Not a single anymore

Today...
All finally clear...
He loves me and I love him...

Down

I feel a lot of thing in my mind right now...
Such as...
I don't know when will I online again, I hope I can be online all the time but I can't, I don't know for how long.
And,
I'm so deeply totally very very sad that... I'll leave my favorite room, my house, my neighborhood for long.
Importantly...
I'm so very god damn mother fucking sad that I will not spending my time again infront of my computer in my room, doing what I usually do, my fun time for the rest of my life. I'm so very god damn fucking sad about it, god damn it!!!
But I have no choice...
I have to...
So...
Fuck!!!
Fuck it!!!
I'll do something hard and it's important for many people...
Whether I can do it or not, I'll do it the best I can, even though I have to change my style or change myself to be someone else I don't recognize...
I'll try to do that, if I have to. Cuz it's the only way for me to continue this life...
That's the point...
When I'm struggling to raise it, I'll absolutely remember that I have their support, their help and also their attention, so I won't be down too easily...
I always believe that God will help me, no matter what happens...
Keep struggling...
I hope I can do it...
I really hope for it...
I want to have more courage and strenght to do it...
I must...
Your blessing, please... my God...

Can't Lite You Fire

Hardest day
Here I am
I fight to follow other way
And start to try the other hand
I wish we all could be like what they want
With no insult from their mouth

Just be with me
Understand my vision is so different
I couldn't raise it up for you
Cuz that's all I have
I try the best I can all the time
Work it hard a lot
And I always feel that I'm so desperate
to keep my soul just for myself
Cuz I

Can't light you fire
Sorry I
Can't light you fire
Maybe my destiny is not like what you have in your fucking mind
Can't light you fire
Sorry I
Can't light you fire
But I will always try hard to get our victory to raise it all along the way

I can't work it with your soul
I can't light it all for you
I'm wasted, no more fantasy, and every single day I love untill I die
It pissing me off, it tearing me down
And then I feel like you wreck all my way
But I can't stop cuz you give me your deadly way to win the game

Can't light you fire
Sorry I
Can't light you fire
Maybe my destiny is not like what you have in your fucking mind
Can't light you fire
Sorry I
Can't light you fire
But I will always try hard to get our victory to raise it all along the way

Can't light you fire

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Tararat Tira

Lirik: DD Crow
Guitar & Backing vokal: DD Crow
Cello: Mas siapa ya? Kok aku lupa namanya...

Hari ini, esok pagi, nanti
Aku rindu, aku butuh kekasih
Slamat pagi, slamat sore, jangan lagi
Jangan mimpi, walau sepi, walau mimpi
Walau tak bercinta, kau slalu hadir di dalam hati

Tararat Tira, tararat tira
Tarararit
Tararat Tira, tararat tira
Tarararit
Tararat Tira, tararari

Hari ini, esok pagi, atau nanti
Aku rindu, aku masih, masih butuh, kekasih
Slamat sore, slamat pagi, jangan lagi
Jangan mimpi, walau sepi, walau mimpi
Walau tak bercinta, kau slalu hadir di dalam hati

Tararat Tira, tararat tira
Tarararit
Tararat Tira, tararat tira
Tarararit
Tararat Tira, tararari

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http://www.mediafire.com/?1mm9zi1vgac2vsu