuu...

yo ben...

mbuh ah crit!!!

i'm almost 18.. :P who chares???

Я справедлив другое тело

вниз.

Внутренне кровотечение круглое и круглое. И все, котор я могу думать будут дороги умереть самостоятельно.

Портрет моего скелетного увеличения.

Левые шкурные и голодные так подают мне боль.

Реальность избежания с новой болью.

После этого препятствуйте циклу начинать снова. И все, котор я могу думать будут дороги умереть самостоятельно.

И все, котор я могу думать будут дороги умереть самостоятельно.

Сновидение содержания, боль фильтровало ферму.

Все, котор я могу сказать.......

Сновидения плох когда все, котор они делают будет разрешение правда позади.

Сновидения плох когда все, котор они делают будет разрешение правда позади.

Сновидения плох.



udah ahhhhh....

pinggon (pingin nggontho)....

modaroooooooooo...

SYUSSHH

i don't meant to say rude...
do you know crazy people? crazy...like the people in the mental institution...like that... well, i never meet one and standing face to face with crazy person after my dad married with his patient. ups, wait here... i will explain... my dad is a neurologist/psychiatrist. 2 years ago he met a woman (his patient), fell in love with her and then they got married. my step mom is crazy, really. but she does not stay in the mental institution b'cuz she has wealth and material stuffs, you know.. rich, fame,.. like that. she's kinda has a lot of face, probably. like a person who have dual personality or that shit... sometimes she acts like an angel, sometimes she acts like a satan. she's a type of woman who always want to win, no matter what she does is wrong, and always blame somebody to escape from her failure....
huks... daddy...daddy... he's sick. too bad i can't stay with him b'cuz he choose to stay with that crazy b***h. don't worry dad, you know mom couldn't change her behaviour b'cuz she's crazy. you promise us, dad... if your second time's up... you will divorce her. i just want to wish... get well dad, i want to see you with healthy body when you sign the divorce paper, walk away from that big house go back home again. after that, there will be no threat, no stress, no more 'makian' from her...
hapily ever after.
wait.....
there is one more story... ( i wish)...
my mom will change!!! not crazy anymore, and she'd be the real angel....
taking care of my dad, give him real love....
whalaaaa...
that's possible, right??
but some how. it's ok if she's crazy. crazy people goes to heaven right?
aahhh forget it...